hanmoyanderenhenkuaizhaodaochuxia,dangdezhichuxiacikezaijingchajushi,nanrenneizhanglengjundemiankongzhongyuyouxieyiyang,tingzhexuminglangtianyoujiacujiangjinwandeshiqingshuoleyibianhou,yandidebumangengshiyoutianjifen。
chuxiajinwandejudong,queshigenyiwangwenshunneiliandexingxiangbufu,youqishiquyechang,hanmoyanmiqileyan,xiandeshifenweixian。
zaijiezhe,hanmoyanbiandaizhebuyue,qinziqujieren。
cheshangtezhudalejigedianhua,biangaoqingchushiqingyuanwei。zhidaoshiyourenwuxianchuxiashiyechangpeike,zaijiashangtameidaishenfenzhengwufazhengshishenfenbeidaizou,lingyifangmianqueyouyanzhengtashizaiyechangneibeidaizou。
zheiliangjianshi,bulunnayijianbunengrangrenchanghuai,youqiduihanmoyanlaishuo。
zijideweihunqipaoquleyechang,hainaodaobeijingchazhuazoudedibu。
chenei,nanrendemianronglengjun,hanyibiren。
……
“初夏。”
waimiandejingguanjiaotademingzi,“chulai。”
“监护人来了。”
chuxiatingdaozheijigezi,dadundeyanpizhouranzhengkai,tabayuanzaiqianlizhiwai,nalaidejianhuren。
hanmoyandailailechuxiadehuzhao,zhengshiletadeshenfen,jiashangpeikezheijianshishigewuhui,bianfangtachuqu。
xiuxishiwaimianshijingguanbangongshi。
hanmoyanbeiduizheta,chuanzheyishenheisedexizhuang,lizaimenkoudeweizhi。
chuxiayichulaishi,bianduishangtanongyudeshixian。
zaineiyichanei,chuxiahuangranyouzhong“cengjingcanghainanweishui”deganjue。
hanmoyanchuchabannian,zheishitamenzheibannianlidiyicijianmian。
didianqueshizaizheizhongdifang,sixiadoushirensheng,tayanmianwucundibeidaidaozheili,erhanmoyanturanguolai,jiangtajiuchuqu。
有种闹剧感。
shangzhou,tatifenshoudeneitongdianhua,beihanmoyanshenbiandetezhujienle。
congtajuedingfenshoudaoxianzai,liangrenyizhiliangdifenge,meiyouhaohaotanmingbaizheijianshi。
zheihuier,buzhishitaijiumeijianhaishishenmeyuanyin,chuxiayouzhongbuzhidaoshuoshenmedeganjue。
hanmoyankuobuzouguolai,fenbiezheimejiu,liangrenzaixiangjian。tayirujiwangdixiangyaopengpengta,quebeichuxiabudongshengsediduoleguoqu。
qifenyouxiexuweimiaoheganga,chuxiabuzizaidiraoguohanmoyan,meiyougentaduishi。
nanrenzouzaitashenhou,zhuozhuodemuguangdinggezaitadeshenshang,lveyouxiesisuo,xinbugenshang。
tachulaishizhichuanleyijianchenyi,taoleyijianniuziwaitao,zheihuieryefengzhenzhen,lengderenjipigedadouqilai。
meizoujibu,yijiankuanhoudewaitaoluozaitadejianshang,tabaozheshoubeitaitou,beihanmoyanlanzhejianbanglouzaihuaili。
“去车里。”
bandaizhesaijincheli,chuxiashizhongyiyanweifa。
“开车。”
cheneiyizhenjijing,liangrenweishuoyijuhua。
chexingzhiyiban,nanrenzaichidun,yezhuyidaotadebuduijing,shurankaikou:“yechanghaowan?”
