第一章
tashuozheigerenshitaganghuiguodeqingmei，rangwobuyaofafenghedaorenjia。
qinianlianai，tazhongyubuzaiyanshiduiwoxinjingzhangaidexianqi。
wodexinchenrugudi，qiangchengxiaoyi：
“fangxin，wobuhuifabingde。”
quezaitaluchumanyishensedexiayike，wojixudao：
“jiranniduiwodebingchengjianposhen，neifenshouba。”
cengjingzhaojinwoxindideneishuguangximiele，woyegailikaile。
01
“guanman，youshinadianrangnishengqile？！wozhibuguoshirangzhushenglaijialiguogenianeryi！”
shenxuhonghaolekuijiudezhusheng，xialouduiwoshenshenzhoumei，dagaishibuzhidaowoyoufashenmefeng，mianpangdaizhedianyinyindebunai。
“meiyou，zhishiwogerendewenti，wopeibushangshenzong。”
womeigentaduishi，xiayishicetoukanxiangchuanghushangdecaideng，bumingbaizijijingxinbuzhizheimejiudeyiyishishenme，shenzhijialidemeigechuanghudecaidenghechuanghuadoushibuyiyangde，zheixieshiwofeilehenjiudexinsi。
zheigenian，haizhenburubuguo。
shenxukanzhewodemoyang，qiangyaxiaxintouneikouhuoqi，banshangcaishenshentanqi，shenshoulouzhulewo。
“guanman，woshizuiainide，buranyebuhuijianchiqinian，niyinweizhushengjiuhuaiyiwo？”
woyanshenandanxialai，congdengshangyikaimuguang，zhijieshenshoujiutuikailetadehuaibao，liduhenzhong，tuideshenxulengleleng。
cengjingshenxuqueshiduiwohenhao，napazhidaowoyouxinjingzhangaiyebulibuqi、chuchuzhoudao。
tayizhidouxiangyishuguangyiyang，zhaozaiwoxinli。
keshizheiyiqiezaibannianqianbianle，yinweizhushenggenbenjiubushizuijincaiganghuiguo。
bannianqianwojiufaxianshenxujiajiechuchazhimingyouhui，benlaipingwendebingqingshunjianzaicifufa。
dangtianwanshangwojiukongzhibuzhudekaishiqutihua，hunshenfadouzhijiashenshenxianjinpirouli，naochuyidaodaoxuehen。
congneishihouwojiuzhidao，wodebingyishibanhui，dagaishihaobulele。
zineizhihou，wojinhupianzhidekaishisouxunshenxuyiqiechuguidezhengju，congjiudiandekaifangjilu，dao**genpaidezhaopian，yiciciyizhuangzhuang，dourangwoduocibaozaoheyiyu。
woxiangchuopo，danyouhaipashiqushenxu。
zhiqianzhiyaoyixiangdaofenshouzheijianshi，wojiukongzhibuzhudexiangoutu，zhenggerendounanshoudelihai。
zhidaojintian，taguangmingzhengdadesahuangbarendaihuijia，wozhongyuhaishixinhuiyileng，qiangchengzhebennenglidekongju，tichulefenshou。
chaojiameiyouyiyi，woyijingrenshouletataijiu。
yishengcengjingduiwoshuo，xinjingzhangaizhengderenqishidoushishanliangderen，tamenburenxinshanghaibieren，zhinengbazijizhemodebuchengyangzi，xiangkangfuzuizhongyaodejiushiyaoyongyutachudiyibu，zhiweizijierhuo。
rujin，woyezainulizuodao。
“guanman......”
