第6章

「nishibushihenxiangzhidao,weishenmewoduinishizheigeyangzide?」

「wosisuolehenjiu,haishixiangjiangcongqiandezhongzhongdeshuoyuniting,wohaipanishiqulexinlihaishijihenzhewo,jihenzhewoyidingyaolanixianruzheizhongbulunzheizhong。」

woshouyijin,xinliyeshuobuchushigeshenmexinqing,jiuxiangshituranyaozhidaoyigehenzhongyaodeshiqingle。

「nikenengzhendewangjishinianqianhebiandeneigexiaonanhaile,yekenengwangjilewunianqiantoutouxiexinsaidaonimenqiandedengtuzile,keshiwohaijidenishuoderangwojihaoneixiehuayuandehua。」

「jidenidiertiankaimenmawodengtuzideyangzi,suoyicaihuizainifumuxiangrangnijiajiwofuqindeshihou,rangwofuqintongyizheigeshiqing,yinweiwohuibulai,ruguotajujuele,yexunijiuchengweilebierendeqizile。」

「ayue,weiheyidingyaozaiwozhongyuyaodengdaonideshihou,nijiuyaolikaiwoleni?」

womeixiangdaojietiantianyuehejianghetinghaiyouzheiyichu,woyibiangantantadeyongxinliangku,yibianyouweitakexi,tajiguaderen,jiyiliquemeiyouyidianguanyutadeshiqing。

shenzhitagandeshiqing,zhiqiandeneigejietianyueyedoubuhuizhidao。

zaitayishengshengdeayuelimian,wochajuedaozijisihumashangjiuyaolikaile,shouzaitadeshoushanghualuo,queyoubeitazhuadaoshouli。

wotingdaotazuihoushuo,「ayue,dengdengwo,zheicibuyaobawowangjile。」

zaiyoubiedewojiudoubujidele,wozaizhengkaiyandeshihou,jiushiwoshuxideshijiele,lianpangdeyanleishiweiyinenggoutixingwo,zhiqianfashengdeshiqing,bushiwodemeng。

wozhenshidezaimengliguowanleyigerenzuihouderensheng,shenzhiduishuliderendongleqing。

womochushouji,souleyixianeigezuozhedeshu,zaitazuixindepinglunxiamian,wocaifaxiantashizhendejijianghetinghejietianyuexieleyigejieju。

zhibuguoshibebale,zhongjiandeqingjiejiugenwomenlianggerenjinglideyiyang。

jianghetingyiyezhijiansongzoulelianggeren,tameinengzaihuidaobianjiang,yinweitahaiyaozhaogujiangyan,dengjiangyanjiawei**zhihou,tayemeinengquqi。

孤独到老。

25、

wozaipinglunshangmianqiaoxialejigezi,「weishenmebunengjitamenyigehaodejiejuni?jirandouxielefanwaile。」

wojiuxiangshixinliyoubuganyiyang,chixindexiang,ruguotajijianghetinghejietianyuedejiejushihaode,neiwoshibushiyebuhuizheimekuaijiujieshulejietianyuederensheng?

shoujichuanlaiyishengzhendong,meixiangdaozheimezaozuozhejiuyijingzaixianshangle。

她回复了我的评论。

「qishizuichuyemeixiangguoyaobangjianghetinghejietianyuexieyigefanwaide,danshiourantidaodejijuhua,rangdajiaduiyutamenlianggerendegushihaoxianghenganxingqu。

yushibianyoulezheiyiduan,tamenlianggerenqueshishibunengzaiyiqi,qiebushuolunlidaode,jietianyuedeshentiyebunengjianchi,qishiwufeijiushilangyouqingqiewuyibale,woqiangxingjitamenanpaiyigehaodejiejudehua,yebingbunenggaibianshenme。」

wokanwanleneiduanhua,haoxiangmingbaileshenme,qishijiuruzuozhesuoshuo,jiusuanshijileyigehaodejieju,yizhaojietianyuedeshenti,younengjianchiduojiuni?

