第4章

houmiantamenhaishuoleshenme,wojiubuzhidaole。

woganjuezijizhuiruleshuishenhuoredeshenyuanzhizhong,zenmepayepabuchulai。

shenziqingpiaopiaode,jiuxiangyigemeiyouxiandeqiqiu。

zhouweishiwujindeheian,shenmeyekanbujian。

我……是死了吗……

阴曹地府在哪儿呢?

woxinliwuweizachen,shuohaole,dengwobiyezhuanleqian,jiwomamaidafangzide……woqueshiyanle。

haiyoutongxuan,woliangshuohaoyihoutongyitianbanhunlide。

e,tongxuanshiwozuihaodeguimi。

zuiguanjiandeshi,wohaimutaidanshen,yigexiaogegedouhaimeipaoguoni!

yixiangdaozheier,wojiurenbuzhukule。

zheishihou,neigedichenanyayouguhuodeshengyincongsimianbafangchuanlai,“nimeiyousi,haihuozhe。”

又是他!

wojiuxiangshizhuadaolejiumingdaocao,ganjinwenta,“nibushishuohuiyizhibaohuwo,huwozhouquanma?kewoxianzaiyaosile!”

wojidemandidazhuan,taqueqingxiaoyisheng,haozhengyixiadao,“woshishuoguo,huiyizhibiyouni,baohuni,danshi……”

tahuafengyizhuan,“nishibushiwangle,wohaishuoguo,shinianhou,nibixujiajiwo。”

我心里咯噔一下。

queshi,wobazheishierquanranpaozailenaohou。

yaobushijintiantaruwomengzhong,wogenbenxiangbuqilaishinianzhiyuezheijianshier!

梦中?

zheiyishunjian,wohuranxiangqiwomajiaodaiwodeshierlai,tarangwomenglisheijiaowodoubieyingsheng!

我天!我忘了!

woganjinwuzhuzijidezui,yebuzhidaohaiyoumeiyouyong。

tajianwobushuohua,zhouranchixiaodao:“xianzaicaixiangqinimagennishuodehua,shibushitaiwanleyixie?”

靠!

他什么都知道!

wojingyazhiyu,haifaxianzijideshentibiandegengqingle,sixuyemanmanlachekai,zhenggerenhunchenchende。

ditouyikan,shuangjiaoyijingbiandetouming。

我这是怎么了?

是……要消失了吗?

tadeshengyinyuelaiyuejin,sihujiuzaiwoerduobianneiyang。

tashuo:“jinwanwuye,shiniershisuishengri,yeshinilvxinghunyuedeshihou。”

“dangran,woyeshihenminzhude。”taturanbaichuyifuzhengerbajingdekouwenshuodao,“wobuqiangponi,keyijinizuihouyicizuoxuanzedejihui。”

他……这么好?

“liangtiaolu,yi,jiajiwo,er……”

suirantahaimeishuowan,danwoxiangxuaner。

yinwei,tataiguiyile,tagenbenjiubushiren!

“er,yongnimuqindeming,laixunideming。”

我:“……”

xiayimiao,yidaoguangmanghuapowoyanqiandeheian,jiuxiangshisikaileyigeliekouyiyang。

wokandaolewoma,tazhengzuozaiyiquanbaiselazhuzhizhong,meiyigenlazhudixiadouyazheyidaobaisedefuzhi,shangmianhuazheheisedefuwen。

bagefangweishangyonghongxianlashanglebagesuohunling。

wobuzhidaozheixiedongxidaodishiganshenmeyongde,wozhikandaowomayanzhongdeneifenjueran,rangwowubixinhuang。

“ma……”woyaleshengyin,naoziyipiankongbai。

jinjiezhe,womayaoposhouzhi,zaidishanghualejibi,zuilimonianzheshenmezhouyu。

xiayimiao,bagesuohunlingshunjianpiaofuleqilai,fachucierde**。

wuxingdefengguaqiwomadetoufagenyijiao,neixielazhushangdehuomiaobuduanyaoyezhe,suizhetashouzhidexuezhudixia,huomiaoyigenyigendimiediao。

wodunshiganshoudaoleyizhongkongju,shentibuduanfadou,xiangyaochongguoquzuzhiwoma!

kewulunwozenmeyongli,shentijiuxiangyipiansuifengyaobaidezhi,yidianliqidoumeiyou,shenzhi,wodebangeshentiyezaikaishixiaoshi!

“zenmeyang?kaolvhaolema?”nanrendeshengyinzaicixiangqi。