shenxuzuijiaochechuyimoqiangyanhuanxiao，suihoucongyipangzhushengdebaolinachuyikuainaitang，tabodehenji，jihushijimiaojiubowansaidaolewozuili，shengpawozaicifabing。
woyikaishiyaojinchiguan，youbeitaniekaixiaba。
xiayike，naitangzaizuilifachunongliedenaixiang，shenxukanwochiletang，buyousongleyikouqi，weizhushengshuoqihaohualai。
“nikan，renjiazhushengdoutedijinizhunbeilenaitang，zhidaonaitangnenganfunideqingxu，nihaineimexiangta，haigenwotifenshou，benlaitinghaodeshiqing。”
wokantapoweishurendefanzhaozhushengdebaodeyangzi，bojingshangdexinxianhongyin，jiuxinlikaishifanexin。
shenxuchenzheimeduandeshijiandounengrenbuzhutouxing，erzhushengzheigenvren，gengshipobujidaidexiangxuanshi**。
tangzaizuilihuakai，daizheshuxidetianni，cengjingzuinenganfuwoqingxudedongxi，cishicikerangwojuedenideexin，xiayikewojiutudiaoletang。
“guanman！nizheishiganshenme！”
zaishenxuzhizedeshengyinli，woqiangliedenanguoqingxuyidanshanglai，bansuidejiushijuliedeqingxubodong。
“呕！”
wohoulongyidu，gongshenwanyaojiubagangcaichideneidiandongxidoutulechulai，shenglixingheqingxudewentirangzijiyanleisusuzhidiao，jinbuzhusiyachusheng。
“滚开！别碰我！”
shenxugangyaoshangqian，wenshengbuyoulengzhule。
02
“nizhei......zenmehuishia......”
tudaozuihou，kusededanzhidouyibingtulechulai，zuilimimanzhenongzhongdekuwei。
shenxubiaomianguanxin，woquemeiyoucuoguogangcaitayanzhongdexianqihebanbuhoutui。
womeilihui，zhijiewuzhezuibaquweishengjianxishu，shenxubuchuyihuiyegenleshanglai，dagaishizuolexinlijianshecaipailepaiwodehoubei。
“youfabingnanshoule？bushiyijinghaolehenjiuma，shangcituhaishibannianqianba，guanman，nixianbiejidong，wocuole，zheijianshishiwobudui。”
wokechusangzilizuihouneidiandongxi，shukouxilian，kanzhejingziliyanjingtonghongdeziji，heshenxupaizaiwojianbangshangdeshou，youyiguqiangliedeexinyongleshanglai，buyouyaoyazhongfu。
“别、碰、我！”
houbeishangdeshouyileng，bansuizheshenxudeyishengtanxi，tashouhuileshou，sihushiqiangrenxiabushi，nazhetuobaqushoushile。
cengjingdetayeshizheiyangbangwoshoushi，buguoneihuimeiyouxuqingjiayi，zaiwonanshouzhijideshihou，shenxuhuiyanhanleishuibaojinwo，butingdeqinwenwodeetou，xintengwoshoudezheimeduoku。
huanghujian，neigecengjingzhanzaiyangguangxiadeshaonianhaoxiangzaichongwowenroudexiao，erhoudishengkaikou。
“guanman，niqianwanbiefangguota，yidingyaolikaita。”
wokanzhejingziliyijingqingxuwendingdeziji，qiangyaxiaweibudejingluan，zaiciquketingdeshihou，shenxuyijingshoushiwanledimian，zuozaishafashangdanyoudekanwo。
womeiduoshuo，zhijiejiuhuilewoshishangchuangshuijue。
chuxiyemeiyouguandengdexiguan，woguanlezhudengdianliangyedeng，zaiketingxinnianzhongshengqiaoxiangdaojishishengli，huanhuanbishangleyanjing。
diertian，woxishuwanchuwoshideshihoushenxugangxialou，jingguozhuwoshifaxianzhuwoganjingzhengjie，jialidebeizidoushiwolainong。
