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dierrixinglaishichuangbianyoujiduobeidaluodehaitang,huabansuicanpo,yijiusanfachuzhenzhenyouxiang。

东风无力百花残。

wochenmodijianghuayefukai。

相见时难,别亦难。

zhongjiuhaishigemeng,ayanta,dagaizaiyebuhuixiangjianwole。

woheqingershuoleguanyuzijiyaozoudejihua,qingerchuhuyiliaomeiyouzulanwo,zhiqiuwodaishangta。

“guniangcongrugonghoubianzaimeicongqianneiyangkaixin,wangrihaodaiyoubixiapeizhe,xianzailianbixiaye…”

wofuqiqinger,keyiwushixindisuanse。

往日。

kewangrizhisuoyichengweiwangri,buguoshiyinweijinshizaiwukeneng。

nianqingdediwanglenglengshenshouyitui,feixuandeyinianjiucongbankonghenhenshuailuo,diaorurenjian。

wojiaotanaqidiwangdequanzhang,jiaotashiyongdiwangdewuqingyudonghe,jiaotayangchengwushangdeweiyanyuzunrong。

rujin,woyaojiaotazuihouyijianshi。

舍弃。

diwangconglaigudu,gaoweizhixia,yinancaiyi,xuejibanban。tamenzonghengbaihe,pinitianxia,xiangjinshijianfanhua,yechangjinshijiangudu。

tamendedaohenduo,yesheqihenduo。

suoyiayana,zheiyici。

就舍弃掉我吧。

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qingeryucifangmianpoweijingtong,womenhenkuaishanglianghaozaihouridegongyanzhongtaochuqu。

jieshiwoheqingerhuibanchenggongnv,ranhoufanghuoshaodiaotaihoupiandian,chenzhehunluanhunchugong。wocengzaichengbeijiaowaigouzhiguoyigezhaizi,neilishigerenyanxishaodexiaocunzhuang,limiandecaichanzugouwoheqingershenghuoyibeizi。

hourilaidehenkuai。qingerhewozaozaohuanshanggongnvfuzhi,jingjingdengdaihuoshaoqilaihoudehunluan。

gonglihenkuaichongchizhegezhonggeyangdejiaohan,woheqingerhunzaitaopaoderenqundangzhong,chaozhegongwaimengben。

huanghuzhongtingjianyourenzaihan“bixia”,woyaoyaokanjianmuyanzhijihushidiediezhuangzhuangpaoxiangwodegongdian。mantiandehuoguangyingrutadeyandi,huijuchengzuinongdeyanse。

wocongmeizaitadelianshangjianguoneiyangdekonghuang,fangfozheishijianduitazuizhongyaoderenjiuyaoxiaoshileyiyang。

cuoshenerguodeyishunjian,muyanzhisiyousuogandezhuanguotou,quezhikanjianxiongyongderenqun。

我心底五味陈杂。

yuanlaitahaishihuiweiwodanxinde。

zhishimuyanzhi,niyijingmeifajiandaowole。

chaozhemuyanzhiqizhangdebeiying,wowushengdimonianleyiju,“zaijianle,muyanzhi。”

再见了,我心所爱。

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woheqingerzaichengjiaodingjulexialai。

qingerxiugongjihao,xiuchulaidexiupinwangwanggangbaihaojiuhuibeiyiqiangerkong。wozaihouyuankaipileyikuainongtian,zhongxierichangdecaishu,rizidaoyeguodexiaqu。

jiuzheiyangguoleliangnian,youshiyigeshangyuandengjie。

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muyanzhizuodaole,henhaodiliyonglezhurongzheibajian,xiangwocongqianjiaotadeyiyang,zhenzhengrangzheishijianhaiyanheqing,anjuleye。

dajiadeyinianhuishengguoyinian,kuzhihuifaya,hanbinghuixiaorong,woxindineidianweimodeyihan,dayueyehuizaimouyitiansuifengxiaosan。

zheishizuihaodejiejule,meishenmekebaoyuande。

“peng”,ermobeizhenlezhen。

shengfangdeyanhuozaizheiyishunjianhuapoyekong,honghonglielie,kuangrewubidizhanfang。

minzhongkaishihuanhufeiteng,rentouzandong。

qingerzaibeihoujiaowo,“xiaojiekuaikankuaikan,haohaokanya!”

wozhuanguoshen,xiaozhekanxiangqingernianqingreliedelianpang,neizhanglianshangyangyizheduomudeguangcai,haiyouduiweilaidexiwang。

kanba,meiyoushenmebuhaode,zheiyangderizi。

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