zhangqiyiyuzhixia，wochengjiyiluoqianzhang。womakandaoshijuanshangde59fen，taqidebawofanbangdiujinleyutang。
“woshengchijianyongjinishangbuxiban，nijiuzheimeduiwode？”“yiyu，yiyu，nijiushijiaoqing，
jiwozaiyutanglihaohaoqingxingqingxing！”tianhanshuileng，woshuixingbuhao，zhinengpinmingqiurao。womaquebuguanbugu，
qiangxinglazouwobaqucanjiabiaojiedeshengxueyan。dangwodejiaobeishuicaolezhu，zhenggerenshuaijinyutangshi，
wojuedingfangqilezhengzha。“mama，duibuqi，wochengbulenixiangyaodexueba……wosile，
niyekeyijietuoleba？”……“ma，rangwoshangquba，
qiunile……wozhendehaipa……”yutangdeshuidaolewoxiongkou，wodejiaocaizaiyunishang，ganjuehenbutashi。
womaliansetieqing，zhizhewonuhou。“xianzaizhidaopale？kao59fendeshihouzenmebuzhidaopa！
”“wobaitianshangban，wanshanghaihuijiabangnibaweiyu，shebudechishebudechuan，qianquanzanibuxibanshangle！
nijiunazheigehuibaowo？”tashushuozhezijidexinku，haoxiangsuoyoubuxingdoushiyinweiwo。wozhanglezhangzui，
binglengdeshuiqiguanjinhoulong，yinqiyizhenjuliedekesou。“yabale？meicimanijiuxianggemenhulu！
zhidaozijicuole，meihuashuoleba？”tahuayukuaisu，genbenbujiworenhejieshidejianxi。
“wozhenshizaoleshenmenie，shenglenizheimegebendan！”tachuidazhexiongkou，yanquanfahong，
buzhishiqidehaishiweiqude。“wodangnianyaoyounizheitiaojian，zaoshangqinghuabeidale。
haiyongdezhexianzaileisileihuogantilihuo？nidaohao，zheimehaodetiaojian，jiwokaogebujigehuilai！”“ma，
womeiyou……”woweiruodibianjiezhe。“womeitianzhendexuedaohenwan，wohennulile……”“pianguini！
”talengxiaoyisheng，yanshenlidoushibiyi。“wokannishitouwanshoujidaoshenyeba，zhuangmozuoyangnizuizaixing！
”“wogaosuni，wozuiduoyangnidaoshibasui！daoshihoujiujiwogundan！kaobuledaxue，wokanniyoushenmechulu！
”“ma，biebiwole……”wolengdezaidazhan。
“wokeneng……zhendebushidushudeliao……wokeyiqudagong……”wozhongyuguqiyongqi，
shuochuleneijuyayizaixindixujiudehua。jiuzaizheishi，linjuzhangshenbeichaonaoshengyinlai，kandaotanglidewo，
heleyitiao。“aiyo！zheimelengdetian，zenmeranghaizizaishuilipaozhe！”“kuaishanglaikuaishanglai！
haizidushubuxing，youbushizuorenbuxing，biebahaizibihuaile！”womahuoqishangyong，shunjiandiaozhuanleqiangkou。
“wojiadeshiyaoniguan！nishibushijiupanzhewonverxuexibuhao，haokanwojiaxiaohua？gunkai！
”zhangshenbeimadelianseyizhenqingyizhenbai，yaoyaotou，tanlekouqi，zhuanshenzoule。zheishi，wobazouleguolai，
yuqiyouxieyouyu。“yaobu，fangtachulaiba，womenhaiyaoqucanjiaaxiudeshengxueyan。”womabailewobayiyan，
zhuanxiangwoshengyinjianli。“kankannibiaojie，renjiakaoshang985le！duozhengqi！nizaikankanni，59fen！
nishibushicunxinxiangqisiwo？nijiwozaishuilihaohaodaizhefansheng！”wobaluchuyisiburenxin。
“zheihuibuhuinongchubinglaia……haizihaixiao，gentajiangjiangdaolijiuhaole。”womalishengdaduanleta。
“jiushini！zhengtianguanzheta，bataguandeyidianzerengandoumeiyou！danfantayoudianliangxin，dongdetiliangwomen，
doubugaikaochuzheizhongfenshu！”wobachenmole，wulizhengbian。zuizhong，tahaishibeiwomalachezoule。
dengtamenzouyuan，wochangshipashangan，danshiwodeshuangshoubeifanbangzhule，xingdongbufangbian。turan，
wodexiaotuichoujinle，yizhenjutongrangwozhanlibuwen，mengdiqianglehaojikoushui。woshiqulepingheng，
zhenggerenshuaijinleyutang，jiaohuaibeishuicaosisichanzhu，yuezhengzhachandeyuejin。zhixiganpumianerlai。
