第1章
“ningxi，nijiuzheimexihuanwo？”
shenye，xuannaodejiubamenkou，nanrendeshengyin，binglengcigu，rudaoziyibanxili，zhichuorenxin。
tasuiranzaixiao，danneishuangyinchendeyanmouli，quemeiyouyisixiaoyi，fanerdaizhechaofengdefennu。
quanshijiedouzhidaoningxixihuanchengzifan，xihuandaoyuanyiweitabuguyiqiedui，bayeyeqidechadianjiahexiqu，yeyaojianchizhuita。
dansuoyourenyedouzhidao，chengzifanbuxihuanningxi，shenzhiduitashifenfangan，lianduokantayiyandoulinse。
“zifan，woshizhenxinxihuanni......”ningxixinliyizhenhuangluan，piaoliangdedayanjingshuiwangwangdekanzhechengzifan，bazhangdadejingzhixiaolianshang，daizheyimotaohaodekeqiu，“nizhidaode，wo......”
“shia，wozhidao，nizheizhongxiaotaimei，xianglaixihuanshenmedouyongqiangde，nishibawodangchengnidesiyouwupinle？wohaibunengxihuanqitanvhai，gentamenzoudejinyidian，tamendouyaochengshounidepohaile，shima？”chengzifanneizhangxiantiaorouhedejunlian，cishibiandeyinchenkebu，youqishineishuangxiemanfennudeyanjing，jihuyaojiangningxijifenshao。
ningxituihouleliangbu，weiweiyangqixiabadelianshangmandaizhejingehewugu，“womeiyou......”
“meiyou？meiyoushenme？”chengzifanduiningxineiwugueryouchunzhendeyangzishiyanedaolejidian，lengxiaoyisheng，buxiededao，“shimeiyougenwoqiannvyouyuejiaweixiekonghe，haishimeiyouduiwoshenbiandenvxingweibiliyou，xuyipohai，rangtamenliwoyuandian？”
shuozhe，chengzifanmiqileshuangyan，“wojidewojinggaoguoni，guoquwokeyijiwangbujiu，danniyaoshigandongyanyan，wojuebuhuiqingyifangguoni，nishibawodehuadangerbianfengle？”
yanyan？xueyiyan？zheixienianchengzifanyizhizaidengdeneigeqingmeizhuma，chuanyanyijingzhengshigentafanzaiyiqiledenvren？
ningxijianguoxueyiyan，danghonggetanxiaotianhou，gangcongguowaipaixihuilai，renhaimeihuiguojiuyijinghonglebanbiantian，zhenggedongchengdouzaichuantadeshier。
ningxiyizhouqian，zaiyigeyanhuishangjianguoxueyiyan，taqueshihenmei，yizhangqingchunwuxiadelian，fuhetadazhongyanzhongdeyunvrenshe，gaotiaodeshencai，**，shisuoyounanrendouxihuandeleixing。dangshiningxiqueshihenjiduzheigenvren，danbushiyinweitademeimao，ershitadeshenfen，chengzifanqingmeizhumazhengpainvyoudeshenfen。
suoyi，dangshitashikeyidequtiaoxinlexueyiyan，chaofengtajiaqingchun，bingzhengshixiangtaxuanzhan，yaoguangmingzhengdadejingzhengchengzifan。keyejincieryi。
“wozhishi......”ningxibanxiangcaizhaodaozijideshengyin，ketagenbenlaibujijieshi，chengzifanjiudaduanleta。
“nizhishizhaolejigexiaohunhunyizaidequkongheta，chenjifeilita，guyizaitadechezishangdongshoujiao，haitachadianchuchehuosizaidalushang，jincieryi，shima？”chengzifantaishouniezhuleningxidexiaba，muguangxili，yuqiyinchen，yinweifennu，taxiongkoubuguilvdeqifuzhe，hunshendoushiliqi。
ningxijingededengdaleshuangyan，yaozhezuichundao，“niyuanwangwo，womeiyou。”
“meiyou？yanyanxianzairenyijingtangzaiyiyuan，nihaixiangjiaobian？”chengzifandefennuzaifangda，neishuangxianglaiwenhedeyanjinglimanshibingleng。
ningxiyouxieshouzuwucuo，buzhudeyaotou，“zifan，niweishenmebuxiangxinwo？wozhishixihuannieryi，nibuxihuandeneixiechoumaobing，wozaojiugaidiaole......”
