diliuzhang：youxunyousidideqibu——《churushanxiujing，xinboyimafen》
zaiguyinduneizuogulaosimiaodeshantangzhizhong，yangguangtouguoxiaxiaodechuanghu，saxiajilvjinsedeguangxian，chenaizaiqizhonghuanhuanfeiwu。woduanzuozaiputuanzhishang，zhengshikaiqileyouxunyousidideshanxiuzhilv。
gangyikaishi，wobianshenkeditihuidaolexinshizaicijingjiezhongdezhuangtai，rutongxiongyongpengpaidedahai，sixuqiasituojiangdeyema，siyibenteng，nanyijiayu。wonulidixiangyaojiangzhuyilijizhongzaishanxiudemubiaozhishang，raner，waijiedeyisifengchuicaodong，dounengqingyidijiangwodexinshenlacheguoqu。neichuangwaiouerchuanlaideyouyangzhongsheng，fangfodaizheyizhongmoli，shunjianrangwodesixupiaoxiangyuanfang，xiangxiangzhesimiaozhiwaineiguangmaodetiandi；huoshiyizhifeiniaolveguowudingdeqingxiang，dounengzaiwodexinzhongjiqicengcenglianyi，naohaizhongbuyouzizhudifuxianchuniaoerfeixiangdezitaiyijitasuojianguodeshanchuanmeijing。
bujinruci，neixindezaniangengshiruyingsuixing，fenzhitalai。wangxidehuiyirutongchaoshuibanyongxianzaixintou，xiandaishenghuozhongdediandiandidi，neixiecengjingdehuanxiaoyuleishui、chenggongyucuozhe，douzaicishibiandegewaiqingxi。woxiangqilezijizaixiandaishehuizhongjiaoshouyujiashidechangjing，xueyuanmenneiyizhangzhangchongmanqidaiyuxinrendemiankong；youxiangqileyujiarenpengyougongdudewenxinshiguang，weizuozaiyiqifenxiangmeishi、changtanrenshengdehuanle。zheixiezanianyuhuiyixianghujiaozhi，rangwodeneixinbiandecaozabukan，genbenwufazhuanzhuyudangxiadeshanxiu。
zaiyicishanxiuguochengzhong，wohaoburongyijiangzhuyilicongwaijiedeganraozhonglahuilai，shituzhuanzhuyuzijidehuxi。wohuanhuandixiqi，ganshouzheqingliangdekongqishunzhebiqiangjinrushenti，chongmanfubu，raner，jiuzaihuqideshunjian，yigeniantouturanchuangrunaohai：“wozheiyangdeshanxiufangfashifouzhengque？wozhendenenggouzaizheitiaodaolushangqudejinbuma？”zheigeniantourutongxingxingzhihuo，shunjiandianranleneixinshenchudezhongzhongyilvyubuan，sixurutonggunxueqiubanyuegunyueda，jiangwoganggangningjuqilaideyidiandianzhuanzhulichedichongkua。
wogandaowubidejusanghecuobai，xinzhongbujinfanqiyisiziwohuaiyi：“nandaowozhendebushiheshanxiu？weihewodexinrucinanyipingjing？”danshi，guzilineigubufushudejueqiangrangwobuganxinjiucifangqi。woshenzhi，xiuxingzhilubenjiuchongmanjianxinyutiaozhan，ruoshiqingyibeikunnandadao，youzennengtanxundaofofadezhendi？yushi，woananxiadingjuexin，yidingyaokefuzheixiezhangai，zaizheixinboyimadekunjingzhongxundeningjingyujinbu。
weilegenghaodiyingduishanxiuzhongdekunnan，woyujiweitongxiujiechenglehuzhuhuoban。womenyueding，zaishanxiuguochengzhongxianghujiandu，gongtongnuli。meidangwokandaotongxiumenzaishanzuozhongneizhuanzhudeshenqing，xinzhongbianhuiyongqiyiguliliang，tixingzijibunengxiedai。erdangtamenchuxianfenxindeqingkuangshi，woyehuiyongyanshenjiyugulihetixing。
youyici，wodeyiweitongxiuzaishanxiushi，beineixindezaniankunrao，shentibuzijuediweiweihuangdong。woqingqingkesouleyisheng，tashunjianhuiguoshenlai，ganjidikanlewoyiyan，ranhouzhongxindiaozhengzuozi，jiangzhuyilijizhongzaihuxishang。erdangwozaishanxiuzhongyudaokunnan，jijinfangqideshihou，tongxiumenyehuiweizaiwoshenbian，yongtamendeqinshenjingliheganwulaiguliwo。tamengaosuwo，meigerenzaishanxiudechuqidouhuiyudaoleisidewenti，guanjianzaiyujianchibuxie，buyaobeizanshidekunnansuohedao。
jinguanyouletongxiumendepeibanyuguli，danwozaishanxiuzhongdejinzhanyiranhuanman。wunaizhixia，wojuedingxiangsimiaolideshanxiudaoshiqingjiao。daoshishiyiweidegaowangzhongdegaoseng，tachangnianzaishantangzhongjingxiu，duishanxiuyouzheshenkedelijiehefengfudejingyan。