yishikaishimohushi，woturanxiangqileyiqiandeyimumu。wanshang1dianzhong，wokundeyanpidajia，
womanazhefengyizhen，duizhewodedatuihenhenyizha。wotengdeqingxingle，taxiaomimidikanzhewo。“aning，
zheishixuanliangcigu，qingxinglejiujixuxie……”tajiwopaonongkafei，maigezhongyingyangsu，kanzhewodeyanshen，
chongmanleqiwang，yechendiandiandiyadewochuanbuguoqi。wozhidao，tashiwangnvchengfeng。wonengkaoshangzheisuogaozhong，
jihuyijinghaojinlesuoyoudeliqi。rujingaosancaiguoban，woqueganjueyijingzoudaolexuanyabianyuan，
zaiyeaobuxiaqule。liqiyidiandiancongshentililiushi，fanerdailaiyizhongqiyidepingjing。
yexu……jiuzheiyangchenxiaqu……jiukeyichedijietuoleba？mama，duibuqi，
wochengbulenixiangyaodexueba……niweilewo，huodezheimexinku。wosile，yexu，
nijiukeyijietuole……shuimeiguowodetouding，shijiexianruyipianheianyujijing。biaojiedeshengxueyanrenaofeifan，
womabutingdijitajiacai，neiciaiyoujiaoaodexiaorong，shiwocongweizaitalianshangkandaoguode。
“kankanwomenjiaaxiu，duozhengqi！zheicaishihaizigaiyoudeyangzi！”womadeshengyingewaixiangliang，
haoxiangbiaojiecaishitadehaizi。wobazuozaiyipang，youxieshibuzhiwei。tamuguangshibushipiaoxiangqiheidechuangwai，
chenzhejianxi，tagenwomashuodao。“buzhidaoaningcongyutanglichulailemei？
woyoudianfangxinbuxia……”womatingdaozheihua，lianselikechenlexialai。“bieguanta，
bixujitadianshenkedejiaoxun！burantayongyuanjibuzhu！budushu，jiumeichulu！”wobameitoujinsuo，
chenmolepianke，zuizhonghaishibufangxin。tajiekouquyangtaichouyan，qiaoqiaonachushouji，fanzhaolinjuzhangshendehaoma。
“zhangshen，aning……”womaturanchuxianzaitashenhou，yibaduoguoshouji，zhijieguaduan。“niganshenme！
zheimekuaijiutuoxiele？zheiciyaoshiqingyisuanle，tayihougengwufawutian，zhijieqizainitoushanglashi！
ninengbunengyoudiandangfuqindeweiyan！”wobakanzhewomaneiburongzhiyidezhengningbiaoqing，zhanglezhangzui，
zuizhongzhishipibeiditanlekouqi。wopiaozaikongzhong，kanzhetamendeshenqing，neixinyijingmamule。fanzheng，
zaimamadeshijieli，hengliangyigerenhaohuaideweiyibiaozhun，jiushineibinglengdefenshu。chulechengji，
tayigaibufangzaixinshang。ciriqingchen，bamahuijiale。wuzilikongdangdangde。“renni？”womazhouzhemei，
zaiwulizhuanleyiquan，yuqidaizhedudingdebuman。“kendingshikaochalemeilianjianren，duodaonagetongxuejiaqule！
zhenshiyuelaiyuebuxianghua！”wobazhoumei，likenachushoujibodawodedianhua，tingtonglichuanlaiguanjidetishiyin。
tayoujieliandalejigepingshihewoguanxishaojindetongxuedianhua，
dedaodehuiyingdoushi“meikanjian”、“tameilianxiwo”。wobadeliansejianjianbianle，takuaibuzoudaogebi，
qiaokailezhangshenjiademen。“aning？meikanjiana？bushinimenjiezoule？
”wobadeyanshenlitouchulemingxiandefanzaohebuan。zheishi……lijiachuzoule？womazaiketinglilaihuiduobu，
shengyinyuelaiyuegao。“yitianyiyemeihuilai，zheideluoxiaduoshaogongke！gaosanle，yitiandoudanwubuqi！
tashibushixiangqisiwo！”wobanaqiwaitao，daizheyayidehuoqi。“wochuquzhaozhao！
dengtahuilai……ni……nibiezaimatale，haohaoshuo。”“haohaoshuo？jiushiyinweinizongshizheiyangcifuduobaier！
”womaxiangshibeidianranle，youjianshengdajiao。“yaoshinidangchuduoguanguantadegongke，bushizhengtianzhizhidaodiaoyu，
tazhiyuchengjizheimechama？xianzaidaolaizhuanghaorenle！”wobaetouqingjinbaoqi，quantouwojin。