“nidexihuan，rangwogandaochiru。”chengzifanyaozhongleyuqi，yilianyanedekanzheningxi，sihaobuyanshitaxinliduiningxidepaichihezenghen。
neiyike，ningxifangfoshoudaolejibaiwandianshanghai，shenziwulidetuihouliangbu，cangbaidexiaolianmeiyouyisixuese，shuangchundoudongzhe，quefabuchuyidianshengyin。
“zifan......”
“wocongmeijianguoxiangnizheimehouyan**，xinsidaidudenvren。”chengzifanneishuangyoushendeyanmouli，manmandedouduishiduiningxidefangan，tameiyoudongta，querangtaruzhibingku，fangfobeirenkanlejibaidao，tongdaonanyihuxi。
yuanlai，tazaitadexinlishizheiyangderen？
ningxideshoujinjinwochenglequantou，leishuixiangyaoluoxia，queyoukankanrenzhule，zhiguzhidekanzhechengzifan，huanlaitayilianbiyidefuxiuerqu。
yeshenle，jiubaliquezhengshirenaodeshihou。
ningxizuozaiyijiankongdangdangdexiangfangli，yijingduzihelesandapinggaonongdudebaijiu，tadejiulianghaibucuo，sanpingxiaqu，yezhishiganghaozuidaoeryi。
“chengzifan，nizheige**，wojiushixialeyan，caihuikanshangni。”ningxipazaizhuozishang，huailibaozheyigejiupingzi，jingyingdeshuangyanmanshileishui。
pingshenmexueyiyanchuleshier，jiuyidingshitazuode？xueyiyanshitadebaiyueguang，erzijishiduitasichanlandabuyaoliandexiaotaimei，suoyi，tadebaiyueguangyoushenmeshi，jiukeyilisuodangrandetuidaotatoushanglailema？
zaichengzifanxinli，tajiushigezheimebukanderenma？keshidangchu，tafenmingbushizheiyangshuode......
nandaoguoquneixiemeihao，quandoushijiadema？
benyiweihezuilexinlihuihaoshoudianerdeta，cishiquejuedenanshoudeyijingbuzhishineixin，lianshentihenaodai，douyaozhadiaole。
“ou——”ningxipingzhejinyoudelizhi，qishenchongdaolewaitoudexishoujian，duizhexishoupenjiukaishifengkuangdeoutuqilai。
tulezhengzhenghaojifenzhong，ningxicaihuanheguolai，xileyibalian，sulekou，hunshenyijiunanshoudebuxing，zhenggerenyunhuhude，shixiandouyouxiemohule。tazhuanshenxiangyaoqushanggecesuo，quefaxianzijideshenbianjuranzhanleyigegaodadeshenying——zhengzaimantiaosilidejiezhepidai。
ningxiyileng，waizhenaodaidaliangyanqianderen，zheishige，nanren？
sihuganjuedaoningximimengeryouyihuodeshixian，neirenniutou，daliangleningxiyiyan，xiesidexiaole，“kangoule？”
ningxizuidelihai，genbenmeitingqingchunanrenzaishuoshenme，zhibennengdezhalezhayanjing，meihuida。
quejianduifangyijingjiekailekutou，yaoyedelianshangxiaoronggengjiaxiemeile，“zenme，meikanguonanrenshangxishoujian？xuyaoguolaijinjuliweiguanyixiame？”
zhengchangnvhaizi，yudaozheiqingkuangbushijianjiaozhehanbiantai，yegaihongzhelianluohuangertaocaishi。keningxiqueshangxiadaliangzheneinanrengaodadeshenzi，zuihoushixianluozaileneizhangjunmeidejinhuyaoraodelianshang。
taliangliangqiangqiangdezoujinta，yinweizhenggerenyundelihai，ziranyemeiyoufaxianzheilishinanceerfeinvcele。
tahaoqideyishoudazaileneirendejianbangshang，yinweiduifangtaigao，tazhenggerenkanqilaixiangshiwulideguazainanrenshenshangde，youxiehuajilangbei，danshengyinqueshishifenjiandingde，“haoa......”