第1章
“zenme，haimeisima？”
suizheyishengzhongzhongdemenxiang，yuanbenjinbidemenbeirendakai，toujinyisiwennuandeguang。
suihouyouhaobuliuqingdeguanshang。
heianzhizhongdemushengshengxiayishihousuoyixia。zhangshijiandeheianqiujinheyaowuzhusheyijingrangtasangshileduobihesiweidenengli。
“吧嗒。”
lairendakailedeng，canbaidebaichidengjiangheianlideyiqiejieshidetanran，mushengshengshenshoushituquzhedangyanqiandedengguang。
可是，只是徒劳。
“ze，sheinengxiangdaodangnianfengguangyishidemushengshengxianzaichenglezheiyangni。”lairenyishenyedihongqun，yizijiandeshejijiangtabaiximeihaodejingbuchentuodeyouyagaogui，xushiwaimianwendubugao，tahaipizheyijiangaodingdebaisepicao。kanzhedishangquansuozhedemushengsheng，taminzuixiaole。zhenghongsedekouhongyanseciderenyanjingsuanteng。
zheiyangdahonghejiebaideduibi，jiangmushengshengdeshenjing**deyidou。zhengzhalebantian，mushengshengzhongyuzhangkailezui，fachulesiyaerganbiedeshengyin。
“zhou，zhouzhi......”
“wunianle，mushengsheng。”
“mingmingdajiadouxiangxinnigenjinanlinsibenqulebiedeguojia，mingmingwomenjihuadetianyiwufeng！keshi，keshiweishenme......”
“weishenmelincihuilaidediyijianshijiushizhaoni？”
zhouzhiwangjilezijidejinchiheyouya，xiesidilidedihouyisheng，yigejianbuchongshangqujiuqimushengshengdelingzi，“nidaodijitaxialeshenmeyao，rangtabukenduokanwoyiyan！”
mushengshengzhongyushixiao，ganliedechunbianliekaiyigechaofengdexiaorong。
“ni，nizhongjiuburuwo......”
“buruni......”zhouzhixiaole，“neiyemeiguanxi！”
zaimushengshengyinweijingkongerzhujianfangdadetongkongli，zhouzhiningxiaozhebashoulidezhenguanzharutadedongmai，ranhouhuanhuantuirutoumingdeyeti。
“qusiba，mushengsheng！”
yetibingliang，zhouzhixianzhangdezhijiakouruletadebojing，xiaoshengsiya。
mushengshengdongdanbude，zhiganjuetengtongganzhujianxiaoshi。
zheishimushengshengzhuiruheianqian，zuihoudeganjue。
......
“nishenmeshihou，cainengguaiyidianni。”
ganjueruchaoshui，zhujianyanmeilemushengsheng。zaiwujindeheianzhong，neigeshuxiyouyouxiemoshengdeshengyinhuanhuandezaierbianxiangqi。mushengshengmeiyoulaidexinjiyixia，tanengtingdaozijidexinzaijiaoxiaozhe....
只是眼皮有点沉重。
feilizhengkaiyanjing，yizhangbeifangdadejunyantuwudechuxianzaiyanqian，hedetayidou，youshiyileng。
shishangbeizitahenzhirugudenanrena，linci。
zheimejiumeijian，tahaiyoudianxiangnianzheizhangbinglengdelian。
jiantayixinglaijiudingzheziji，lincizhoulezhoumeitou，yandideshensehuianbuming，danshizhoushenneiguzihanyiquemomingtuisanlejifen。
“喝药。”
tahaishizheimeleng，buyuanyiduoshuoyijuhua。
mushengshengxiayishijieguoyaowan，zhengzhunbeihe，nongyuerkusedezhongyaoweidaoquerangtashunjianxiangdaoleshenme。
tabushi......sileme。
zijizheishi，zhongshenglema？
“biexiangzhezaishuashenmehuayang，woduodeshibanfarangnihexiaqu。”lincidemeitoudalejie，yibakouzhulexiaoguniangdexiaba，qiangpotazhengshiziji，“biezuomeiyiyidezhengzhale。”
这话，她好像听过。
上辈子的事情了。
huanchengyiqian，mushengshengzaojiushuaiwanhuanfazimarenle。keshitaturanyishidao，lincizhishidaozizuidoufuxineryi。biqizhouzhineijigerenlaishuo，lincicaishizhendeaita。
