luofutingdaoxujialaodajingranhairucideguanxinzijideshenti，buyoudefulefuhuxu，duixujialaodadehaoganduoleyifen。
xujiazheichuerfaner，renpinshibuzenmeyang，nixuyouqianyaoshimeizheiliangjutaoxinwozidehua，dengwoerdangshangledaguan，feiderangnixujiazhidaolihaibuke。
xianzaikanzainirucihuizuorendefenshang，yihoujiubuzhaonixujiasuanzhangle。
ng，doushuozaixiangdulinengchengchuan，zijierziyihouyaoshizhennengdangshangzaixiang，zijibujiushizaixiangdefuqinlema？
zijideduziliqimayedenengtingmatou！
buzhiyugenququyigeshangjiajijiao。
xujialaodayebuganduodai，dongxifangxiazhihou，ganjindaizherencongconglikailexiaozhai。
congxiaozhaitaochushengtianhou，xujialaodayeshisongleyikouqi。
ai！xiangbudaoluojurenjingranshirucishoubuzhudaji，haishizijialaoyeziyouxianjianzhiming，rangzijiganjinguolaituihun。
zheiyaoshizaidengshanggeyiliangtian，luojurenzhendefenglelianzidouqianbule，neikejiuzhendezashoulile！
nianjicichu，xujialaodapailepaixiongkou，manshiqingxing。
……
butongyuzijiafuqinhexujialaodadeqingxing，luoxiaoyijingkanzheshoulideyinpiaozaiweifuziliangdeweilaikaolvle。
自己能干点什么？
linlelinle，zijicongxujialaodashoulikenglewutanzidehaojiu。
jiangzhizuochengliejiulaimaiqian？
jiujingzhengliudaoshibunan，wufeijiushiyongyigenkongxinzhuguan，jiangjiushuifanfuzhengliu，zhengfadiaoshuifen，lengningxiajiujingtichundeguocheng。
keshixianzaijueduibushiniangjiudehaoshihou。
yinweixianzailuojiadezuilezhousima，xianzailianxujiazheiyangdeniangjiudahudoushangganzhelaigenzijijiapieqingguanxi。
zaizijimeiyouqiangyingbeijingdeqingkuangxia，xiangyaokaozheniangjiulaizhuanqian，zuihouzhipashihuibeiyouxinrenqiaoquhaoduo，dangchengyonglaitaohaozhousimadegongju。
daoleneishihou，zijikejiushirencailiangshile。
zheiniantouzuoshengyidoudeyoubeijing。
yiqianxujiaweishenmeyaozhaozijidefuqindingxiahunyue？
bujiushikanshangzijifuqindeguanshenlema？
suiranzhishimeishenmeshiquandexueguan，keneiyenengzaiguanchangshangshuodeshanghua。
erzijiyaoshixiangyaohaohaozuoshengyi，kaizhanzijideshangyediguo，neijiubixuyoubizhousimahaidadebeijing。
bizhousimaquanbinghaidade，neijiuzhiyouzuoweiyizhouzhuguandezhoucishiyijizuoweicishizuoguandexunzhoubiejiale。
kewentishizenmerangtamenchengweizijidebeijingni？
luoxiaoyishizhijianmeiyoutouxu。
buguobuyaojin，xianzaineifenhunyuemaileyibaiyishiliangdeyinzi，xianzaitamenjiayesuanshiyouxiejixule，zugouzhichengfuzierrendechichuanzhuyong。
jiudangluoxiaomeixiangdaohaobanfa，tanlekouqi，xiangyaojiangneiyibailiangyinzishouqilaideshihou，niutoujiukandaozijifuqinzhengjiangliangzhangyinpiaowanghuailichuai。
“ei，bushi……die，ninjiuzheimeshuilinglingdebaqiannazoule？”
zheikeshizijifajiazhifudeqidongzijina。
luofulisuodangran：“zheibujiushiweifumaihunyuezhenglaidema？weifubugainazhema？”
“keshi……zheiqimayeyouwodeyibangonglaoa！”luoxiaoshitubaozhuyibandeqidongzijin：“shihaierjibajiaqianjiangdaoyibailiangde。”
luofubailebaishou：“nihaixiao，diejinizanzhe，dengdaonizhangdalejiujini。”
luoxiao：“qishiwoyijinglaodabuxiaole。”
“neinilaoerhaixiaoni。”luofukesouleyisheng：“nizaijialibuyaozoudong，weifuqumaidianliangmihuilai。”
shuoba，luofubianshicongcongdechulemen。
zheihuatingzheshibushiyoudianbuduijing，luoxiaobuyoudexiangdaolezhuziqingde《beiying》。
wodiezheishixiangdangwodiea。
不对……
他就是我爹。
