gualedianhua,chuxicaidiankaifangroufaguolaideneitiaoxinwen。
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muyanranzhendehenmei,shineizhongzhangyangwubidemei。
chuxitaiyankankanjingzilideziji,meimuqiandan,suserulian。
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医院,神经科。
bingchuangshangdeshaonianjinbishuangyan,wunianle,rengranmeiyoubanfensuxingdejixiang。
chuxibianjita**shoubu,bianhuanshengkaikou:“taxihuanderenhuilaile,suoyiwokenenghuizaiyejianbudaonigegele……”
chuangshangdeshaonianmeiyourenhefanying。
楚惜唇角泛起苦涩。
xuxutaotaozaibingfanglidailelianggexiaoshi,chuxicailikai。
quezaichudiantishi,zhuangjianleyujingshen。
jiandaochuxi,yujingshenmeitouxiayishiningqi,zhijielengzhelianyibajiangrenlazhu,chukoujiushizhiwen:“nigenzongwodaozhei,shixiangzuoshenme?”
chuxiyileng,tachuixiayanmouruanruanjieshi。
“womeigenzongni,wodidideyiyuanshizheili。”
zheihuayujingshenyigezidoubuxin,tataidulengku:“wojinggaoni,buyaochuxianzaiyanranmianqian,fouzebieguaiwobukeqi!”
楚惜沉默下来。
tameixiangdao,zaiyiqi3nian,yujingshenjingduitabanfenxinrendoumeiyou……jiantabushuohua,yujingshengengshirendingtashizhidaolemuyanranzaizheili,guyiguolaide。
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“biejiwozhuanyihuati!”yujingshenshensebunai,haixiangshuoshenmeshi,shoujixiangle。
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shuowan,yujingshenjieqidianhuakuaisulikai。
chuxidingzaiyuandi,taiyankanzhetajinleyijianbingfang。
taxianglexiang,haishigenshangqianqu。
touguochuang,quezhenghaokanjianmuyanransajiaoweilekoudangaojiyujingshen。
心口微微刺痛。
chuxijinyaoxiachun,biekaiyanshen,zhuanshenlikai。
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sixupiaoyuanpianke,chuxijiufangxiashouji,jixuhuahua。
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“楚惜!”
chuxiyijing,caizhuanshenjiujianyujingshenzhanzaimenkou,lianselenglieyinchen。
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chuxinaozifameng:“shenme?”
“别装了。”
yujingshenbuyoufenshuozhijiezhuaizhetawangwaizouqu。
shouwanbeizhuaideshengteng,chuxizhengzhabukai,beiqiangxingdaidaoleyiyuan。
yingmianzoulaidehushishensejiaoji:“yuzong,rhyinxingxuezhaodaolema?”
xiayike,yujingshenbianjiangchuxituileguoqu——“tajiushirhyinxingxue,choutade。”
chuxiliangqianglexiacaizhanwen。
xinkoufanqikuchu,taquemeiyoufankang。
输血台上。
xueyidiandiancongtadeshentichouzou,chuxilianseyeyidiandianbiandecangbai,tadeyanjingqueyizhikanzheyujingshen。
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chuxilianmanglazhuta,youyicizhongshen:“bushiwozuode。”
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taxialeshuxuetai,haimeizoujibu,zhijuejiaoxiafaruan。
xiayike,jingyanqianyiheishiquyishi!
zaicixinglaishi,rumushichunbaidebingfangtianhuaban。
chuximianqiangchengqishenzi,erbianzhouranchuanlaiyishengdaizhezebeideshengyin——
“nidouhuaiyunlianggeyuele,zenmehaiquxianxue?”