yayidezhengchaojijiangyichujifa。wobuyoudewuzhuleerduo，buchuyiwai，lianggerenyoudechaolianggexiaoshi。
meixiangdaozheicibabaquerenzhule。tashuaimenerchu，chouzheyanyanzheshuitangdefangxiangzou，
muguangwuyishidisaoguopingjingdeshuimian。huran，tajiazheyandeshouzhidunzhule，yanshenningguzaimouyichu。
tanannanziyu，shengyinqingqing。“buhuiba……tabuhui……chenzaixiamianba……”wopiaofuzaitadeshenbian，
pinmingdihanjiao。“ba，wozaizheili！wojiuzaixiamian！”kewodeshengyin，zaiyewufachuandadaotadeshijiele。
babajuanqikutui，jiuyaoxiayutang。turan，tadeshoujixiangleqilai。gangyijietong，
womaxiesidilidekumachuanlai。“afeng，nikuaihuilai！budelele！tabujinshuxuekao59fen，
ta……tajuranhaiganzaolian！nishuo，tashibushigenzhenanrenpaolea？”wobayiting，liansezhoubian。
“dengwohuilai，nibieji！”wobazhuanshenchaozhejiadefangxiangkuangbenerqu，napawozaibeihouhanzhejiaozhe，
tayemeiyoutingliu。gangjinmen，jiukandaodishangyipianlangjie。wodeshubaobeidaokouzaidishang，shubenwenjusanluoyidi。
womashoulizuanzheyizhangfensedexinzhi，baxinzhihenhenshuaizaiwobashenshang。“nikankan！qingshu，douxiedaojialaile！
woshuotazenmechengjixiajiang，xinsiquanyongzaizheishangmianle！”babajianqixinzhi，kuaisusaoleyiyan，meitoujinsuo。
“nilengjingdian！zheibuguoshiyifengxin，shangmianyexieletameidaying。nibiehusiluanxiang。
”mamadeshouzhijihuchuodaotabizishang。“wozaojiufaxiantabuduijingle！shanggeyue，tatoutoumailechungao！
wuyuanwugumaichungaoganshenme？bujiushikaishidongdegouyinnanrenlema！”worenbuzhu“ku”le，
suiranmeiyouyanlei。neizhishiqiutianganzao，wodezuichunliekailehaojidaoxuekouzi，tengdelihai，
caiyongzanxiadelinghuaqianmaileyizhiwuserunchungao。congxiaodaoda，womacongbuyunxuwoyongyourenheliangsededongxi。
“nvhaizi，dabandetaipiaoliang，huiyinlaihuoduan。”wodetoufayongyuanjiandeduanduande，xiangnanhaizi，
weiyidefajiashiheisede，jiudediaoleqi。wochuandeyifu，yongyuanshibiaojietaotaixialaide。
wojuedewomashiweilewohao，suoyiwoconglaimeiyouqufankangtadeyisi。
napatameiniandouhuisongbiaojiepiaoliangdelianyiqun，liangjingjingdefaka，haiyougezhongwojiaobuchumingzidehufupin。
tazongshimozhebiaojiedetou，xiaozheshuo。“womenaxiuhaokan，youyounaozi。buxianganing，bukandejindian，
zaowanbeirenpianzou！”woyiweiwozugoushuncongle，keweishenme，talianwozuijibendemingshengdouyaoqingyihuidiao？
nandaochengjibuhao，wozhenggerenjiuconglidaowai，doubiandeyiwenbuzhilema？wobadelianyuelaiyuehei，
takanzhezhuangruofengdiandemuqin，chenshengquandao。“biezale！dongxizahuailehainengmai，qihuailezijishentizenmeban！
”“shenti？wohaiyoushenmehaoshenti！”womaxiangshibeizheijuhuachudonglezuitongdeshenjing，fangshengdakuqilai。
“dangchuwohuailewugeyuedeerzi，jiushita！bawanjudiuzaidishang，haiwohuadao……erzimeile，
wodezigongyezhaidiaole，zaiyeshengbulele！”tachuidazhedimian，tileihengliu。“doushitahaide！
tajiushigesaobaxing！”wobazhoumeibuyue，qingqingquandao。“neishihounvercailiangsui，tadongshenme？
neizhishigeyiwai！zenmenengsuanzaitatoushang？”“bushitahainengshiwoma？nandaoshiwozijibuxiangbaozhuerzima！
”womaxiesidilidifanbo，yanshenlichongmanleduoniandeyuanhen。“taqianwomende，tajiugaiyouxiu，
buranzenmeduideqitaneigemeijihuichushengdedidi！”wobameixiangdaowomadezhinianzheimeshen，
