第二章
lianggexiaoshihou,lishuyanzhunshichuxian。
shinianle,tayiranyingjun,kekanwodeyanshenlizhishengxiabinglengshuli。
jianwoyankuangtonghong,tazhoumeibunai。
“shenshiwei,nizheifuyangzizuojisheikan?nijuedeweiqu?”
tabijinyibu,yandihenyijingren。
“nicaizhanlelianggexiaoshieryi,nikezhixinyueqianxienianweilewozheigefeiren,tongshidajifengong,yishuangshoushengmandongchuang,neishitazaifengxuelifachuandan!yifajiushiyizhengtian!”
tashengyinliyazheguowanghekuijiu。
“tadebaixuebingshineishileichulaide,shiyinweiwo。”
tadingzhewo,yuqidaizheburongzhiyi。
“rujinzhiyounidegusuinenghetapeixing,zheishiniqiantade,gengshiqianwode!”
tadunledun,xiangshizaishishezuihouderenci。
“zhiyaonidayingjuangusui,jiuxinyue。youshenmetiaojian,nijinguanti。”
“qian,ziyuan,huozhebaozhengnifumuyihoudeshenghuo……zhiyaobuguofen,wohuijinkenengmanzuni。”
tingzhetakouzhonglinxinyueneixie“ganrenfeifu”defuchu,meiyigezidouxiangshaohongdeluotietangzaiwodexinshang。
bushiyinweijidu,ershiyinweiwujindebeiliang。
tacengshiwodezhangfu,neixiebengaiyouwopeibantaduguodejiannansuiyue,quebeilingyigenvrenzhanju。
erta,duicimanhuaiganji,duiwozebasuoyoudeaiyi,douhuazuolehen。
xinkoudezhixihejiaotongrangwodeshengyindoudaishanglenanyiyizhidezhandou。
“lishuyan……womeibanfaweilinxinyuezuogusuiyizhi。”
budengtafanying,wojihushiaiqiuchusheng,suoyoudezunyanzaifumuanweimianqiandoubuzhiyiti。
“qiuqiuni,fangguowobama……tamennianjidale,jingbuqizhetengle……”
raner,wodejujuerutongdianranle**tong,lishuyanzhoushendeqixishunjianbiandebaoli。
“没办法?”
tachixiao“nidegusuihuipao?haishinishenshiweijinguidaozhenzhabude?”
tayanshenruilikebo:“haishishuonichicujidu?kanwoduitahao,nixinlibupinghengle?”
“shenshiweinibiewangle!dangnianshinijuanlewodeqianshuailewo!shinizaiwozuixuyaonideshihouxiangdiulajiyiyangrengdiaowo!nixianzaipingshenmebaichushouhaizhedeyangzi?nipingshenmejidu!”
kanzhetabeihenyiniuqudelian,wodexintongdaomamu。
woyouyaoleyaotou,yanleibuzhengqidehuaxialai。
“bushi……bushiyinweichicu。”
“neidaodiweishenme?!”
talishengzhiwen:“nizheishinianqulena?zuoleshenmejianbuderendeshi?weishenmexianzaicaichuxian?weishenmelianjiugerendouyaotuisanzusi?!”
“niduiwojiumeiyouyijujieshi?shinian!nijiuyongzheifuyangzihunongwo?shuoa!”
kanzhetayanlicengjingduiwosuoyoudeaidoubianchengleyuanhehen,woxinrudaoge。
kewoyouyaozenmejieshini?
duiwoeryan,siquzheishinianbuguoyishun。
zaimeichuxianzaizheilizhiqian,wozhengtangzaibingtianxuedili,ganshouzhefuzhonghaizihewoyiqimanmanbianleng。
woyouyaozenmegaosuta,wobushixiaoshileshinian。
我是死了啊。
wozaiduchuxian,buguoshiyanwanglianmin,ciwozhonghuirenjianershisixiaoshideendian。
lishuyanchichidengbudaodaanhou,shiwangzhuanshen,taliaoxiayijuhenhuaweixiewo。
“shenshiwei,nizhidaowodeshouduan。”
“weilexinyue,woshenmedouzuodechulai。”
“liangxiaoshinei,buqurenliushidadiaozheiyezhong,wojiudaduannibadetui,rangtahenimayiyangbianchengfeiren。”
wotaiqitou,leishuimohuleshixian,yongjinquanlichechukusedexiaorong,wulikaikou。
“lishuyan,ruguowoshuo……10nianqian,zainitanhuan,zailinxinyuegennibiaobai、jiniqingzhushengrineitian……wohefuzhongnidehaizi,jiuyijing……yishiliangmingle……nixinma?”