第一章

1982nianchudong,xinwucunweishengyuan。

诊疗室。

“xinghaonizheidangmadesonglaijishi,zaiwandianjiuweixianle!”

chengtongyaganendediantou,songzouyishenghou,tayongmaojinbuxiaoxincashinveretouxuhan:“wodebao,amazheibeiziyidinghuihaohaohuzhenizhangda!”

shangtianchuilian,jingranrangtazaiershiniansihouhainengzhongshengdaonverfashaozheitian。

shangbeizinverjiushiyinweizheicimeijishisongyi,zhijieshaochengnaomoyan,huobuguoqitianjiumeile!

houpazhiyu,chengtongyayouxianrujudadekuangxizhong。

zijijuranzhendejiuxianverle!

zhiyaonvernenghaohaohuozhe,tadezhongshengjiuyouyiyi!

zheishi,zhenliaoshidemenbeirencongwaituikai,yimojunlvsechuangrutadeshixian。

“baoqian,duilishimang,laiwanle。”

nieronghuiqianjiuzouguolai,shenshoumozhenverdeetou,querenmeifashaolecaishaosongkouqi。

chengtongyatongkongweizhan,kanzhezheizhangjishinianbujiandelianpang,xintousuanchu。

nanrenshenxingtingzhibanzheng,jianmeixingmu,bilianggaoting,junlangmoyangbushuershinianhoudeyingshimingxing。

zhengshitadeyingzhangzhangfu——nieronghui。

yinyizhihunshu,tagentabangdingzaiyiqi。

ketaconglaidoubuaita,shangbeizinverhaizaishi,tahainengbiaomiangentaguorizi,nvermeilehou,tazhijiexiangtatichulihun。

zaizheigeniandai,lihundenvrenzaorenkoushe。

zuizhong,tadianpeiliuliyisheng,cansitaxiang。

zhonglaiyishi,chengtongyajuedingbujinyaohaohaoshouhunver,yeyaohaohaoshouhuzheiduanhunyin,shouhutajinyoudejiating!

chengtongyabingmeiyouduohangsheng,anjingzhejitadaolebeireshui:“waimianfengda,nuannuanshenzi。”

reshuizaitangcibeizishangfangmaozhebaiqi。

nieronghuimouzhongqueshanguoyisihuyi。

pingshizheishihou,tazaogentadachaodanao,guaitameijishigandao。

zenmejintian,bujinmeichaonao,haiguanxinqitalaile……

haishishuotayouxiangzuoshenmeyao?

tangcibeinuanzheshou,nieronghuijincudemeitoushuzhan,zhengyaokaikouyinghua。

门被再次推开。

hushiliqingzoujinlai,kandaonieronghuiyezaishi,yanjingyiliang:“niedageyezaia,gaijiaoyaofeile,wodainiguoquba。”

“hao。”nieronghuiyingxia,zhengyaomaibu。

chengtongyalanxialeta:“nizaizheilipeinverba,woqujiao。”

takebunengjibailianhuayidingdianhezijinanrenjiechudejihui!

shangbeizilihunhou,chengtongyacaikanmingbai。

zijishizheleliqingdedao,yintatiaobolijian,caizongshigennieronghuiwuliqunao,redetarifuyiriyanfan。

tamenlihunhou,liqingjiuchenjierru,gennieronghuijiehun,zuchenglerenrenyanxiandexingfujiating。

nieronghuichayichengtongyaturuqilaideqinkuai,danmeishuoshenmezhijiejiangqianbaojiaojileta。

jianzhuang,yizhidingzhenieronghuideliqingyanlideguangyeandanxialai。

“neitongyajie,nigenwolaiba。”

yiluchulebingfang,liqingjiubuzaidailule,suishouzhilegefangxiang,bianshuozijihaiyaomangzhuanshenlikai。

chengtongyaquanchengzhidezijizhaodaojiaofeichu。

jiaofeihou,tanazhedanjubiankanbianzouhuibingfang。

daomenkouzhengyaotuimenjinqushi,turantingjianlitouchuanlainverzhinendetongsheng:“baba,lihunshishenmeya?weishenmetamendougenyingyingshuonihemamayaolihunle……”

chengtongyajiaobuyidun,xinyegenzheshoujin。

他会怎么回答女儿?

denglexujiu,meitingdaonieronghuidefouren,fanertingjiantachenshengwen——“ruguobabazhenhemamafenkai,yingyingxianggensheiyiqishenghuo?”