jialisanshiyiting，wozuotianweilebugenshenxushuizhijieshuileciwo，zhushengshuidekewo，neishenxuzuotianshuidenagewoshi，buyaneryu。
yinweishenxuconglaidoubudiebeizi。
shenxuyezhuyidaowodemuguang，qiangxingjieshiqilai。
“zheibushidanianchuyima，wojiudielegebei，xinnianxinqixiang，xianyangchenghaoxiguan。”
wolengzhelianmeihangsheng，xialouzhihoufaxianzhushengyijingzhunbeihaolezaocan，taweizhewodeweiqun，zhenggerenziranyoureqingdezhaohuwochifan。
“guanman，zuotianshuidezenmeyang？kuailaichifanba。”
woditoukanlekancanzhuo，yizhuozideyounihunxing，quandoushiwochibuxiadedongxi，yiwanbaizhoudoumeiyou。
tazhidaowozuotiangangtuguo，tedizuodezheixiejiwotiandu。
“buyong，wobuchile。”
wokaikoujujue，shenxujianzhuangzhoujinmeitou，zhizechusheng。
“zhushengqilegedazaozuode，nizheigejialidenvzhurenbuzhaogukeren，fanerrangkerenzhaoguni，haoyisima？xianzaihaibujikerenmianzi，lianfandoubuchi。”
kanzheshenxuqiangrennuhuodemoyang，wocangbaichelechezuijiao。
“tazuodegenwoyoushenmeguanxi？youbushijiwozuode。”
“guanman！woshibushitaiguanzhenile？！”
zaizhushengmianqianshilemianzideshenxuxiayishinuchichusheng，zhuaizhewodegebojiuchedaocanzhuoqian，buguwodezhengzha，bazhewodehoujingjiuyaoqiangxingjiwosaichide。
rousaidaozuili，feiniyipengdaowodeyachi，wojiuganouchusheng，yibatuikaileshenxu。
“shenxu！nifenglema？！wozuotiancaigangtuguo！”
shenxubiaoqinglengleleng，suihoulengxiaochusheng。
“wozuotianjiuyinggaihuiguoshen，guanman，nidebingdouhaoduojiule？zenmekenengshuotujiutu！hairangwojinishoushi，zuotianzhuangjintianyezhuangshiba！”
“shenge！buyaochaole，guanmanbuaichiwojiujitazuodianzhouhaole！meiguanxide！”
pangbiandezhushengmianshangzhuangsidanyou，shenshoujiuwanzhuleshenxudegebo，qingshengquandao。
“buyongjitazuo！tazijimeigebomeituima！yitiantianjiuzhidaozhuangbing！”
zaocanguohou，shenxujiuyaodaizhezhushengchumenyouwan，tadanxinwochumeyouzhengyaoezi，wobeiliuzailejiali，kanzhetamenyoushuoyouxiaolikai。
woxinliyipiansihui，juewangzhixia，sizhishengqi。
03
cengjingshenxuzhendefeichangaiwo。
womengaozhongxiangshi，wogaosandeshihouyinweixinliwentizhuanxuejinletamenbanli，tashibanzhang，woxinggeneixiang，zaiquanbanmianqianziwojieshaodeshihouzidoushuobuhao，bishitongxuemendouxiao，haishitayipaizhuozi，bankaiwanxiaodeshuo。
“wokansheiganxiaoxintongxue！sheixiaosheishangquzuoziwojieshaoa！”
wodoukuaibujidezijishishenmeshihouxihuantadele，neishihouwozibei，mingan，juedezijibupeixihuanshangshei。
dantaduiwodexinsihaoxiangchulewozhiwaidesuoyourendoufaxianle，zuihouzhaobiyezhaodeshihou，tongxuemenshenzhihaiqihongrangtazhanzaiwopangbian，neishihouwoliandouhongtoule。
wogenshenxukaoshangletongyisuodaxue，zaigaokaokaowandeneigemanzhangdeshujia，tajiugenwobiaobaile。
neishihoudetayanshenmingliang，hunshendoushishaonianqi。
“guanman，yaobuyaogenwozaiyiqi？”
zhihoujiushidaxueshenghuo，biye，zhaogongzuo。
zhengzhengqiniandeganqing，bianzhijingranzhixuyaoyijuzhushenghuilaile。
