“bushiwo，nixiangxinwo。”jiantongjueqiangdidingzhechelideren，dayupiaopodixia，chechuangbeiyudashi，hualedechechuang，yinyinyueyuekeyikanjianchezilineizhanglengjundelian。jiantongzhandouzheshenzi，zhanzaichewai，gezhechechuang，dashengdehan：“shenxiujin！nizhishaotingyiting！”
chementurandakai，jiantonglaibujigaoxing，yigudali，jiangtahenhenzhuaijinlechezili，tazaizaitadeshenshang，ganshuangdebaichenshan，shunjianshiledapian。
“shenxiujin，neixieshanghaiweimingdexiaohunhun，bushiwoanpaide……”jiantonggangshuo，yizhixiuzhangyoulideshouzhihaobulianxideniezhutadexiaba，toudingshangchuanlaitateyoudecixingdesangyin：“ni，jiuzheimexihuanwoma？”
qinglengdesangyin，daizheyidiandianqingdandeyancaowei——tadeweidao。
“shenme？”jiantongyouxiemengle，taxihuanta，quanshijiedouzhidao，taxianzaiweishenmehuituranzheimewen？
nanrenniezhejiantongdexiaba，lingyizhishoubei，xiuzhangyouli，chaozhetashenguoqu，zhifuwenroudeluodaotabeiyudadeshilengdelianjia，jiantongbeineishuangwenrourushuideyanjingnibile，mishile，tasihuyijingtingdaoxiayiju，zheigenanrenwenta“lengbuleng”。
nanrenturanhunshensanfazhebinglengdeqixi，lenglengdishuodao：“jiantong，nijiuzheimexihuanwoma？xihuandaobuxihaisiweiming？”
yiguliangyi，congxindiyongchu，piankemanyandaosizhibaihai。jiantongshunjianqingxing，bujinweiweikuxiao……tajiushuo，zheigenanrendewenrouzenmehuijita。yuanlaineigenbenbushishenmewenrou，buguoshisadandeweixiaoeryi。
“womeiyoucunxinhaisiweiming……”taxiangweizijijieshi。
“dui，nimeiyoucunxinhaisiweiming，nijiushihuaqianmaitonglejigehunhun，rangtamen**weiming。”nanrenyanlijianjianyongxianbaozao，meijijiantongjieshidejihui，dashou“cila”yisheng，sisuilejiantongshenshangdeyifu。
“啊～！”
bansuizhejianjiao，jiantongbeihaobuliuqingdetuichulechewai，langbeideshuaidaozaiyushuizhong，erpannanrenqinglengdeshengyin，zaiyushuishengzhongtebiedexiansheng：
“jiantong，jianda**，nizenmeduiweiming，wojiuzenmeduini。yibubitideganjuekehao？”
唰！
jiantongmengrantaitou，buganzhixindikanxiangchemennei，neinanrenzuozaichezili，jugaolinxiakanletayiyan，nachupazi，mantiaosilidecazheshouzhi：“jianda**，woxianzaihenlei，niqinghui。”
“shenxiujin！nitingwoshuo！wozhende……”
“yaowotingjianda**shuohua，yebushibukeyi。”nanrendanmotaiqiyanpi，saolejiantongyiyan：“jianda**yaoshiyuanyiguizaiwoshenjiazhuangyuanqianyigewanshang，huoxuwoxinqinghaole，yuanyijijianda**shifenzhongdeshijian。”
chemenhuoranguanshang，yitiaopazicongchelidiulechulai，piaopiaoranluozaijiantongmianqian，beiyushuizhanshi。
jiantongditou，jianqiyushuizhongdepazi，sisideniezaizhangxin。
che，shijinleshenjiazhuangyuan，ershenjiazhuangyuandetieyidamen，zaitademianqian，haobuliuqingdeguanshang。
yushuizhong，jiantongmiansecangbai，tazhanlehaoyihuier，huorantaitou，zoudaoshenjiazhuangyuandedamenwai，jinjinminzhechunban“pa”yisheng，xigaijiuzazaidishang。
她跪！
不是因为赎罪！
zhiyinweixiaweimingshitajiantongdepengyou！pengyouqushi，tagaiguibai。bushiyinweisuoyourenrenweideshitahaisilexiaweiming！
她跪！
yeguiqiuzheigenanrenkenjitashifenzhong，tingtashuo！
shenshangdeyifubeisihuai，polanbukan，mianqiangkeyizhezhuzhongdianbuwei。tashuangshouwuzheshenti，yaoshenquetingdezhizhide，tajiaoao，tajishiguizheyeaogubuqu！tadezizuntadezunyantashishanghaitandejiantong！
tajueqiangdiguixia，zhiweiyigejieshiqingchudejihui。tameizuoguo，meizuoguodeshiqingtaburen！
ke，zhendehuiyouzheigejihuima？
zhende，nenggoujieshiqingchuma？
zhende，yourenxiangxintadehuama？
yu，yuexiayueda，zishizhizhong，meiyoutingguo。
……
一夜过去
qingpendayuzhong，jiantongyijiuguizaishenjiazhuangyuanwai。