wohuaizhechongjingyutantedexinqinglaidaodaoshideshanfang。shanfangneimimanzhedandandetanxiangqixi，daoshizhengduanzuozaiputuanshangbimumingxiang。woqingqingdizoudaotamianqian，gongjingdixinglihou，bianjiangzijizaishanxiuzhongyudaodekunraoyiyidaolai。daoshijingjingditingzhe，lianshangshizhongdaizhecixiangdeweixiao，neiweixiaofangfoyouyizhongshenqideliliang，rangwoyuanbenjinzhangdexinqingzhujianpingjingxialai。
dengwoshuowanhou，daoshiweiweizhengkaishuangyan，muguangzhongtouzhezhihuiyudongcha。tahuanhuandikaikoushuodao：“churushanxiuzhijing，xinshiruyuanhou，nanyixunfu，cinaizhengchangxianxiang。yupocijing，xucongzhuanzhuhuxirushou。huxizhe，naishengmingzhigenben，yishilianjieshenxinyuwaijiezhiqiaoliang。”shuozhe，daoshiqinzishifanlezhuanzhuhuxidejiqiao。
tajiaodaowo，zaixiqishi，yaojiangquanbudezhuyilijizhongzaikongqijinrubiqiangdeneiyisiqingliangyushirunzhiganshang，ganshouqixihuanhuanchongmanfubudeguocheng，rutongzaixinzhongmiaohuiyifuqixizaitineiliudongdehuajuan；huqishi，zeyaozhuanzhuyufubudeshousuo，ganshouqixicongtineihuanhuanliuchudewenreyushuhuan，fangfojiangneixindezanianyufannaoyibinghuchutiwai。bingqie，zaihuxideguochengzhong，yidanfaxiansixupiaosan，buyaojinghuang，yebuyaokeyiququganzanian，ershiqingqingdijiangzhuyililahuidaohuxishang，jiuxiangyiweiwenroudemuqinhuhuanzhetanwandehaizihuijia。
woruhuozhibao，huidaoshantanghou，biananzhaodaoshidejiaodaokaishilianxi。gangkaishideshihou，wodesixuyiranhuishibushidiyouli，danmeidangwoyishidaofenxinshi，bianlikediaozhenghuxi，jiangzhuyilizhongxinlahui。zaiyicicidechangshiyunulixia，wozhujiannenggouzaihuxidejiezouzhongzhaodaoyisiningjing。neiyuanbenrutuojiangyemabandesixu，kaishimanmandibiandexunfuqilai，suiranouerhaihuifanqibolan，danwoyijingnenggouzaibodongzhongjiaokuaidihuifupingjing，jixuzhuanzhuyushanxiu。
raner，xindewentiyoujiezhongerzhi。suizhewoduihuxidezhuanzhudubuduantigao，wokaishiguoduzhizheyuhuxideganjue，shenzhizairichangshenghuozhong，yeshikejinbengzheshenjing，guanzhuzhezijidehuxi。zheishidewozaixingzou、zuoshishibiandeshifenjujin，shiquleyuanbenyingyoudeziranyuzizai。woyishidao，zheiyoushiyizhongxindezhizheyuzhangai，ruobujiayikefu，jianghuiyingxiangwozaishanxiudaolushangdejinyibufazhan。
neixinzaicixianrulechongtuyuzhengzhazhizhong，wobuzhigairuhezaizhuanzhuyubuzhizhezhijianzhaodaopingheng。yifangmian，womingbaizhuanzhuhuxishijinrushanxiujingjiedezhongyaofangfa；lingyifangmian，guodudezhizheyouweibeilefofazhongguanyu“kongxing”yu“wuwo”delinian。zaizheizhongmaodundexinjingxia，wozaicihuidaojingwenzhongqutanxundaan，tongshiyeyutongxiumenjinxingshenrudetaolunyujiaoliu。
tongxiumenfenfenfenxianglezijidekanfahejingyan，youdetongxiutixingwoyaoshikebaochiyikepingchangxin，buyaoguoyukeyidizhuiqiushanxiudexiaoguo；youdetongxiuzejianyiwozairichangshenghuozhongduocanyuyixiesimiaodelaozuo，tongguoshentidehuodonglaifangsongshenxin，dapoduihuxideguoduzhizhe。zaidajiadebangzhuyuqifaxia，wozhujianlingwudao，shanxiubingfeishiyizhongjianghuadexingshi，ershiyaozaishenghuodediandizhongqutihuiheshijian。zhenzhengdeningjingbingfeilaiziyuduimouyishiwudezhizhezhuiqiu，ershizaineixindezizaiyujietuozhizhongziranchengxian。
yushi，wokaishichangshidiaozhengzijideshanxiufangshi。zaishanzuoshi，woyiranzhuanzhuyuhuxi，danbuzaikeyidiquzhuiqiuneizhongjizhideganjue；zairichangshenghuozhong，woyefangsongxinqing，rangzijigengjiazirandirongrudaosimiaodeshenghuozhizhong。wulunshisaodi、danshui，haishiyuqitasengrenjiaoliuhudong，wodouyongxinquganshoudangxiademeiyigeshunjian，jiangshanxiudexinjingrongrudaoshenghuodefangfangmianmian。
suizheshijiandetuiyi，wozaiyouxunyousidideshanxiujingjiezhongzhujianzhaodaoleshuyuzijidejiezou。suiranneixindezanianhewaijiedeganraoyiranhuibushichuxian，danwoyijingbuzaixiangzuichuneiyangbeitamensuokunrao。woxuehuilezaibodongdexinjingzhongbaochiyifenxiangduideningjing，zaibuduandexiuxingyufansizhongwenbuqianjin，xiangzhegenggaocengcideshanxiujingjiemaijin。