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”“guhuaichuanweihunqihaoxiangjiushiwenxuexinpiandedaoyan。

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shoujihuamianshangqingxixianshizheliangrendeshenying。“achuan,dengshen**conggangchenghuilai,womenjiujieshuba。

”guhuaichuanwenroudikanzheta。“xiaoxue,nibuaiwolema?”“zenmehui?

”wenxuejidezuoqishen:“wozhishibuxiangrangnikaizheigekou,woxiangjizijibaoliuyidiantimian。

”tayueshuoyuejusang:“wozhidaozijibibushangshen**,shenmedoubibushang。”guhuaichuanbataloujinhuaili。

“bieshuoshahua。”“nizaiwoxinliyuanshengshenzhiyaoqianbaibei。”12womianwubiaoqingdiguanleshouji。

gumingshancouguolai,kaozaiwohuaili:“zenmele?bugaoxing?”“woshuozhende,nijiajiwo,