第五章
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zuoweijingliguoshibaiyouyishengyaoqiangdezhongguonvren。
woyizhixinfengzhe(zhizheburuaihe,yuanzhongzhongdaofuzhe)dexinnian。
kezheiyiciwohaoxiangzaile,haizaizailezijibixiaderenwushenshang。
congneigeyongbaokaishi,wobianmingbaiwoduixuchuanyijingchedilunxian。
jishitahuilaizhishiyinweigangqiaoyinweigongzuochakanlexinxi。
keshizaiqiaohebeihoudewenrouyiranrangwodongxin。
xuchuanzhongyutongguolewodehaoyouyanzheng,danwomeiyouzaiquxiaochuangsaoraoguota。
xinxueqilailinhou,woshichangqutingtadeke。
tingtayanjinerrenzhendijiangneixiewoshaonianshidaixueguodeneirong。
wohaoxiangyehuidaochongjingweilaidenianji,yibubuzouxiangyouxuchuandechuntian。
erxuchuanyezonghuijiwoliuxiayigeqianpaideweizhi,rangwomeicidouqidaizhetabayanshentouxiangxueshengdeshunjian。
napawozhidaotaxinliderenshisuwei,kewoquechenniyusimuxiangduidejidong,wufataolitadewenrou。
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woyezhiyiguoweishenmezijihuixihuanshangzheigefanbandebaiyueguang。
nandaoshiyinweiwoduixufeiwanjiuqingnanwang?
kewohenkuaibianfaxianlebutong。
yinweixufeiwanyongyuanbibulexuchuan。
xufeiwanyixinzhiyoushiye,bujideershienqingyuchengnuo;erxuchuanjidesuwei,bingchengweitadeshouhuzhe。
xufeiwangaolengjingui,congbuyurenxiaoyan;erxuchuankansishulibingleng,danhuibasuoyoudexiaorongdouliujisuwei。
xufeiwanshigaogaozaishangdeshikongguanlijujingli;erxuchuanshifaxueyuanqiaochu,mibuwodeyihan,haijiwoliuyizhangqianpaideweizhi。
xufeiwanbuxintadebiaomeihuipairenshejiwo;erxuchuan,huibuguxinxidezhenshixingjiuyongzuikuaidesudugandaoqinhaixianchangjiuxiasuwei。
jishi,suweibeimuwenzhouyijingkanhuzhelikai,tahaishiyiwufanguchongjinlaijiuwo。
yinweizaitaxinli,bujinyouxiaoai,rengyoudangjintianxiabupingshidedayi。
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xuchuanshiwoqinshoujituozaishuzhongdemeng,shinianshaodewuweiyuzhongnuodeshiyan,shiwoaierbudedebaiyueguang,shiwobixiaweiyidehuanxiang,shiwobujingyimaixiadezhongzizhangchudejiushuzhihua。
wojiangzijidegushimaizangzaizheigehuamingweisuweidexiaoshuozhong,weizijitongkudeguowanggaishangleyizuofen,kerujinwoqinzilaidaozheili,quefaxianzheilizhangchuyizhuqinglvdeshumu,mingwei(xuchuan)。
meiyigeyanzhexipinmingzhuizhuxuchuanderizili,woyouhechangbushizaizhuizhuzijidechuxin。
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wobenxiangjiuzheiyangxiangshouzhepingdanerxingfudeshenghuo,zhizhidajiejudeneiyitian。
kezhoumodewanshang,woqueshoudaolelaizixuchuandexin,yaowozhoumozaitushuguanjian。
zheiniantoujuranhaiyourenxiexin,bukuishibukanshoujixinxideren。
woanzifufeidaquzheta,danhaishifuleyue。
zhoumodetushuguanjihumeiyouliangdeng,wogushenlaidaoyiloudatingkaishimimang。
shenhouyoujiaobushengchuanlai,wojieyuesekandaojiaoxialiangmeiyingziyuelaiyuejin。
keneigeyingzikanshangqushouruojiaoxiao,gaogaojuqideshoushang,nazhebuzhimingzhuangdedongxigaogaojuqi。
woyishidaoshiqingbudui,quezaizhuanshenzhiqianbeijidaozaiheianzhizhong。