yeserumo,chenchendiyazaixiaojiaxiaoyuanshang。dongxiangfangxiaoxiaodewulidengyixile,zhiyuyipianjijing,fangfobairilineichangsixinliefeidejuezecongweifasheng。danxibianshufangchuanglingtouchudehunhuangdengguang,quexielulewumiandejianao。
xiaoyeyeduzizuozaihouzhongdehongmushuzhuoqian。yizhanlaoshilvzhaotaidengshiweiyideguangyuan,hunhuangdeguangyunmianqiangzhaoliangzhuoshangyiyu,quejianglaorenjinsuodemeitouhelianshangdegouheyingzhaodegewaishenke。kongqizhongmimanzhejiushuzhizhangteyoude、lvedaimeiweidemoxiang,hunzazheyizhongnanyiyanyudechenzhongjiaolv,yaderentoubuguoqi。
shuzhuoshang,tanzhejizhangxinzhi。pangbiansanluozhejigerouzhoudezhituan,neishitafanfuzhenzhuo、youjuecibudayierfeiqidecaogao。gangbigezaimoshuipingpang,bijianhaicanliuzheweigandemoji。
tazhaixialaohuajing,pibeidiroulerousuanzhangdemeixin。muguangbuyouzizhuditouxiangshuzhuoyijiao——neilibaizheyigexiangkuang,limianshitayinyiweiaodeerzixiaozhenhuaheerxilinjingchuanzhezhanxinjunzhuangdeheying,liangrenxiaorongcanlan,yanshenmingliang,chongmanleduiweilaidechongjing。zhengshineicixiangyingqiushizhangbuduidejinjiyiliaozhiyuanrenwu……tamenzaiyemeinenghuilai。
qiuweiguo,qiushizhang。zheigemingzixiangyikuailuoyin,kezaixiaoyeyedejiyili。
dangnianzhuidaohuishang,neiweishencaikuiwu、mianronggangyidejunren,jinjinwozhetadeshou,shengyingengyan,yandishishenqiedebeitonghewufayanshidekuijiu。“xiaolao,zhenhuahelinjing……shiyingxiong!shiwodehaotongzhi!shiwomei……meibatamenanquandaihuilai!woqiuguodongduibuqininerlao!”neichendiandiandeqianyi,shifazifeifude。
cihoujingnian,qiushizhangdeguanhuaicongweijianduan。nianjiebiyouqinbixinwenhou,zilixingjianshizhanyoudehuainianheduiyigudeqiangua。jintieyezhunshijidao,shuezongbibiaozhungaoxie,xinlizhishuo“jihaizitianjianyishang”。tazongzaixinmozhengzhongchengnuo:“xiaolao,zhenhuahelinjingshiweiguoxishengdegongchen!ninjiadeshi,jiushiwoqiuguodongdeshi!yourenhekunnan,yidinggaosuwo!qianwanbiekeqi!”
xiaozhengqingcongweixiangguodongyongzheifenqingyi。talijiezhanzhengdecanku,lijiejunlingrushan,genggannianqiushizhangduonianruyirideqingyi。zheifenchengnuo,shierzierxiyongshengminghuanlaidechendiandiandejingyi,tazhenshi,gengjuechenzhong,buyuanqingyichupeng。
dancike,weilexiaoxiao……tabiewuxuanze。
sunnvcangbaicuiruodelianpang,juzishangneizhangcimude“zhiqingxiaxiangtongzhishu”,haiyoutasiyarenmingdeneisheng“hao”,xiangshaohongdeluotie,tangdetaxinkoujutong。xiaxiang,duixianzaidexiaoxiaolaishuo,wuyiyusongsi!tabunengyanzhengzhengkanzheerziweiyideguxue,sunnvzheiduohaoburongyicongsangqinzhitongzhongzhengzhahuoxialaidexiaohua,diaolingzaimoshengdetudishang!
