第3章 情感的萌芽

suqing(linmo)xinglaishi,faxianzijitangzaiyigexiaxiaoerwenxindegongyuli,sizhoubaimanleshujiheyixiejiandandejiaju。tagandaoyizhenmimang,yinweitaqingchudijidezijizuowanhaizaizijidehaozhaizhong,erxianzaitaquezaizheigemoshengdehuanjingzhong。

tazoudaojingziqian,kandaolelinmoneizhangwenheerpingfandelian。tachumozhezijidelian,gandaoyizhenbukesiyi。ta,suqing,yigezaishangchangshangchizhafengyundenvxing,xianzaiquezaiyigetushuguanliyuandeshentili。

suqing(linmo)kaishichangshishiyinglinmodeshenghuo,taqutushuguanshangban,hetongshimendazhaohu,jinguantaduizheilideyiqiedougandaomosheng。tafaxianlinmodeshenghuojiandanerpingjing,meiyoutasuoxiguandegaoyahejingzheng,zhiyoushujiheduzhedeningjing。

zaitushuguanderichanggongzuozhong,suqing(linmo)yudaolexindejiaose——zhoujie,yigerexindetushuguanzhiyuanzhe。zhoujieduilinmoyouzhemingxiandehaogan,tazongshizhaojihuihelinmoliaotian,fenxiangtadeshenghuosuoshi。suqing(linmo)gandaoleyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeganga,tabuzhidaoruheyingduizhoujiedereqing。

yitian,zhoujieyaoqinglinmo(suqing)canjiayigexiaoxingdejuhui。suqing(linmo)youyule,tabuxiangshanghaizhoujiedeganqing,danyebuxiangjixuzheizhongwuhui。zuizhong,tajuedingqucanjiajuhui,xiwangnenggouzhaodaoyixiexiansuo,bangzhutahuidaozijideshenti。

juhuishang,suqing(linmo)gandaoleshenshendebushi。tabuxiguanzheizhongqingsongdeshejiaochanghe,gengbuxiguanzhoujieduitadeqinni。tajinliangbaochilimao,danneixinquezaizhengzha。takaishihuainianzijideshenfen,huainianneizhongzhangkongyiqiedeganjue。

raner,jiuzaijuhuijinxingdaoyibanshi,suqing(linmo)shoudaoleyigeyiwaidedianhua。dianhuaneitoushilinmodehaoyou,tagaosusuqing(linmo),linmodemuqinturanbingdaole,xianzaizaiyiyuan。suqing(linmo)likegandaoleyizhongzerengan,tazhidaozijibixuqukanwanglinmodemuqin。

zaiyiyuan,suqing(linmo)kandaolelinmodemuqin,yigecixiangheaidelaoren。linmubingbuzhidaosuqing(linmo)deshenfen,tazhishijinjinwozhesuqing(linmo)deshou,ganxietayizhiyilaidezhaogu。suqing(linmo)gandaoleyizhongshenshendechudong,takaishilijielinmodeshanlianghewennuan。

zaihelinmudejiaotanzhong,suqing(linmo)lejiedaolinmodejiatingbingbufuyu,tacongxiaojiuchengdanqizhaogujiatingdezeren。takaishitongqinglinmo,yekaishixinshangtadejianrenhewusi。tayishidao,linmodeshenghuosuiranpingfan,danquechongmanleaihezeren。

yucitongshi,linmo(suqing)zaisuqingdeshentiliyejinglizheleisidezhengzha。tabixuchulisuqingdegongzuo,tongshiyeyaomianduisuqingdesirenshenghuo。tafaxiansuqingdeshenghuobingbuxiangtaxiangxiangdeneiyangguangxian,beihouyinzangzhejudadeyalihegudu。takaishilijiesuqingdejianqiangbeihou,qishiyinzangzhecuiruo。

zaiyicishangwutanpanzhong,linmo(suqing)yudaoleyigejishoudewenti。duifangtichuleyigeduigongsijiweibulidetiaojian,linmo(suqing)bixuzuochujueding。tagandaoleqiansuoweiyoudeyali,tazhidaozijidejuedingkenenghuiyingxianggongsideweilaifazhan。

zaizheichangtanpanzhong,linmo(suqing)zhanxianchulesuqingdeguoduanhezhihui。tachenggongdishuofuleduifang,dachengleyigeduishuangfangdouyoulidexieyi。tagandaoleyizhongchengjiugan,dantongshiyegandaoleyizhongkongxu。takaishihuaiyi,zheizhongchenggongshifouzhendeshitaxiangyaode。

zaisuqingdegongyuli,linmo(suqing)faxianlesuqingderiji,limianjiluzhesuqingduilinmodeganqing。taduzhesuqingderiji,gandaoleyizhongshenshendezhenjing。tacongweixiangguosuqinghuiduitayouzheiyangdeganqing,takaishihuaiyizijiduisuqingdelejieshifouzhendezugou。

zaizheichangcuoweidejinglizhong,linmohesuqingdoukaishiduiduifangyoulexinderenshiheganqing。tamenkaishilijieduifangdeshijie,yekaishixinshangduifangdeyoudian。tamendeqingganzaizheichangcuoweizhongqiaoranshenggen,dantamenyemianlinzhejudadetiaozhanhechongtu。

suqing(linmo)zailinmodeshentili,kaishitiyandaolinmodepingfanshenghuo,tabeilinmodeshanlianghewennuansuoxiyin。takaishihuaiyi,zijishifouzhendeyuanyihuidaozijideshenti,huidaoneizhonggaoyahegududeshenghuo。

linmo(suqing)zaisuqingdeshentili,kaishitiyandaosuqingdeyalihegudu,takaishilijiesuqingdejianqiangbeihou,qishiyinzangzhecuiruo。takaishihuaiyi,zijishifouzhendeyuanyihuidaozijideshenti,huidaoneizhongpingfanhejiandandeshenghuo。

zaizheichangshenfendecuoweizhong,linmohesuqingdoumianlinzhejudadeneixinzhengzha。tamendeqingganzaizheichangcuoweizhongbiandefuza,tamenbuzhidaoweilaihuizenyang,dantamenzhidao,tamenbixuzhaodaohuidaogezishentidefangfa,tongshiyeyaomianduizheichangcuoweidailaideqingganjiuge。