chuxiayemeixiangdaohanmoyanshigebannianzaihuiguo,gentashuodeyijuhuajuranshizheige。
tawuzidixiaoleyisheng,zheigenanrenshizhongshizheiyang。
tabuwenchuxiaweishenmehuijinjingchaju,buhuiwentaweishenmequyechang,zhangkoubianshitayifujingchangchurudeyangzi。
初夏:“不好玩。”
xianranhanmoyanyaodejiushizheigedaan,“xiacibuxuqu。”
chuxiayixiangwenshunxianshi,tabuyinggaichuxianzaineili。
“我不喜欢。”
yiqian,hanmoyandexihuanhuobuxihuan,zhijiechengweichuxiazuoshiqingdeyuanze。
hanmoyanbuxihuandetayigaibupeng,erhanmoyanxihuande,chuxiabidingyexihuan。
zhibuguo,xianzaidechuxiatingdaozheijuhua,youzhongshenshendepannigan。
“可我喜欢。”
hanmoyanqingqingningzhemeitou,sihuduichuxiaturuqilaidepannigandaobuyue:“zhiciyici。”
shuowanbishangyan,dagaishixiangjieshuzheigehuatideyisi。
chuxiadunshijuedemeiyisi,yebuxiangzaiduofeiwuweikoushetaolunquyechangshitaziyouzheijianshi。
tamenliangrenxiangshishuimohuazuiqingzhongdeliangbi,yitouyiwei,zhongjiangezhedandandemoyin,chuxiayanzhengzhengdikanzhezhongjiandehuiyiyidianyidiandibiandan。
却不想去挽回什么。
huidaohanjia,bieshudenghuotongming,baisededalishiqichengliangtinglizhanmanleren。
hanmudengrenzhanzaiyuanzilijiaojididengdaizhe,jiancheshijinyuanzishi,fenfenxiangqian。
chuxiabenshuohuizijidegongyu,kexihanmoyanbufahua,sijigenbenbutingtade,yijianbeiwushizhihou,tayouxiewunai,yeduolejifenjianding。
ruguoliuzaizheili,tadexiangfabianjixude,yongyuanmeiyourenzaihu。
chemendakai,tajiangshenshangdeyifuqingtiaodiaoluozaicheshang,zhihoubiantouyebuhuidichuqu。
hanmujianchuxiahuilai,miansenanyanjingya。
dangrantongyangyilianchayide,haiyouzhanzaiyipangdexumingyue。
liangrenmianmianxiangqu,xumingyuenianjixiao,xingzimeichenzhu,xiaoshengwenleju:“moyangege,chuxiajiejiezenmehuilaile?”
hanmoyanxizhuanglinzaishouli,dazaiwanshang,wenyantaitou,lengbingbingdiwen:“buhuilaiqunali?”
tadaliangyiyanxumingyue,daoshisihaobuliuqingmiandewen:“zheimewannizenmehaizai?”
xumingyuetingwen,lianlikezhangdetonghong:“wo……wo”
taziranbuhaoshuozijiyijingzaihanjiazhuleyigeduoyue。
hanmulikedao:“shiwojiaomingyuezhuxiade,tashentibuhao,zanmenjiahouyuanyouchiwenquan,duopaopaoduitashentihao。”
hanmoyanbingbulihuixumingyueweishenmelai,yijizhudaoshenmeshihou,henzhijiedijieshuzheiduanjiju,“mingtianrangnigejienihuiqu。”
shuowan,biantouyebuhuidishangloule。
liuxiaxumingyuezaiyuandihongleyan,xiaoshengwenhanmu:“moyangege,shibushizaiganwozou?”
hanmuqingpailepaitadeshou:“buhui,youwozai。”
……
erlouwoshi,hanmoyanbiandadianhuabiantuimenjinlai。
chuxiazhengdabaoyifu,zheijitianwenduzhouranyouxiejiangdi,tanaleliangjianhouwaitaosaijinbaoli。
hanmoyandeyanshenluozaitadebaoshang,yibianshuozhedianhua,yibianzouguolai。
zairanhou,chuxiashoulidebaobianluorulenanrendeshouzhong,jierbeisuojinlejuzili。
yanshenbumingyiweidijinggaoletayiyan,ranhouyikai,jixudadianhua。
chuxiazaixinliyoushi,dasuandengtadawandianhuajiubafenshoudeshiqingshuoqingchu。
shidaorujin,taxinliyemeiyoushenmeliuniande。
tazaichuangshangzuozheshi,hanmoyandawandianhua,tuimenjinlai。
chuxiakanjiantaganggangtuoxiadexizhuangyouchuanleqilai。
这是要出去?
