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houyaomengdizhuangshangjiaomen，wobeimanlituilejinqu，langbeidishuaizaijindianshang。
“chongxieryi，sileyeshitademing。”
jiaowai，houfuguanjiadeshengyinxiangbingzhuizi，zhajinwoerduoli。
wo，ali，yigegangbeicongxiangxiazhaohuilaide“houfudinv”，zhenzhengdexishengpin。
huifubudaoyitian，woneiwujichushendeniangqin，jiubeiyibeidujiucisi。erwo，zebeidangcheng“niezhang”，saijinlezheidingciyandehongjiao。
mudedi，zhenbeidajiangjunfu。
wodefujun，shichuanshuozhongsharenruma、rujinquebingrugaohuangdezhenbeidajiangjun，xiaohanchuan。
woderenwu，shichongxi，huozheshuo......peizang。
jiaoshenmengdiyizhen，woejiaohenhenkezaiyingmushang，tongdeyanmaojinxing。
jiuzaizheishi，yigeweiyandenvsheng，haowuzhengzhaodizaiwonaohailizhakai：
【aiyowodebaobeierxi！zheiquntianshadezenmetaijiao！woerxishoudegenxiaojiziside，biejidiansanjiale！chufangjixia，mingtianqidundunbadawan，yangbupangquandouqubianguanzhongtudou！】
我血液瞬间凝固。
zheishengyin......shizhiqianyongshenshihuowubanyanshendaliangwodezhenguofuren！
tadangshimingminglenglengdishuo：“anfenshouji，biejijiangjunfutianmafan。”
ketaxinli......zenmegenchangxiside？
huanjue？haishiwonaozihuaile？
“jishidao——！xinniangzixiajiao——！”
xipojianlidechangreshengdaduanwodesixu。
lianzibeixiankai，lianggepoziyizuoyiyoujiazhuwo，jihushituozhewozoujinlesijidejiangjunfu。langzhushangdexichoudouxiangbeixuejinguo，kongqizhongmimanzhenongzhongdecaoyaohetiexiuwei。
zhuweishang，zhenguofurenyishenxuanpao，mianronglengsu，shixianxiangdaoziguazaiwoshenshang。
dantadexinsheng，yijingzaiwonaozilishuachenglepubu：
【tianyea！zheihaizituidouzaidou！buxing，wodezailengkudian，fulidaochushiyanxian，bunengrangtamenkanchuwomenzhongshita！dui，yanshenyaogengxiong！】
【aiyabuhao，taliansegengbaile！kuaiyunlekuaiyunle！wodebaobeierxiyaodaole！nimenzheiqunchunhuokuaifuzhutaa！】
woxinkoukuangtiao，yigehuangmiudeniantoufuxian——wonengtingjianbierendexinsheng。
erqie，zheiyijiazi......haoxiangdoushiyingdi？
“yibaitiandi——”siyiganbabadihandao。
jirandouzaiyan，neiwojiupeinimenyandegengzhenyidian！
woxinyiheng，jiuzaibeituizhezhuanshenshi，guyijiaoxiayiruan，xigaishili，zhitingtingdichaoqianzaiqu！
“a！”zhouweixiangqiyipianjinghu。
yuxiangdejutongbingweichuanlai。
yizhibinglengqueyichangyoulideshou，wenwentuozhulewodeyao。
wobeipotaitou，zhuangjinyishuangruiliruyingdeyanmouli。lunyishangdenanrenmiansecanbai，zuichunwuxuese，weiduneishuangyan，liangdejingren。
他就是萧寒川。
xiayimiao，taqingxiwubidexinshengzajinwonaohai：
【......yaohaitingxi。】
我：“？”
【yandetaijiale，shenduandaoshiruan，jiushitaishou，luoshou。】
wochadiandangchangpogong。haojiahuo！lianzheigekuaisidebingyangzidouzheimehuiyan！
“keke......fuqiduibai——”siyigangadishitulahuiliucheng。
yan？xing，wofengpeidaodi！
womengdizhanzhi，yibachexiatoushangaishidehonggaitou，henhenrengzaidishang！
zaimantangsijizhong，woyingzhesuoyourenjinghaidemuguang，kanxianglunyishangdenanren，chixiaoyisheng：
“bai？genyigekuaiduanqiderenbaitang，shipawoyihoutaihaogaijia？”
满堂哗然！
wowushizhuweishangpoponei“yaosharen”demuguang，wangqianyibu，ziziqingxidizazaimeigerenxinshang：
“jiangjun，mingrenbushuoanhua。nizheishenzigu，hainengchengjitian？fuxujinshenmeshihoufa？wohaotiqianguihuaxiabanbeizi，bijingshouguaderizi，haizhangzheni。”
“放肆！”
zhenguofurenmengdiyipaizhuozi，mianshangnubukee：“lairen，jiwo......”
taxinlidekaigequezheneryulong：
【madehao！madetaihaole！zheicaipeizuowoxiaojiadexifu！erzikanjianmei！zheizhongdaijingdenvrencainengjinichongxi！zaiduomaliangju！rangneixieyanxianhaohaokankan，womenquhuilaidekebushifeiwu！】
erwoneiweibingyangzifujun，jingbunufanxiao。
taraoyouxingzhididaliangzhewo，suijimengdifushen，juliekesouqilai，zhifengjianshunjianshenchucimudexianhong。
tataiqitou，yongranxuedeshoupasuiyicalecazuijiao，muguangquesisisuozhewo。
tadexinsheng，daizheyisiwanweizaiwonaozhongxiangqi：
【zhenshiyouqu。jiushimarencihuiliangtaipinfa，kanlai，shishihoujitazhaoben《marenbaodian》jinxiuyixiale。】
wochedimengle。zheiyijiazi......pabushidouyoudabing？
jiuzaiwolengshenshi，xiaohanchuanturanduiwozhaolezhaoshou。
我迟疑地挪过去。
tamengdizuanzhuwodeshouwan，lidaojingren，coudaowoerbian，yongzhiyouwomennengtingdaode、daizhenongzhongxuexingyuyaoweideqixi，yiziyidundikaikou：
“抚恤金？”
taxiaole，neixiaoyibinglengyouweixian。
“furenbufangsuansuan，shinideqingchunzhang，haishi......wodemingzhang。”