zhinengtanleyikouqi。“suanle……guoquzheimeduonianle，biezaitile。”wopiaofuzaiyuandi，
kanzhewomatongkuliutidemoyang，xinzhongyinyinzuotong。yuanlairuci。nanguaiwomakanwodeyanshen，
zongshidaizheyisimaiyuandeyanqi，genyuanshizaizheili。woshitashiquerzi、shiquxiwangdezuikuihuoshou。
judadebeishanghehuangmiuganyanmeilewo。woqiantayitiaoming。wohaibuyouxiu，meiyouchengqitaquanbudeqixu。
womomodidixiatou，meiyouyanlei，zhiyounanshou。neiwoxianzaizheiyang，shibushi……zhenghaobaminghaijitale？
zhengzhengliangtian，wodoumeiyouchuxian。banzhurenlaidianhuale。womayibajieguoshouji，jidongdishuodao。
“takaoshimeikaohao，wojiushuoletajiju，tajiunaopiqilijiachuzoule……wozhengxiangwennini，
pingrilitagennaxienantongxuelaiwangqinmi，huibuhuiduotamenjiaqule。”dianhuaneitou，banzhurenweiweilengleyixia。
“lanningmama，banliqitatongxuedoulaishangke，
doubuzhidaolanningdeqingkuang……xianzaizuizhongyaodeshibahaizipinganzhaohuilai。”womabuyue，
qideshengyindiaogaoledian。“wowenni，lanningxuexichengjituibule，niweishenmemeizaodiangaosuwo。
xianzaigenniwenjiaoyouqingkuang，niyetaobipiantan。nidaodishibushiguyiyaohaiwonverde。
”banzhurendunshilengzhule，tafanyinglejimiao，lengjundihuida。“lanningmama，wolijieninverzoudiudexinqing，
danqingbuyaowuduancaice……ruguoyoubiyaoxuexiaojieru，womenkeyixiezhubaojing。”“baoshenmejing？
naodaozhenggexuexiaodouzhidao，wonverhuiquhaizenmezuoren！”womashengqidishuodao。“nixianzaiganjinqinziquzhao，
zhaobudaohaizi，wojiuquxuexiaotousuni，doubuzhidaonipingrilizenmejiaoyuhaizide，
haizizaolianledoubuzhidao……”wobaganjinyibaduoguoshouji，daizheqianyishuodao。“wanglaoshi，buhaoyisi，
womenxinqingjizaoledian，mafanningentongxueyewenwen，kanshifouyouaningdexiaoxi……”guadiaobanzhurendedianhua，
womahaizaimamalielie，baxuexiaohelaoshiaigemawanhou，youkaishidingshanglewoba。babafanzaodizhualezhuatoufa，
nannanziyu。“aninghuibuhuichuyiwaile，tayiqianconglaibuhuizheiyangde……”tazhuomoleyixia，
zaicishuaimenerchu。womomodigenzaitadehoumian，xinliqiqiutakeyizaodianfaxianwo。zhijiantahuangyoudaoyutangbian，
turan，tadeshixianninggule。shuicaopangbian，piaofuzheyizhibaisededefanbuxie。wobadehuxizhourantingzhi，
tasisidingzheneizhixiezi。“zheishianingde……buhuiba……”tadeshengyindaizhewufayizhidezhandou。
“ruguoaningzhendelijiachuzou……zenmekeneng……**xie……”tazaiyegubudeshenme，juanqikutui，
jiuyaosheshuixiaqukangejiujing。“afeng，nizaizheiermocengshenmeni！”womadeshengyinturancongshenhouchuanlai，
zhijianjiujiu、jiumahebiaojielinxiuyijiasankouzhengzhanzaibuyuanchu。“axiulaile，nikuaidianlaotiaodadiandeyushanglai，
jiagecai！”linxiuqueyuedipaodaoanbian，naqifangzaiyipangdezhangbinglaowang。“gugu，woshishilaoyuhaobuhaowan！
”taxiaoxixidijiangwangzishenjinshuili，huluanjiaodongzhe。turan，laowangpengdaoleshenmeyingwu。“huala”yisheng，
yigeheisededewutibeitichuleshuimian。linxiuhaoqidicoujinyikan，lianshangdexiaorongshunjianjiangzhu。“yanjing？
bushiyua！”wobakandaoyanjing，tongkongmengdishousuo，lianse“shua”diyixiabiandecanbai。neishiwodeyanjing。
jiuzaizheishi，jiujiuyenaqilelingyigegengdadelaowang。“wolaishishi。
”tajiangwangchenrulinxiugangcaidalaodequyu，yongliyila，queganjueyichangchenzhong。“yi？zheishishenmewanyier？
buduia……zheifenliang……zenmeganjuexiang……”tabiehonglelian，hejiumayiqiyongliwangshangla，