第1章忍耐

痛,浑身都是痛。

linnianzhixinglaidediyiganjuejiushihunshenbeimachenianguoyiyang。

dengtahuanguoqi,faxianzijijingranhaihaohaodihuozhe。

zaitazuihoudeyinxiangli,tabeizhangbile,nandaoshilaotianyetingdaoletadexinsheng,rangtahuoleguolai?

linnianzhibuxiangsi,meiyouqinshounongsineiduigounannv,tazenmeshedesi?

jiuzaizheishi,gezhiyisheng,menbeirendakai,beixiaohanchuxianzaimenbian。

lengfengshunzhemenfengchuijinlai,linnianzhiyixiazihuiguoshen,tabushisile,ershibeirenjiule!

“linnianzhi,ruguobushiyanertiniqiuqing,nizaosiyibaihuile,yihoujiwojizhu,zaiganshanghaiyaner,wozhijieyaolenideming!”

huanzuoguoqu,linnianzhikendinghuinuhouzhewenweishenmebuxinta,kecongguimenguanzouguoyihuihou,taxuehuilerennai。

“duibuqi,shiwoguoqutairenxingle。”

linnianzhibujinrencuo,haijichuleishui,kudao:“wangye,duibuqi,doushiwodezhiaozaizuosui,yihouwoyidingshaoainiyidian,zhangshijianxialai,woxiangxinwohuidanchunimendeshixian……”

tingdaolinnianzhizheihua,beixiaohanmingxianyileng,kerendourencuole,tahainengshuoshenme?buguotingdaonvrenshuobuaita,taxintoujingranyizhenbushufu,yushitadanmodao:“woguqiekanzhe。”

jiuzaibeixiaohanzhuanshenlikaishi,linnianzhituranyipu,zhongzhongdishuaizailedishang,tongdezhixiqi。

beixiaohanzhuanshen,meitouzhouqi,“nizaizuoshenme?”

“woxiangqudaoqian,kewo……”

shushibiandazaishenshang,linnianzhizaojiubiantilinshangle,taguyishuaidao,buguoshiweilerangbeixiaohanxintengtajifen。

kexideshi,tabingmeiyoucongnanrenyanlikandaoxintong。

linnianzhiditou,chaofengdigoulegouchun,taainanrenliunian,quehuanbulaitayijixinteng。

he,zheijiushitaxinxinailiandenanren。

kanzheshuaizaidishangdenvren,beixiaohanwangqiannuolenuo,danzuihoutahaishimeiyouguoqu,ershiliuxiayiju:“yongbuzhenidaoqian,sheizhidaonibeidilihaihuizuochushenmeshiqinglai。”

kanzhebeixiaohanjuerandebeiying,linnianzhijinwoshuangquan,shuangmuxinghong。

tahuijizhuzheiyimu,zheibeizidoujizaixinli。

……

冷院。

“xiaojie,tamenbukenqingdafu,haibujiwomenyao,nishenshangdeshangdoufayanle,zaizheiyangxiaqu,nishentizenmeshoudele。”qingzhukuzhecongwaimianhuilai,yikanjiushibeirenqifule。

linnianzhizhengzhazhezuoqilai,shuo:“jiwonayijiangengpogengjiudeyishangguolai。”

“xiaojie,niyaozuoshenme?”

linnianzhixiaoxiao,quebuxiaoxinchetongleshangkou,taxilexiqi,shuo:“dangranshiqujiwozijizhaoyaole。”haoburongyijianhuiyitiaoming,takeyaohaohaozhenxi。

dangtianxiawu,linnianzhiyishenpoyi,nazhesaozhouzaiqianyuansaodi。

“xiaohan,jintianxiexienile,wohaishidiyicijiandaoneimepiaoliangdetoushi。”

yizhenqingcuideshengyinchuanlai,shenyanerwanzhebeixiaohandeshoujinlai,liangrenyoushuoyouxiaode,biqilinnianzhizheifuluopodemoyang,shenyanergengxiangyijiazhimu。

beixiaohanxinbuzaiyan,zicongneitianlinnianzhirencuohou,tanaohailijiushibushifuxianchulinnianzhishuaizaidishang,leiyanposuodeyangzi。

gaiside,mingmingshinvrenzuocuoshile,zenmenongdehaoxiangshitadecuoyiyang。

jianbeixiaohanxinsibuzaitashenshang,shenyanerminleminchun,“xiaohan,yaobuniqukankanjiejieba,tashoulezhongshang,gengxuyaonidezhaogu。”

“neizhongexindenvren,silegenghao。”