talianmangqishen:“woyouhuayaogennishuo。”
fenshouzheijianshishuodabuda,shuoxiaoyebuxiao,suoyitahaishixianghaohaoditanyitan。
xianran,hanmoyanlianzheidianshijiandoumeiyou。
tayizhishouzhenglezhengbozixiadelingdai,lingyizhishoulanguochuxia,zaitaerpanqinwenleyixia。
suihouyoukaozhetachuiluozaierbianrouruandetoufashangcengleyixia,qianquandeyuqi:“wochuquyitang,nizaijiaguaiguaide,dengwohuilai。”
chuxiamianwubiaoqingdikanzheta,meiyoushuohua。
zuijinliangnian,tamenyizhizheizhongxiangchuzhuangtai。
hanmoyanhenmang,ruodadejituangongsilibukaita,zhenggehanjialibukaita,weiduchuxiabuxuyaota。
takeyizaijia,rifuyirididedengdaizheta,jiuxianghouniaodenghouchuntian,dengyigexiwangmiaomangdechuntiandaolai。
louxiachuanlaiqichefadongdeshengyin,jimiaohoutiezhidezhoulunhuadongzheguidao,damenbeihuanhuandakai,chekailechuqu。
chuxiakanzhejingzizhongdeziji,cangmudemeiyouyidianshengqi。
tadexinlihenjing,rutonghanmoyanlinzoushineifuyaneryoubuzouxindewenbieyiyang,chuxiaturanjiukankaile。
qishizheigefenshoutibutiyijingbuzhongyao,tazaihanmoyanxinmuzhongdediweizaoyiyimuleran。
taxiwanlian,feichangpingjingdihuidaowoshi。
huidaohanjiakongqidoushiyuzhongde,xiangshishenchuyigelaolongli,lianhuxidoudaizhebeichenfengyijiurangrenchuanbuguoqilaideweidao。
初夏做了一夜噩梦。
……
diertianyizao,toutongyulie。
taqidehenzao,jiangyuanziwaimiandejipenhuajiaoshangshui,jingxinsihouwan,bianzhunbeiqugongsi。
xumingyueyizaobeixujiarenjiehuiqu,hanmoyanzuowanfahua,hanjiarenshibuganzailiuta。
zoushi,chuxiakaozaiyuanzilidezoulangshang,baozheshoubeikanta。
mingyunjiushizheimeshenqiqiaohe,yigexingqiqiantagexuminglangyeshizhanzaizheigeweizhi,kanchuxiaruhehuiliuliudelikaihanjia。
yigexingqihou,chuxiazhanzaitongyangdeweizhi,kanxumingyueshizenmelikaide。
buguoxinjingbutongwangri,chuxiabingbujueyoushenmedeyide。
tazijizhudongfenshou,zongguihaiyoulianmianyixie。erxianzaimanlianbushedexumingyue,daogengxiangshisiqibailai。
chuxiachizaofanshi,hanmoyandechekaijinyuanzili。
tadecheshidaxingliangdemaibahe,luguoyuanzilidecaopingshangshi,huifachuleisiyuzhongxingjiqiyazaicaopingshangyaguodechenmensheng。
chuxialikezhangwangleyixia,shengpatayadaozijidehua。
zaiduishanghanmoyandeyanshenhou,tayoudandandishouhuishixian。
hanmoyanjinlaishi,shenhougenzheyizhongzhinangtuan。
tamenzheixieren,tianshengguaitai,jiabanaoleyiwanshang,gegequejingshendousou。
xianranshiguolaichifande,zheishihanjiaduoniandeguiju,hanmoyanzheigerenaomanguiaoman,quelixianxiashi,daishouxiarenhenhao。
xiangjintianzheiyangpingyijinren,daizhezhinangtuanhuilaichizaofan,jingchangjian。
tamenzheixiejingying,sulaibujiangchuxiafangzaiyanli。
chaotadiandiantouhou,jingzhiraoguota,judaocanzhuoshang。
chuxiajiantamenjinlai,liaocaodichilejikoufan,bianzhunbeishanglou。
“站住。”
hanmoyangangjinlai,bianjianchuxiawangloushangpao,fangcaidefanhaimeidongduoshao,bujinningzhemeitou:“chizheimedian?”
