第1章
“baba，panpanhaotong......panpanyaohuijia，wuwu......”
“yishenghaishuobabamaixuejipanpanzhibing......baba，panpannengbunengbuzhile？”
fenggeshidiyiyiyuan，zhongzhengbingfangnei。
yigesiwusuideshouxiaonvhaichuanzhebinghaofu，dashengdekuhanzhe。
bingchuangqian，yigeshenxingxiaoshou，yanzhongmanshixuesidenanrenluchulewubitongkudebiaoqing。
nanrenyinzangzaixiuzilidegeboshang，manshizhenyanhedapiandeyuqing。
zheigenanren，jiaoxiaozhe，shinvhaidefuqin。
nvhaidelenaoai，ertazuoweifuqinquejiaobuqiyiyaofei，xianzaiyijingdaolebuduanmaixuecainengmianqiangcouchushifenzhiyidoubudaozhiliaofeidejingdi！
jibianxianshishirucidecankuhewuqing，xiaozhehaishichongnvhailuchuyigewenroudeweixiao，yonglvedaiyasedeshengyinshuodao：
“guai，babameishi，panpandebingyidingnengzhihao，dengnihaole，babajiudainihuijia。”
cikenvhaideyankuangzaoyibeileishuidashi。
tazhidao，babayouzaipianta！
meiyicibabaluchuzheiyangdebiaoqing，jiushizaiguyishuoyixierangtakaixindeshiqing。
haizishizuibushanzhangyanshide，nvhaituranfangshengdakuqilai。
“wobuyaoxinbabale，panpanyaohuijia，wobuhuaqianle......panpanxiangrangbabahaohaohuozhe！”
“panpanzhidaozijizhibuhaole，panpanjiuxiangrangbabazhihoudeshenghuoguodehaoyixie。”
zheiyangdehua，jingranshicongyigehaibudaowusuidehaizikouzhongshuochu。
xiaozhetingwannverdehuahou，xinzhijiejiusuichenglezha，xiongkoujiuxiangbeiqianjinjushiduzhuyiban，wufashunchangdehuxi！
weishenmelaotianyaozheimecanren？
weishenmetadepanpanyaoshouzheizhongzui？
weishenmezijizheimemeiyong？
suhuashuo，nanrenyouleibuqingdan，zhishiweidaoshangxinshi。
cike，leishuiyijingbaxiaozhedeyankuangzhanshi。
panpancongweikanguofuqinzheibanmoyang，tayongxiaoshoujiangzijideyanleicagan，ranhouchongzhexiaozheluchuleyigetiantiandeweixiao。
“baba，panpanmeishide，panpanbutengle，bababuku......”
xiaozheyiyanjiukanchunverzaianweiziji，bujinrucihaizaiqiangrenzheshentidebushi。
nverdanbodeshenti，shibushidejiuhuichoutongyixia。
zheirangxiaozhedeqingxuxiangjuedidehongshuiyiban，shunjianbaofa。
nverchaoyuenianjidedongshihetaneixindetongku，rangxiaozhezaiyekongzhibuzhulianshangdebiaoqing。
taxiangkaikouanweinver，dangengyanderanghoulongzhendonglebantianyemeiyoubanfafachurenheshengyin。
nverxiaoxiaonianjichengshouleneimedadetongku，rujinqueqiangrenzhebingtonganweizheitazheigezuobabade！
xiangdaozheili，xiaozhejihukuaiyaofakuanghebengkui。
nveryuedongshi，tajiuyuehuizenghenwunengdeziji！
zhiyaonengzhihaonverdebing，naparangtayongzijideshengminglaihuan，taxiaozhejueduibuhuizhayixiayanjing！
jiuzaizheishi，bingfangdemenbeidakaile，yiweinianqingdenanyishizoulejinlai，lianshangxiemanlebuxiehebiyi。
“xiaozhe，ninverdezhuyuanfeishenmeshihoujiao？jiaobushangmashangjiwozouren！”
“yisheng，zaijiwodiandeshijianxingma？”
“woguoduanshijiankendingnengjiaoshangyiyaofei。”
suirannanyishidetaidushifenelie，danxiaozhezhidaozheiyeshirenzhichangli。
sheinengzunzhongyigejizijihaizizhibingdounabuchuqiandenanrenni？
zheigeshijieshangzhiyouyizhongbing，qiongbing！
mianduixiaozhedeqingqiu，nanyishiyilianlengmo，“qianleershiwandeyiyaofeihaixiangdaizaiyiyuan！nidangyiyuanshikaicishandema？！”
“jinwanyaoshizaijiaobushangqiankuan，bieguaiworangbaoanbanimenlianggeganchuqu！”
shuowan，nanyishijiushuaimenerqu，lianjixiaozheshuohuadejihuidoumeiyou。
xiaozhekanzheyishilengmodelikai，tadeshuangyanyijingcongshirunbiandegansewubi，liangzhishoujinjinzuanchengquantouzhuang，zhijiashenshendezhajinlerouli。
他恨！
他恨老天不公！
他恨自己无能！
liannverdeyiyaofeidoujiaobuqi！
panpan，babaduibuqini，taxiaozhejiubupeizuoyigefuqin！
恨归恨，怒归怒！
bulunruhe，tashiyigenanren，shiyigefuqin，tajueduibunengyebuhuirangzijidenverbingsi！
tayidinghuixiangjinyiqiebanfa，jiusuanshilezunyan，diulexingmingyewusuowei。
xiangdaozheili，xiaozhetaochushoujizouchumenwai，botongleyigeliangniandoumeidaguodedianhua。
zhiyaoyouyisijiuxianverdekeneng，napashihoushoudaozhoumahexiuru，tayekeyirenshou！
“dududu......wei？”
dianhuagangjietong，xiaozhedeqingxuturanbiandejidongyichang，haimeiyoudengduifangkaikou，tajiukaishishuoleqilai。
“hufang，ninengbunengjiewodianqian，zanmennverkuaibuxingle，jixujiumingqian，zhihouwoyidinghaini！”
xiaozheyigunaodejiangzheixiehuashuowanhou，dakoudechuanzhecuqi，xinlimomoqidaozheduifangnengtongyitadeqingqiu。
dianhuaneitouchenmolesanmiao，suihouyigejianruidenvrenshengyinchuanlechulai，“xiaozhenizaihelaoniangkaishenmewanxiao？wogenninverzaodouduanjueguanxilehaoba！”
xiaozhedeqidaoluokongle，qishitazaojiuliaodaohuishizheiyangyigejieguo。
zhishitabuxiangxinzheishijiezhenyouxinhendaozheizhongchengduderen......