sihudequemeishuocuoshenme……
不！
他说错了一句话。
zijilaoermingmingyebuxiaole！
ai，zheijiaoshenmeshiera！
shangbeizizijidangleershiduoniandezishenguer，xianzaihuranjiuyoudiele，zhei……haitingrangrenbushiyingde。
luoxiaojiangshuoguojincundeshiliangyindingchuaihuaili，suihoukaishifenxidangxiadejushi，gouxiangxiayibudeduice。
rujinzijishenchudeguojiajiaoningguo。
cishidenianhaoshikunningsannian。
ningguodeqingkuanghenfuza，huangshixinglong，nvdilinchao。
zheigeshijiemeiyoutangchao，neimezheiweinvdisuanshiyoushiyilaidediyiweinvdile。
sannianqian，ningguoxiangbeiyanxuanzhan，yandiyuyantaihouqinlinzhanchang，yujiaqinzheng，yanguoshiqidazhen，jiangningguodadejiejiebaitui。
dangshideningdidahai，yuanyinachujinyinbubo，niannianshanggongsuisuichengchen，qingqiuxiuzhan。
bingqieningdijiangzuizequanbutuijilezhenbeijunzhujiangxuechongshenshang，jiangzijibaozhuangchengleyigeshouhaizhe。
yanguobianyaoqiuningdishadiaozhenbeijunzhujiangxuechong，fangcaitongyiyihe。
ningdixichuwangwai，jizhaoxuechonghuijingshuzhi。
ningdidezheizhongzuofabeiningdideqinmeimei，yejiushidangshidezhanggongzhugandaobuchi，yushifenerfadongzhengbian，chengweilediyirennvdi。
suihounvdiyeshiyujiaqinzheng，ganfubianguan，zhongzhengdajun，yuyanguodalegeyoulaiyouhui，suihoushuangfanghuangditongyishijianxiadatingzhanzhaoshu，ningguowuyourenhesunshi。
suiranluoxiaoshifenxinshangzheiweinvdi，danshiyezhengshiyinweicishiduanzuohuangweideshishiwuqianlidenvdiyouweizuzhi，jibianshiduiwaizhanzhengdachuleweiwang，ningguodejushiqueyijiudongdang。
nvzilinchao，qiansuoweiyou，zheiyejiudaozhilegedidefengwangchunchunyudong，xiangyaoquerdaizhi，chuanwennvdiyeshishucizaoyucisha，haozaijieshiyoujingwuxian。
pingjingdezhengjuzhixia，anliuyongdong。
zhibudingshenmeshihougedifengwangjiuhuifadongneizhan，jiangnvdiconghuangweishanglaxialai。
luoxiaocaigangchuanyueguolai，haimeiyouyuandadelixiangheweiguoweimindebaofu，tazhixiangananwenwendeguowanxiabanbeizi。
yizhaomuqiandexingshilaikan，zuihaoshizheiliangniannengzanduoshaoqianjiuzanduoshaoqian，ranhouzhunbeichongzudewuzizhaogedifangduoqilai。
dengdaonvdihegedidefanwangdawanle，jushiwendingdeshihouzaichulaidangfujiaweng，huozhebazijilaodiepeiyangpeiyangqudangguandouxing。
suirandoushuowangzichenglong，kexizijikaokejushimeishazhiwangle。
buguowangfuchenglonghaishikeyide。
jiranfuqinnengkaoshangjuren，neimezaikaogejinshiwentiyinggaiyebudaba？
yaoshizijilaodieyouchaoyirinengdangshangzaixiang，neitabujiushiningguodiyiyaneile？
……
“era，kuailaibangzhebazheixieliangmibanjinqu，leisiweifule。”
jiuzailuoxiaoweiyeliangzhunbeihongweilantudeshihou，bianshitingdaolezijifuqindeshengyin。
luoxiaocongwaimianzouchulaideshihoubianshikandaozijifuqinfeilidetuozheyidadaimiheyidadaidemian，fuqindejianbangshanghaiyouyigedabao。
luoxiaolianmangbangzhefuqinbamimianjibandaoxiaoyuanpangcedechufang。
“duokuilelushangyudaolejizhaoyuanwaijiaganchedezhangshan，tabangzheweifujiangmimianjisongdaolemenkou。”
yibianshuo，luofuyibianjiangjianshangdedabaoquxialaifangzaitangwudemuzhuoshang，bashenshangdewaipaotuodiao，jiaojiluoxiaorangzhibangzheguaqilai。
luoxiaonadaowaipaohoudediyijianshijiushizuomomoyoumomo，momozijilaodiebashengxiadeqianfangnalile。
keshiluoxiaoyuemoyueshixinliang。
因为他啥也没摸到。
“die……qianni，neiyibailiangni？”
“花完了……”
“？？？”