woxiangyaoyigehaodejieju,qishiyezhishiyinweiwoxihuanshangleshulidejiangheting,mingminggaojieguozijibunengxindong,danshihaishizaimianduitazuihoudegaobaideshihou,donglexin。

haishizaihuidaozijideshijielizhihou,xinlihaijiguazheshulideren。

woqiangxingshoushihaozijideqingxu,ranhoucongchuangshangpaqilai,zheigeshiqinggaojiewomen,meishierbuyaoluanxuyuanwang,jiusuanshixuyuan,yebiexushenmexiangtiyanbierenderenshengzheizhong**yuanwang。

26、

gangkaishiqudeshihou,youduogaoxing,xianzaijiuyouduohouhui,yuqijingliguoquehaishibunengzaiyiqi,neihaiburugangkaishijiubuzaiyiqi。

woxinlizhoumazhebufuzedexitong,xianzaiwodouhuilaile,yemeilugemian,yimianyouxiangzhexianzaidejianghetingzaiganshenme。

shibushizhengzaibangtademeimeiwuseliangren,erzijiqueyijingdadinglezhuyibuzhunbeichenghunle。

wozhanzaishuzhuangtaiqian,shuazheshuazheya,jiuxiangku。

danshikandaozijiyijinghongledeyanjing,haishirenzhule,daoshihoukuwanjiukeyibuchumenle。

congneitianzhihou,wohaishianbujiubandeshangban,xiaban,chifan。

buguotongshiyouxiangbangwojieshaoduixiang,danshimeimeixiangdaozheixiedeshihou,wojiuxiangdaolejiangheting,yushizhihaojujueletongshidehaoyi。

yiliangcizhihou,dajiayedoububamubiaofangzaiwodeshenshangle,ershikanxianggongsibiededanshendemeizile。

有些还真的成了。

haiyouyijianshiqing,jiushiwochuanguoqudeneibenshudezuozhe,zaiwomenzheibiankaileyigeqianshouhui,wobenlaibuxiangqude,danshitingshuojianghetinghejietianyuedegushiyebeiyinzaileneibenshule。

yushiwojiuyouyule,wokanlekanneitiandeanpai,ganghaoshiwodexiuxiri,yushiwodingleyigetixing。

haishizhunbeiquneierkankan,suanshijizijineitanghuangtangzhilvyigejieweiba,guolezheitian,wojiuyaozhendewangdiaoshulidejianghetinghejietianyuele。

zhibatadangchengwodeyichangmengle。

27、

qianshouhuizaixiawu,wozhongwuchiwanfanjiuzhunbeiganguoqule,yinweitingshuozheigezuozhetingyoumingqide,gujixianchangyinggaiyouhenduoren。

wobuxiangpaitaijiudedui,suoyiqudebijiaozao。

danshidaodaweizhideshihou,wohaishidiguledajiadereqing,yijingyouhenduorenle。

wolianmangcongpangbiandeshutanshangmaileyibenshu,ranhoupaizhedui,dengzheqianming。

dagaikuaibangexiaoshile,wocaipaidaolezuozhedemianqian,zuozhehennianqing,mianduifensiyemeiyoujiazi,taiduhenhaodewenwoyaobuyaoshenmezi。

woxianglexianghaishishuosuanle,qianshangtazijidemingzijiuhao。

yushitaqianshanglezhihou,jiangshudijilewo,wozaichuchangdeshihouturanbeiyigenanrenzhuangleyixia,shoulideshudiaodaoledishang。

wogangxiangshenshouqujian,danshinanrengengkuaiyibu。

jianqidishangdeshu,pailepaihui,ranhoudijilewo。

wobuxiangduoshuoshenme,naleshujiuxiangzou,sheizhineinanrenqueyizhinazheshubufang,wochouyechoubuchulai。

woyihuodekanxiangta,tazhaixialezijidekouzhao,jiyizhongdeneizhanglianlulechulai,taishuxile。

shuxidaowokandaotadediyiyanjiuhongleyankuang。

tashangqianyibu,「shuohaolezheicibuyaowangjiwole,shibushiyouwangle?shiyinggaijiaonijietianyuehaishijiaonijiangyue?」

wozhendeyijuhuadoushuobuchulaile,tazhendeshijiangheting,neigeshulijushiwushuangdechangshengjiangjun。

「ayue,zhendeshiwo,biehuaiyiziji。」

talazhewozoudaoyibian,wohuanleyixia,caiyangzhetouwenta,「nizheishicongwenlichulaile?」