chuxia:“ng,meiweikou?”
hanmoyan:“zaichixiebiede。”
hanmoyanshuodebiede,qishishixican。
tagentadezhinangtuanmendaduocongxiaozaiguowaizhangda,shifenxihuanguowailengbingbing,ganbabadexishizaocan。
chuxiaduanzheyiwanxiaomizhouzaitamenzheiqunrenli,xiangshiyijiaotu。
hunshendouxiezhe“bujingying”sangezi。
taxiaokoudihezhezhou,erbiandoushihanmoyantamentanluntatingbudongdedongxi。
tamenzheiqunren,sihutianranjiuyouyizhongnenggoubabushuyutamenyileiderenpaichuzaiwaimian,suiranbiaomianshanglimaokeqi,fengdupianpian,danchuxiazhidaozijiyongyuandourongbujinqu。
tamenbingbuxuyaokeyiqupaichita,keyushengjulai,guzilidegaoao,henrongyirangrenzicanxinghui。
buguochuxiaxianzaibuhuiguofenzibei,tajianjianmingbairenbingbushizhihuozaiyigequanzili。
zheigeshijieshangjiranyouhanmoyanzheizhongrencunzai,youshiyingtadequanzi。
tongyang,zheigeshijieshangyeyouchuxiazheiyangderencunzai,yebiranyoushihetadequanzi。
butongquanzibiranburongyixiangrong,suoyiyebubiqiangrong。
chuxiachiwanfan,daleshengzhaohubianshanglou。
badianshi,zhunshiqugongsi。
huiguidaochuxiazijideshushiquanzishi,tasonglesongjinzhangeryoupibeidejianbang,taiyanjiangongshidemenkouguiguisuisuiditanjinlaiyigeren。
“进来。”
yuxiaoxiaomaizhexiaobuzidianjinlai:“xiaxia,zuotiandeshiqingduibuqiya。”
zuotianchuxiazaijingchajudengyuxiaoxiaolaijiuta,jieguomeidengdaota,fanerdengdaolehanmoyan。
“nitingwojieshi,zuotiancheyaochizhenmeizhaodao,ranhouwojiudadianhuajiwogeqiuzhu。”
“nizhidaotamenneigexitongli,ruoshibanjianshi,cengcengzhaoren,tingfeishijiande,suoyidengdaotazhaodaoshi……niyijingbeihanmoyandaizoule。”
初夏:“行了。”
“我又没怪你。”
yuxiaoxiaolikegoutuiguolai:“zheicizhendeshiwodecuo,meinengjishibanijiuchulai。”
“haihaidenibeidangchengweichengnian。”
“你还敢说!”
yuxiaoxiao:“yaobushinizhangdetainen,jingchashushunengbanidaizouma。”
chuxiabeiqixiaole:“haichengwodebushile?”
yuxiaoxiaolianmangdao:“wode,wode。”
baitianzaigongzuoshidengdaileyitian,daoyechongshimangliu。
zhayanjiudaolewanshang,tameiyouzaihuihanjia,ershijingzhihuidaolezijidexiaogongyu。
huidaojia,tayoujiangconghanjiadaichulaidedongxishoushileyifan,youqishihuaju。
xishuanyitonghou,yejianjianshenle。
wuzhekongdangdangdewei,tadakaishouji,dianlefenwaimai。