yushuilinshiletadeyiqun，tazaiyuzhongyijingguileyizhengye。
qingchenzhongyulailin，sijiyiyedezhuangyuanzhongyuyoulerenqi。yinfajueshuodelaoguanjiachengzheyibalaoshiheisan，congzhuangyuandeyuanzizouguolai。
fengchenyiyedetiemen“zhigazhiga”xiangzheliangpangdakaiyitiaohuokou，jiantongzhongyuyouledongjing，taiqidalazhedenaodai，chongzhanzaitiemenzhongjiandelaoguanjialuchuyimocangbaidexiao。
“jian**，shenxianshengrangnilikaizheili。”laoguanjiatoufashudeyisibugou，jishixiayutianyebujianyisiluanfa，yanjindejiuxiangshishenjiazhuangyuandeyicaoyimu，douyouzhuanrenxiujian。laoguanjiajijiantongdiuxiayijianyifu。
jiantongshenchupaoleyiyeyushuideshou，duoduosuosuodechuanshang。zhanglezhangcangbaimeiyouxuesedechunban，shengyinshayayoujianding：“woyaojianta。”
laoguanjiayanpiyemeiyoutaiyixia，yizibuluodechuandilezhuangyuanzhurendeyuanhua：“shenxianshengshuo，jian**decunzai，wuranlezhuangyuandehuanjing，rangjian**nibuyaoailetadeyan。”
congchushidaoxianzai，jiantongmeiyoubiaoxianchuyisidenuoruo，ciketazhuangchulaidejianqiang，zainanyibaochi，jianbangzhandong，xieluletashoushangdexin。
jiantongbishangleyanjing，manliandeyushui，rangrenfenbuqingyanjiaodeshirunshiyushuihaishileishui。laoguanjiamianwubiaoqingdekanzheta。jiantongzaicizhengkaiyan，yangqitouduilaoguanjiashuodao：“xiaguanjia，buguanninxinlizenmexiang，womeiyoumaitongneijigexiaohunhunhuidiaoxiaweimingdeqingbai。wulunruhe，nindehenyi，wowufahaowuyuanyandechengshou。”
jiantongsuiranpibeiqueyiziyijushuodeqingqingchuchu，yaoziqingxi……zheishiyigesuiranyuanyizanshiditou，quemanshenaogudenvren。
laoguanjiazhongyuyoule“moshi”yiwaidefanying，yiduihuimeiningleqilai，kanxiangjiantongdemuguangzhongmanmandeyane，“weimingshiwodenver，tacongxiaodaodadouhenguaiqiaodongshi，tacongmeiyoutazuguojiubayechangzheiyangangzanghunluandechangsuo，ertaquezaineiyangsanjiaojiuliuhunhunchumeidedifang，beiyiqunhunhunwuruzhisi。
jian**，womenchaguotadetongxun，shifazhiqian，tajinidaguoyitongdianhua，jinifaleyitiaoduanxinxi，duanxinxideneirongshi：woyijingdaole‘yese’，xiaotongnirenni。”
laoguanjiadingzhejiantongdemuguang，hentouleta：“jian**，nihaisidebushimaomaogougou，shihuoshengshengderen！rendouyijingsile，nihaizaijiaobian！sheidouzhidaojian**chichanshenxiansheng，ershenxianshengxinzhongzhiyouwodenverweiming，duiniwanbanchichanyanezhiji，nifenmingshijiduweiming，youduishenxianshengqiuerbude，caixiangyaohuileweimingdeqingbai。jian**deedu，rangrenbugangongwei！”
jiantongwuyanyidui，xiaweimingshixiaguanjiadenver，shishenxiujindezhiai，ertajiantong，shidanlianshenxiujindenvpei。xianzaihaole，xiaweimingsile，tajiantongbujinshinvpei，haishiedunvpei。
“jian**qingnilikai。”laoguanjiashuodao，“duile，shenxianshengrangwozhuandajian**yijuhua。”
jiantonghuorankanxianglaoguanjia。
“shenxianshengshuo，sideneigerenzenmebushini？”
jiantongguizaidishangdeshenti，zhichengbuzhudeyaohuangqilai，xinkouchuanlaiyizhenjuliedetengtong。
laoguanjiazhuanguoshen，ganbieqizhezidezuijiao，lenglenggouchuyigekebandehudu，rangneizhanggubandeliankongkanqilailengmoyoucanren。
weimingbeijiantonghaisile，tabutongkuai，tahenjiantongdeedu。
jiantongchengzhelengdaoguzilideshenti，yaoyaohuanghuangdezhanqilai，gangzhanqilai，tuijiaofamadeyi**shuaizuozailengyingdeboyoudishang，zichaodeyixiao……sideneigerenzenmebushini？
queshixiangneigenanrenhuishuodehua。jiantongluchuyigebikuhaiyaonankandexiao：“weimingaweiming，nizheiyisi，wochengleqianfusuozhi。”