zhushengshitadeqingmeizhuma，bannianqiandeneitian，shenxuzhengzaijiwozhuzhou，wozhikanjiantajielegedianhua，suihouyanjingweiweizhengda，lianshangdaichuyidiankuangxi，xiayikejiushuoyougepengyouhuilaile，woyaoqujie。
neitianhuilaideren，houlaiwocaizhidaoshizhusheng，yeshicongneitiankaishi，womendeganqingjiuyijingbianzhile。
shenxushenyehuijiadeshihouyuelaiyueduo，meicidoushuoshijiaban，yaomejiushichucha，erwoyecongzhusimajilifaxian，tameicidouzaipeizhezhusheng，taduiwoyeyuelaiyuebunaifan。
yuexiangyuenanshou，cengjingneixiemeihaojiyigenxianzaideshenxuduibizhihou，fangfoyishunjianjiugeliekailai。
wozhandouzheshenqubaozhuleziji，erduokaishichuxianbutongchengdudehuanting，wozhidao，zheishizijiyoufabingle。
woxiangfengkuangdezadongxi，xiangbazheigejiazadexibalan，xiangchongchuquzhiwenshenxu，tazenmenengzheimeduiwo？！buxihuanwozhijieshuoyounengzenmeyang，hebixuanzezheizhongfangshi！
waimiandebianpaoshengshishixiangqi，rangwomengdidalejiling，buyouhuanhuanwanglouxiawangqu，shiyiqunhaizizaiwanyanhua，darenzaiyicewenroudexiaozhe。
wanggengyuanchukanqu，zeshixingxing**chumenyingjiexinnianderenqun，meigerenlianshangdouyangyizhexingfuheduiweilaideqidai。
shia，jintianshixinniandeyitian。
nanpengyouheqingmeizhumachumenquwanle，xiawutamenhuikanyixiehesuidexijudianying，wanshangzaizaiyanhuolihuxiangjiewen，bicizhufu。
zaixinniandediyitian，woyezuochuleyigexuanze。
woyijingpiyuzaishanghairenherenle，baokuowoziji，yebuxiangzaichineiyibakusedeyaole。
xiangdaozhei，wozhandouzhecongshafashangqilai，guangzhejiaoyibubuwangwaizouqu，ershizhijiezuodiantishangletiantai。
jiaocaizaibingliangshuinidimiandeshihouzhendehaoleng，yeshi，xianzaiyijinghandonglayuele，yaoshihainengjianchidehua，woqishixiwangzijisizaichuntiande。
wocaishangtiantaidebianyuan，hanfengchuiqiwodetoufa，wohuanhuanzhangkaishoubei，huanxiangzijishiyizhiniao。
dixiahenkuaijiuyourenfaxianlewo，fenfendahanzhequanshuo，rangwobiechongdong。
womeilihui，zhishitanlandexiangshouzhezuihouzheiduanshijian。
yourenrenchulewoshishei，sihudadianhuajileshenxu，shenxugandaotianbaideshihou，queshidafaleiting。
“guanman！nidaodizaihunaoshenme？！haibukuaicongshangmianxialai！yinweizheidianshinijiuyaozisha？shenmeshihounizheimejiaoqingle？！doupeinizheimejiule，nidebingshenmeshihouhaodewohaibuzhidaoma？xianzaizhuangshenmezhuang！”
jishipangbianxiaofangrenyuanjinggaoshenxubuyao**wo，tayebuguanbugu，yijiuduiwoeyanxiangxiang。
“guanman！nikuaixialaiba！wojinhoudoubuhuichuxianzainimianqiandehaobuhao？！niqianwanbiechongdonga！”
zhushengyijiuchuchukelian，sihuweilewoshouleduodaweiquyiyang。
wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen，duishangshenxunujideyanjing，renbuzhunuchichusheng。
“......shenxu！zheimeduonian、shiniduibuqiwo！shidaorujin，genniwoyijingwuhuakeshuo！zhixiwangxiabeizizaiyeyubudaoni！”
yanba，womeiyoubanfenyouyu，yanjingyibijiuwanghouzailexiaqu。