三年痛彻第7章

zaijianyulishi,wocengjingxiangguo,jiasherangwozaiciyujianhejiaren,wohuibuhuizhijienadaokanguoqu?

woyewushucihuanxiangguo,ruguorangwozaiyicijiandaohemiaomiao,wonengbunengkongzhizhuzijixiangyaoqiasitadexin?

woyuanbenyouzhexingfudejiating、wendingdegongzuo、wenxindeshenghuo,zhiyintadeyijuhuangyan,jiuquanbuxiaoshidaijinle。

danzheicidezhongfeng,yuanyuanbiwoxiangxiangzhongdepingjing。

neiyangyigehuajishaonv、doukounianhua,neijiebaiwuxiadepifu,neimeiliqingchundelianpang,neichuchudongrendeshentai,rennagenanrenkanle,douhuirenjinbuzhudixinshenglianxi。

dangnianneigeshuohuangdenvhaizi,yongyishuangqiqiuyuanliangdeyanjingqiaozhewo,kukutitidihanwo:「laoshi,laoshi。」

tashuo:「laoshi,zheijinian,wohaolei,haonanshou。」

tashenzhihaizhijiepudaowodehuaibaoli,yishenglianzheyishengdishuo:「duibuqi,wobuxiangde,keshibabamamashuo,shiqingyijingnaodezheimedale,ruguowobuneimeshuo,babamamajiuhuibeipanxing,wohaohaipa。」

tazhishigehaizi,yigezaiwoxinzhongpinxuejianyou、qinfenhaoxuedehaizi。

shuodaocichu,wojianzhishitongkuliulei。

wotonghenzijizaijingshouneimeduozhihou,jingranhaibaocunzhezuorendeshanliang。

woduibuqiwodelaopo,gengduibuqiwonianyoudenver。

她们白死了。

「niyuanlianglehemiaomiao?bingqieaishangleta?」

jingchabukesiyidicaicezhe。

woyaoleyaotou:「wozhishizhaodaoleyigexinde、rangwohuoxiaqudemubiao。」

hemiaomiaoyeshigekeliandenvhaizi,tagege15suishi,fumucaijuedingzaiyaoyigehaizi,zheijiushidianxingdedahaofeilepobudeyilianxiaohaodezhuangkuang。

guci,fumuduitadeyaoqiugewaiyange。

tamenbasuoyoudexiwangdoujituozaitadeshenshang,duitadexuexichengjihenshiguanzhu,taneishizuidadeyalijiushigaokao。

tashuotazheixienian,genbenjiumeiyoubanfajingxiaxinlaixuexi,meiyoukaoshangzhongdiangaozhong,yijingrangtazaifumumianqiantaibuqilaitou,ruguogaokaozaimeiyoukaohao,yongtazijidehuashuo,jiushitajiangmeiyourenhedehuolu。

yushi,wochengletadesirenjiaoshi,erqiehaishimianfeide。

gaozhongsannian,tabaitianzaixuexiaolixuexi,wanshang,wojiubatajiedaowodezhusuo。

wojitazuofan,buchongyingyang。

wojiaotazhishi,weiletadayijiehuo。

womenbicidouzhidingleyigeqiangdademubiao——kaoqingbei。

「niwuchangbangtabuxi,rangtachenggongdikaoshangleqingbei?」

jingchawufaxiangxinzheiyidian,woquekendingdidianlediantou,taxixuediwen:「tushenmeni?」

「butushenme,woshiyigelaoshi,womeiyoubanfajujueyigeqiuxuehaowendexuesheng。」

「suoyi,zheishiyige『yidebaoyuan』degushi?」

wosisuoleyixia,huidashuo:「shiyeshi,bushiyebushi。」

jingchabujiediwen:「zheihuazenmeshuo?」

「conghemiaomiaodejiaodukan,woqueshishiyidebaoyuanle,danzhanzaiwozijideshijiaokan,zheiqishizhishiwoxiadeyipanqi。」