haoburongyicongtouzailaiyici，tabuhuiyunxushangbeizideshiqingzaifashengzaizijishenshang！
“woyihoutinghua，bupaole。”
dingzhelincidemouzi，mushengshengyifanchangtai，renzhenerguaiqiaodekanzheta。kanzhezhenjingdelinci，mushengshengyounakailincideshou，zuozhi，zhongfuleyibian。
“linci，yihouwobuhuizaipaole。”
lincishizhenlengzhule，fanyingguolaizhihouhuyidekanletayiyan。
“bieyiweizheiyangnijiunengbuheyao，shuoshenmeyedeheyao。”
mushengshengyaranshixiao，duanqiwanyikouqihelexiaqu。
lincizhanqilai，lenghengyisheng。
“biezaijihuazhezenmesuanjiwole，meiyouyong。zheiyangzhetengnidexinzangshoubule。”
他一点都不相信她。
mushengshengxiaole，“meiguanxi，wozhidaowogaidaizaina。”
jiexialaidejitian，mushengshengdouchurenyiliaodeguaiqiao。anshiheyao，guaiguaishuijue，yebukubunao。
lincilaikantadecishubuduo，danshishenqinghetaidudoubizhiqianqiangdeduo。
mushengshengzheitiangangheguoyao，shoujixiangle。
kanleyiyanlaidianxianshi，mushengshenglengxiaoyisheng，bushibieren，zhengshishangbeizihaisitadezhouzhi。
“喂。”
“shengsheng！nizenmeyangle。”
shigetianmeidenvsheng，rangrentingdaoshengyinjiubuyoudexiangdaoyangguangkeaidenvhai。keshizheigeshengyin，jishitamushengshengzaisiqianbaiwanci，yebuhuiwangji。
“wohaoduoleni，guojitian，guojitianyinggaijiunenggenniyiqiqushangkela！”
mianduimushengshengpaochudeyouer，zhouzhiguoranshifenzaiyi，“linzonghuitongyima？”
budengmushengshenghuidata，zhouzhijiujijimangmangdetanbaizijidemude。
“zheijitian，jinanlinhenshidanxinnini。”tayadileshengyin，“niyaobuyaochulaijianjiantaa。”
“再说吧。”
zhouzhimeixiangdaomushengshengjuranjilezheimeyigelengdanyoumolengliangkedehuida，gangadexiaolexiao，“neinihaohaoxiuxiba，youshijianzailianxie。”
gualedianhua，mushengshenglengxiaoyisheng。
来日方长，别急。
“muxiaojie，nixingle。”
yizhisihoutadeayibuzhidaoshenmeshihouhuanleren，zhengyibianhuanghuangzhangzhangdecongkoudailitaozheshenme，yibianguiguisuisuidedingzhemenkou。
“您的信。”
mushengshengxiaole，jieguoneifengxin。yixinggongzhengdezijiyingruyanlian，rangtayoulexiangtudefanying。
“笙笙亲启。”
季南临的情书。
qianshi，zheixiegerilaidexin，shitazaiheianzhongweiyideguangming。kexiaotadaosicaizhidao，zheizhishizhouzhideshouduaneryi。jinanlinxianglaizhixiexingshu，genbenxiebuchuzheiyangduanzhengdeziji。
zheigemianshengdeayi，yeshizhouzhideren。
mushengshengzhidangshishenmedoubuzhidao，haoqidetaitoukanleayiyiyan。
“zheishisheijiwoxiedexina。”
“我也想问。”
yigebinglengdeshengyindaizhenuqi，zazailesuoyourendexinli。mushengshengyitaitou，zhengshilinci。
zheibushiqiaole，taqianjiaonadaoxin，xiayimiaolincijiulaile。
zheimeqiaodeshi，shuochuqusheixinzhishigeqiaohe。
mushengshenghaimeishuohua，ayiputongyishengguizuozaidishang，kuqilaile。
"linzong，woshenmedoubuzhidao。wozhishigechuanxinde，ninhaishiwenmuxiaojieba。"
lincidingzhexinshangdezi，zhoushenbingliangdeqixirangrenbuhanerli。mushengshengquexiaole，“zheiniantouhaiyourenxiexin，zheirenyetaihaoxiaoleba。”
dishangdeayiyoudianzheji，taitoudinglemushengshengyiyan。
“是季少的信啊！”