tazhongxindaishanglaohuajing,shenxileyikouqi,neiqixidaizhezhanyin。bumanlaonianbandeshouyouxiefadou,queyichangjiandingdinaqileneizhipeibantaduoniandeheisegangbi。bingliangdebiganrushou,fangfozhuruleyisililiang。
bijianxuanzaixinzhishangfang,ningzhilepianke。zuizhong,daizheyizhongpofuchenzhoudejuexin,zhongzhongluoxia:
邱师长勋鉴:
jiushuwenhou,jinlaishentikehao?gongzuoxiangbiyijiufanmang。jinritibi,shiyounanyiqichizhiqing,wanwangjianliang。
zhenhuayulinjingquhou,weiyuxiaosunnvxiaoxiaochenghuanxixia。xiaoxiaojinyigaozhongbiye,pinxingchunliang(taxiedaozheili,bijiantingdun,yanqianshanguosunnvxinglaihouneishuangchenjingdebuxiangwangri、fangfokantouyiqiequeyoudaizhepibeideyanmou,momojiangxinzhongyuanbenxiangxiede“jiaoruo”erzihuadiao,gaichengle“pinxingchunliang”),rantizhishaoruo。jinri,shifengzhiqingxiaxiangzhizhengce,xiaoxiaoyizaimingdanzhilie。wofufuerrennianshiyigao,xinlijiaocui,shiburenxinjiantayuanligutu,toushenyumoshengjiankuzhidi。sijici,suyenanmei,youxinrufen。
weiqiuxiaoxiaonengliuyuchengzhong,mianquxiaxiangzhiku,woyulaobansilvzaisan,yuweiqixunyiwentuoqinshi,yianjialuohu。ranchengzhongshilingqingnian,huopinxingbuduan,huojiashifuza,huotiaojianxuanshu,jingnanmiyiliangpei。yankanqixianrijin,wobeixinlijiaocui,shushouwuce。
yijishizhangdangnianchengnuo,zhenhuayulinjingyishizaininhuixiaweiguojinzhong。jinrihouyanxiangqiu,shishuwunai。meisijici,kuiduizhenhualinjingzaitianzhiling,gengjuegufushizhangduonianzhaofuzhiqing,ranshiduzhixinqie,weisunnvji,zhideshecilaolian。kenqingshizhangnianzaizhenhua、linjingxiriweigongjiwofufuchuimuzhinian,nengfouzaijunzhongliuyi,weixiaoxiaowuseyikekao、zhengzhi、shangjinzhiqingnianjunguan?buqiumendixianhe,danqiurenpinguizhong,nengshandaixiaoxiao,jitayigeanwenguisu,miantapiaobozhiku。ruonengyoucijieguo,wofufuganjitiling,zhenhua、linjingjiuquanzhixiayidanghanxiao。
tangtuzhichu,wanwanghaihan。jinghoujiayin。
萧正清敬上
1973年3月2日
zuihouyigeziluoxia,bijianzaizhishangyinkaiyixiaotuanmoji。xiaoyeyefangxiabi,fangfohaojinlequanshenliqi。tazhaixialaohuajing,hunzhuodeleishuizaiyeyizhibuzhu,shunzheshenkerudaokedezhouwenwanyanerxia,diluozaixinzhishang,yunkailejigemohudemodian。
tanaqixinzhi,duizhetaidenghunhuangdeguang,fanfukanlejibian。meiyigezidouxiangzhenyiyangzhazaitaxinshang。kuiduixishengdeerzierxi,kuiduiqiushizhangduoniandeqingyi,gengkuiduizijizuoweiyigezhishifenzideqinggao……keweilexiaoxiao,tazhinengbazheifenqinggaohekuijiu,liantongchenzhongdefubeizeren,yiqifengjinzheibobodexinfengli。
“zhenhua,linjing……bameiyong……baduibuqinimen……”laorenyayidewuyanshengzaijijingdeshufanglididihuidang,chongmanlewujindesuanchuhebeiliang。
diertianqingchen,tianseweiming。xiaoyeyehuanshangleyishenzuizhengjiedezhongshanzhuang,jiangxinfengzixifenghao,tieshanglejiajideguahaoxinyoupiao。tajujuelelaobandepeitong,duziyiren,bulvpanshanqueyichangjiandingdizouxiangzhenshangdeyouju。
youjulvsedechuangkouqian,tazhengzhongdijiangneifengchengzaizhequanbuxiwangyuchenzhongkuijiudexin,dilejinqu。kanzhegongzuorenyuangaishangqingxideyouchuo,nei“dong”deyishengqingxiang,fangfoqiaozailetadexinkanshang。
xin,jichuqule。rutongtourushentandeshizi,buzhihuijiqizenyangdebolan。xiaoyeyezhanzaiyoujumenkou,wangzhexinbeishouzoudechuangkou,jiujiumeiyoudongdan。chushengdechaoyangjiangtadeyingziladehenzhanghenzhang,daizheyizhongguzhuyizhihoudecanglianghemiaomangdeqipan。tasuoyoudeduzhu,douyazaileyuanfangneiweitiexuejunrenqiushizhangdeshenshang。