第4章
不甘心。
anpingyaoyaozheya，zuanjinlequantou。
zuowanfashengleshenme，tamingbaidehen。
怎么会？
anpingyaokanxiangyipangbaozhegaobingkendeningzhi，mouguangrouhe，dunxiashenwendao：“ningzhishiba？wowennia，zuoyeniyizhigenwozaiyiqima？”
ningzhidedanfengyanshengdepiaoliang，zhalezhayanjing，luchuyikoubaiyaxiaodao：“niangzinizheishishenmehua？xinhunzhiye，ningzhibutongnizaiyiqi，yaoqunali？”
anpingyaozuijiaochoulechou，tingdaotangzhongderengegebiezhexiao，yanshenluankan。
anpingyaoxiaoxinyiyidewendao：“neiningzhi，nizuowanzaichuangtashangyoumeiyoukandaoshenmetebiede？”
“tebiede，shenmetebiede？niangzi，fashengshenmeshilema？”
“行了！”
ningjiazumudaduanletamenliangrendetanhua，anpingyaoxinsiruhui。
zumubeiyahuanchengzheqilai，shuodao：“anpinggongzhu，nizijihaohaoxiangxiangba。youxieshier，renzaizuotianzaikan。shizoushiliu，nilaizuozhu。”
“jinrilaoshenyefale。nimenliangkouziyeyinzheishierzhetengdebuqing，douhuiquxiuxixiuxiba。”
suizheningjiazumudelikai，tangzhongderenzhujiansanqu，baiqinghuanbeininghuanchanfuzhezhanqishenlai，ninghuanchaoanpingyaoyibaishuodao：“gongzhu，suishihuangshangcihun，danshiyizhici，zhinengshuowomenerrenyouyuanwufen。”
安平遥冷笑。
baiqinghuanrouroudeshuozhe，yanjiaodeleiyouyilechulai：“anpinggongzhu，zuoyezhishishiwodecuo。wo......bianchengzheiyang，wozhenshimeilianzaihuoxiaqule。”
“那你就去死啊。”
安平遥冷声道。
baiqinghuanmeixiangdaotahuizheibanshuo，hengleyisheng，kushengjiujiuhuidang。
anpingyaozhuantoukanzheta，meishaoyiyang。
“buzhidaozenmesishiba？waimianyouhu，zijitiao；datingliyouzhuzi，zijizhuang。xiangyaoshangdiaoyexing，wojinizhaosanchibailing......”
“ninghuan，wo......”
baiqinghuanzhuantou，kudeshangqibujiexiaqi。
“不敢是吧。”
anpingyaochaotamaileyibu，ninghuanlianmangjiangrenhuzaishenhou，nudao：“niguoranruchuanwenyiban，shexiexinchang，qinghuanyigeruonvzi。zuowanwozuijiu，qiangpotazuoneishier，tadingranduobukai。niyaoshayaoguachongzhewolai！ruowoyiriwushi，woduanbuhuirangqinghuanyouyisiyihaodeshanghai。”
“si，zhenganren。xiwangniyihoubiehouhui。”
安平遥觉得反胃。
zheidoushishenmesanguanbuzhengdechunhuo？
tashexiexinchang？he。xiaohua。
“nimenjiuqidaozuoshiershishoujiaoganjingyidianer，bierangwochachuduannilai。”
anpingyaojinrisuanshirenzaile，danjunzibaochoushinianbuwan，bierangtazhuazhuyidianerbabing，buruo，tafeiyaoxianlezheiningjiadezhaizibuke！
“niangzi，niangzidengdengwo......”
anpingyaodabuliuxingdelikai，ningzhihuiguoshenlailianmanggenzaitashenhouzhuichuqu，yibazhuaizhutadeyixiu：“niangzi。”
“sheishininiangzi！”anpingyaomengdishuaikaita，biezheyiguziqishuodao：“nidagebaozhede，neicaishinixifu！”
“胡说！”
ningzhiyanshenjianding，shuodao：“wobu，nijiushiwoniangzi！”
ningzhixiaoxinyiyidilazhutadeshou，kantameiyouzhengtuo，xiaodeyanjingwanwan：“neigenvrencaibushiniangzi。nijiushi。”
“yinweiwoniangqinshuole，woniangzihuishiquantianxiazuihaokandeguniang。”