第一章
woconganwutianridejianyuchulaihou，yiyanjiukandaogaolengwubidelujinan。
taqianzhehaizimianwubiaoqingdikanzhewo，yuqihaowubolan：
“songyuanzhi，zhiyaonixiangayaorencuo，nihaishilujiataitai。”
erwoshiyuehuaitaishelebantiaomingcaishengxialaideerziyemianlubuyuedizhizhewo：
“niganjinjisuyaoayirencuo，fouzekebieguaiwoburennizheigema，worangbabazaisongnijinyicijianyu。”
wokanzhemianqiancengjingyanqiande**zhangfuheerzi，turanxiaochulesheng：
“womenlihunba！haiziguini，wohuiqianyifenduanjuemuziguanxixieyi，chengquannimenzheiduigounannv。”
这一次我谁也不要。
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zhanzaijianyumenkou，minghuanghuangdetaiyangcidewoyanjingshengteng。
shenshangchenjiudeshangbakaishifatang，shoushangdedongchuangyekaishifayang。
yangdewozhibuzhudixiangnao。
zhishiwomeiyouxiangdaozaiwozuilangbeideshihou，lujinanhuilaijiewo。
还带着我们的儿子。
zixiyikan，tamenshenhouhaigenzhezhuangrongjingzhidesuyao。
yuanyuanwangqu，tamencaishiyijiaren。
而我显得有些多余。
“宋沅芷。”
lujinangaodadeshenqudangzaiwodemianqian，yifujugaolinxiadeyangzichuimoukanzhewo。
“yaobushiayaodadu，rangwolaijieni，zheihuiqidifangwocaibuhuilai，jiurangniguanzaijianyuyibeizihaohaofansizijideexing。”
ruoshicongqian，wotingjiantashuozheihua。
kendingxinrudaoge，nanguoxujiu。
keshizheiyici，woxinruzhishuizhishidandandixiaolexiao。
“麻烦了。”
lujinantingdaowodehuazhenglengleyixia，tagangxiangzhangzuishuoxieshenme，
zhanzaiyipangdesuyaokaishijuliekesouqilai。
lujinanpoweidanxindikanzheta，lianmangjiangshenshangdedayipizaitadeshenshang，yanyusuiranyouxiezeguai，danchuchutouluzheguanxin。
“nideshentihaimeiyouhao，buyinggailuanpaode，zheibianhuangliangbijiaoleng，nizenmeyebuzhidaoduochuandian。”
qinshengerziluhaoyujiangzijidexiaoshoucuore，jinjinwozhusuyaodeshouxiaoxinyiyidihazheqi。
“suyaoayi，wojininuannuan。”
tamenfuziliangsheidoumeiyouzhuyidaowo，chuanzhedanbodeyishan，dongdefadou。
napatamenzhuyile，yezhihuijuedewoshiweileboqutamentongqingdeshouduan。
suyaokanzheyidayixiaoruciguanxinta，xiaolexiao。
“我没事的。”
“yuanzhi，nishibushihaizaiguaiwobuxiaoxinshuaisixiaobaideshiqing？”
jianwochenmo，tazuoshiliuleliangdiyanlei，weiqudishuodao：
“wozhidaoniduixiaobaiganqingshenhou，keshichushengzhongguishichusheng，taneitianyaoshangwo，shenzhihaichadianshanghaixiaohao，mingmingshitiaofenggou，wocaitinichuzhileta。”
“kuangqie......neitianniyinweicishihaibawotuijinleyongchizhong，daozhiwozheiyinianduoyilaiyizhitiruoduobing。”
kanzhetajiaxingxingdemoyang，wozhijuedekexiaozhiji。
“shouxiannishizijidiaojinyongchihewowuguan，shibushifenggouyebushinishuoshijiushi，shouqinineieyudeyanlei。buguoyijingyinianguoqu，tangtanglushizongcai，zheimeyouqian，jingranhaimeiyouzhihaonidebing？su**kebieshimeibingzhuangbinga，shuohuangderenyaotunyiqiangenzhenyou。”
zhuangbingyizhaotayelvshibushuang。
lujinantaitoukanlewoyiyan，yanshenmanshiyane，shengyinlenglie：
“songyuanzhi，niweileyitiaochusheng，haideayaoluoxialeyibeizidebinggen，busihuiguo，haizaizheikouchueyan，kanlaiyinianhaishiguandetaiduanle。！”
“ganjinjiayaorencuo，fouzezheilujiataitaikejiubushinile。”
我苦笑一下。
dangniansuyaofeishuoshiwojiangtatuixiayongchi，chadiansangming，youyuzhengjubuzu，wufaliandiaocha，sujiaheibaitongchi，bianyangyanyaonongsiwo，lujinanweibaowoxingming，yiwozaigongsizuojiazhangweiyou，qinshoujiangwosongjinlejianyu。
neishitadoumeiyoushuoyaohewolihun。
kewobuzaizheiyinianli，taquehesuyaodeganqingshiyuelaiyueshenle。
“benlaijiushimamadecuo。”
“mamazhenhuai，jiuyinggaidaizailaoliyibeizi。”
luhaoyubuzhiheshizhanzaiwomianqian。
yinianbujian，tagezizhanggaolebushao，yerouhuledian。
zhishikanwodeyangzihetabayiyang，chulelengdanyouduolejifenxianqi。
“mama，niyinggaihesuyaoayidaoqiande，dangniannikeshichadianhaisita。”
tazheiyishengmamajiaodewoyouxiehuanghu。
zicongsuyaohuiguohou，tajiuburangwoquxuexiaojieta，yebuzaihanwomama。
errujinzheiyishengjiuweidemamajiushiweilerangwoditoujisuyaorencuo。
他梗着脖子瞪着我。
woyouxiangqineitian，luhaoyuyeshixiangjintianyiyangdangzaisuyaoqianmian。
ranhouxiangsuoyourenkusuwodexiaobaiyaoshanghaita。
ersuyaoshuaisitagenbenmeiyourenhecuo。
keshitaquebushuoxiaobaizhishihuzhubuyuanyirangsuyaoshanghaiwocaizheiyangzuode。
他是不会说的。
yinweizaitayanzhongxiaobaizhishichushengbale，bupeidangtadejiaren。
erwoshitayizhibuxihuandemama。
jirandebudaotamendeai，wohebizaiweiquziji。
wokanzheyanqianmianrongxiangsideyidayixiao，turanxiaole。
“congjinwanghou，nimenzaiyebubiweiquzijile。”
luhaoyu，zuanzhexiaoquantou，yiliantisuyaofenfenbuping。
duiwoshuodehuajuedemomingqimiao。
erlujinan，mianlubuan。