dianhuaneitoudenvrenjiaohufang，shixiaozhedeqianqi。
dangnianxiaozhedaxuebiyejiukaishilezizhuchuangye，pingjiezhetounaoqingxi，chushiguoduandexingge，shiyezhujianyousuoxiaocheng。
zaiduanduanjinianshijian，jiujizijipinchuleshangqianwandeshenjia。
houlaizaiyichangtongxuejuhuishang，beigaozhongshidexiaohuahufangkanshang。
nvfangjianxiaozheyouqianyoushiye，renzhangdeyegaodashuaiqi，biankaishizhankaileduixiaozhedefengkuangzhuiqiu！
zhengsuowei，nvzhuinangecengsha。
meiyongduojiu，xiaozhejiubeihufangchenggongzhuidaoshou，errenhenkuaijiujiujiehunle。
hunhoubudaoyinian，tamendenverpanpanjiuchushengle。
zheigekanqilaixingfudesankouzhijia，zainverbudaoliangsuibeichachuhuanyouxueaideneiyitian，chedihuanmie！
qizihufangzhidaodelexueai，duiyujiatinglaishuojiushiyigeshenbujiandidewudidong，tazhisuoxuanzexiaozhejiushiyinweitaxiangguohaorizi。
rujinhaizidelezheizhongbing，bieshuoxiaozheyoujiqianwandeshenjia，jiusuanshiyoujigeyiyemeiyouyong，zaowanhuibeizheigebingtuokua！
suoyi，hufanglianshouxiaozhegongsidefuzong，bujinjuanzoulexiaozhedegongsihaixiangtatichulelihun。
“hufang，panpankeshiniqinnver！”
xiaozheyongshayadeshengyinchenshengshuodao：“nijuanzoulewodegongsi，juanzoulewosuoyoudeqian，zheixiewoyijingbuzaiyile。”
“jinverfuershiwanzhiliaofei，nidoubuyuanyima？”
“bulunzenyang，tayeshinishenshangdiaoxialaideyikuairoua！”
“你真的忍心吗？”
xiaozhedehuagangshuowan，dianhuaneitoujiuchuanlaihufangdehoujiao。
“woyoushenmeburenxinde？”
“taxianzaijiushiyigewudidong，mingzhidaohuazaiduodeqianyemeiyouyong，laoniangweishenmeyaofuzheigeyuanwangqian？”
“haiyouzheigehaizi，shiwoweinishengde，yaobushidangchunifeiyaoyigehaizi，laoniangcaibuhuiyuanyishengni！”
“duile，youyijianshiwoquannikaolvyixia，dengninversile，banengyongdeqiguanjuandiao。”
“yiyuanwoyijingzhaohao，daoshihouniqianzijiukeyile。”
“zheiyesuanshijipanpanjide，xiabeizituoshenggehaorenjia，miandezaitanshangxiangnizheiyangdefeiwufuqin！”
hufangdehuayulengmoqiewuqing，shizainanyixiangxiang，yigemuqinnengshuochuzheiyangdehualai！
yongzhugouburulaixingrongta，doushiduizhugoudewuru！
“你特娘的做梦！”
“nizheigexinchangdaidudenvren，laozidangchuzhendeshixialeyanle！”
xiaozhechedibeihufangdehuajinule，zhenggerendouzaichoudong，mengranguaduanledianhua！
fangxiadianhuahou，xiaozhedexinqingjiujiubunengpingfu。
nverzhongbingjiangsi，shenweiyigemuqinbuguhaizidesihuoyejiubale，jingdianjirangpanpanjuanqiguan！
zairenshihufangzhiqian，xiaozhecongweixiangxiangguo，renxingjingrannengedezheizhongchengdu！
jiuzaizheishi，bingfangneichuanlailepanpandehuhan。
“baba，niqunalile？”
“baba......”
xiaozhezaitingdaonverzhinenquechongmanbingqideshengyindeshunjian，qingxushunjianbengkui。
zhenggerendunzaidishang，baotoushishengtongkuzhe。
真的没有办法了吗？
zhendeyaoyanzhengzhengdekanzhenveryinweizijijiaobushangfeiyongerbeiganchuyiyuan，huohuodengsima？