shenjiazhuangyuanerlou，nanrenshenquxiuzhang，kuanjianzhaitun，heiseshuipaosuiyidezhaozaishenshang，chizhejiao，xinggangaodadeshenqujinglizailuodichuangqian。lengmodezhushizhezhuangyuanwai，yuzhongneidaobeiying。
“shenxiansheng，ninjiaodaidehua，yijingyizibuluodechuandajijian**le。”laoguanjiaquganzoulejiantong，qiaoranzhanzailezhuwodemenkou。
shenxiujinyaohuangzheshouzhongdehongjiubei，tingdaolaoguanjiadehua，caidanmodeshouhuiluozaijiantongshenshangdeshixian，yishuangbochunlengmodexiadayichuanmingling：“tongzhijianjiaren，xiangyaojiantongjiumeiyoujianjia，xiangyaojianjia，congciyihoujianjiameiyoujiantongzheigeren。”
“是。”
“dier，tongzhiｓda，ｓdameiyoujiantongdedangan。tongzhigaoyi，jiantongyinzaixiaoshiqi**dajia，beikaichu。tadezuigaoxueli，chuzhong。”
“是。”
“zuihouyidian，”shenxiujinboliangdeshuodao：“songtajinjianyu。”
laoguanjiatinglemengrantaitou，yizheneran：“shenxiansheng？”
“sharenchangming，shoumaitaren，xuyimouhairenming。rangtajinjianyu，chisannianlaofan。zenme？xiaguanjiarenweiwozuodebudui？”sannianzheigeshixianshishenxiujinjijiantongdingxiade，xianyouzhengjubingbuzu，danshenxiujinfennudirending。
“bu，shenxianshengzuodehendui。……xiexieshenxiansheng，wuwuwu，”laoguanjialaoleizongheng，jingrankuleqilai：“yaobushixiansheng，jiantongduiweimingfanxiadeguocuo，genbenjiudebudaochengfa。jiantongshenweijianjiaren，wogenbenjiunajiantongmeibanfa。xiexiexiansheng，xiexiexiansheng。wuwuwu～”
shenxiujinzhuanguoshen，zhanzailuodichuangqian，kanzhelouxiaboyoulushangneidaobeiyingxiaoshizaizhuanjiao，yandiyipianyinmai，xiuzhangzhiguniejinjiubei，yangtou，xinghongdejiuyeyidibuluo，tunshifuzhong。
“xiaguanjia，wochushoujiaoxunjiantong，bushiyinweiweimingshinidenver，ershiweimingshiwokanzhongdenvren。”shenxiujinhuanhuanshuodao。
……
jiantongtuozheyishenpibei，huidaolejianjia。
zaiyemeinengkuajinjianjiadedamen，weijianjiafuwuleyibeizidelaoguanjiadailaileshenxiujindeyuanhua，jiantongjiubeiweiwande“qing”chulejianjia。congshizhizhongtashenzhimeiyoujiandaoshengfushengmudeyingzi。
jiuzheimeweijushenxiujinma？jiantongchelechezuijiao……shouhuileshixian，neidaotieyidamen，huaqingletahejianjiadeguanxi，huaqingleguowangshuyutadeyiqie。
jiantongshuobuchucikeshishenmeganjue，yizhuanshen，jiuyouliangmingchuanjingfudenanrenlanzhuleta：“jian**，jianyunihuaqianmaitongjiaosuotarenhuihuaixiaweiming**qingbai，daozhixiaweiming**yiwaisiwang，xianzaiqingnigenwomenzou。”
zaibeisongjinjianyuqian，jiantongjiandaoleshenxiujin，neigenanren，weianshenzijiuzhanzaichuanghubian。
jiantongyaozhetoujiandingdishuodao：“womeiyouhaiguoweiming。”
shenxiujinshuozhangdeshenqubujinbumandizoudaojiantongshenqian。jiantonggaosuzijibuyaopa，tashiwugude，tameifanzui。
jingzhidexiaolianwusuoweijudeyangqi，lichibaochizhending，danzhandoudejianbanghaishichumailetadejinzhang……zheiyiqiedoubeiyishuangxilideyanjingbuzhuodao。
shenxiujinyandihuaguoyisichayi……shidaorujinhaiyaonuliweichitadezunyanma？
yeshi，tashijiantongma，zheigenvrenxianglaizhangyangsiyiyishenaoqi，liangaobaibeitajujuedoubusunsihao。
shenxiujinxunleibujiyaner，zhuozhutajingqiaodexiaba。
“wu～teng！”niezhuxiabadeneizhishou，xiangshitieqian，jiazhuzaijiantongxiabashangdelidao，sihushiyaoniesuitadexiaba，jiantongtongdeyanleiyichu。
duifangqueyidiandoubulianxi，yuelaiyueyonglideqiazhutadexiaba：“sheinenggouxiangdaozheizhangpiaoliangdeliankongxiazangzhedeeduxinchang？”
“wozhendemeiyouhaiguoweiming！”jiantongyaozhezuichun，tengdeliansefabai：“nibukeyijiuzheimebawosongjinjianyu，meiyouzhengju。”
“bu，wokeyi。”shenxiujinlengxiaozhe，yiziyijucanrendeshuodao