第一章采访
zouchudamenhou，wushudeshanguangdengduizhewo。
woshensehuanghu，yanjingkuaibeishanxiale。
yigegemaikefengduidaowodelianshang，zhongduodemeitijizheweiraozhewo，paochuyigeyouyigedewenti。
“langsiyu，qingwennichazuyingdiqizehedanghongxiaohuasongxichundeshiqingshizhendema？”
“langsiyu，ninshizenmexiangde？duiciyoushenmexiangshuodema？”
“niyigeyulequandexinren，gangruquanjiuduiyingdibaoyoumude，bujuedehenbuyaolianma？”
“......”
jizhemendehuayufadenantingqilai，fangfowojiushiyigechetoucheweidexiaosanyiban。
可事实并非如此。
woshichuanyuelaide，yuanzhushiyingdiqizedehefaqizi。
woderenwushitilianainaodeyuanzhuchengzhizhananyingdihebailianhuaxiaosande。
yuanzhuheyingdiqizeshifaqi，tamenqingmeizhuma，congxiaoyiqizhangda，daxueshiqisuiranbushitongyizhuanye，danweilebici，tamenkaorudaotongyigexuexiao。
qizecengjinghetashuoguo，tashitayibeizidouhuipengzaishouxinlichongaideren。
raner，zaiqizehuodeyingdihou，yiqiegongchengmingjiuhou，tadeshenbianquechuxianlelingyigenvren，neijiushitacenghuojiangneibuzuopindedadangnvzhu，songxichun。
yikaishi，qizeheyuanzhujieshitamenzhishiweilezuopindexuanchuan，keshi，tamenjiaxizhenzuo，rijiushengqing，chengweilewushuwangyoumenxinmuzhongdebaiyueguangcp。
lianainaodeyuanzhuzeshichuchuweileqizekaolv，yinhundaodi，danweilezhuiqiuqizedejiaobu，yiranjuerandexuanzelejinjunyulequan，zhiweijianglaiyouyitiannenggouheqizepingqipingzuo，wanhuiqizedexin。
danshishibururenyi，yuanzhutaruyulequanzhihouchuchubeisongxichunzhendui，yizhangpiaoliangdeliandanhejingzhandeyanjiwuchushizhan，zaisongxichundeshuijundailingxia，chengweilerenrenheidexiaohuka。
eryuanzhu，zeshizaisangeyuehoudeshikonglizishalishi。
cishicike，xinwenmeitideweidubuguoshiyinweiwangshangdebaoliao，chengwoyouyijiejinyingdiqize，pohuaitamendefuqiganqing。
wozhendeyaoxiaosile，yaobushiwochuanyuelaide，sheizhidao，yiqiedoushisongxichundeanxiangcaozuoni？
“langsiyu，nibujuedeyinggaigenwangyoumenhaohaojieshiyixiama？”
“nidaodiyoumeiyoudaodedixian，tamencaishitianshengyidui，niweiheyaotiaobotamendeganqingguanxi？”
mianduimeitidezhiwen，woshenseningzhongxialai，chedideheyuanzhudeshentironghezaiyiqi。
womuguangyinsen，lenglengdekanzhezaichangdemeiyiweijizhe，suijitiaoxuanyigemaikefeng，naqilai，kaikoujieshidao，“zheijianshibingfei......”
“dajiabuyaowuhuilelangsiyu，takendingshitaiyangmuqizele，shiwuyishizuode，dajiabiejiuzhebufangle，haoma？”
jiuzaiwoxianghaoyaochengqingdeshihou，yigeqingtoudeshengyincongshenhouchuanguolai，yishijian，jizaihoumiandejizhefengyongershang，guoqucaifang。
womeitouyizhou，huitoukanqu，shichuanzhehualidesongxichun，tazhengzheqingchundedayanjing，lvedaitongqingdekanxianglewo。
“songxichun，qingwennizhendejuedelangsiyubushiyouyideme？”
“douzheigeshihoule，ninhaizaiweilangsiyubianjie，bukuishisongxichun，daduyoushanliang。”
“songxichun，ruguocishilingyouyinqingdehua，nidakezhishuo，woxiangxin，wangyoumendouhuitinimentaohuigongdaode。”
“......”
songxichunchunjiaoyigou，luchuluoluodafangdexiaoronglai，tahunshendousanfazheguangyiban，zhanzaishanguangdengxia，shuangyanqingcheerwugu，taguzuobuzaiyidekanlewoyiyan，jidazhongyingzaochuleyizhongdadutitiedewenroubailianhuaxingxiang。
“langsiyuheqizesihuidezhaopianyidingshiyichangwuhuide，shuobudinglangsiyuzhishizhaoqizetantaoyixiayanjini？wuyijianbeiwuliangmeitipaidaoyonglaizuowenzhangleni？”songxichunshuohuashi，youyiwuyidekanlekanwo，“dajiabuyaozaiweinanlangsiyule，woheqizedeganqinghenhaode。”
huashuodaozheili，songxichunnanyangengyandeshengyin，yanjinglizhujianshirunqilai，yifuwojianyouliandemoyang，xiangshizaiyinrenzheshenme。
bukuishinengheyingdiduishouxidenvrenna！
zheiyanji，yaobushiwoshichuanyuelaide，zhidaohoumianhuifashengshenme，wodouyaobeiyanjijizhefule。
yuanzhudangshiyeyudaolezheiyangdechangjing，suihou，songxichundezheiduancaifangbeifadaolewangshang，wushudewangyoudouxintengsongxichun，shuoshiyuanzhubide，songxichunneimehaoderenbeiyuanzhujiqifule。
yushi，yuanzhubeiwangyoumenmacanle，gezhongwangbao，yaoduonantingjiuduonanting。
zineizhihou，yuanzhujiubiandegewaiyiyu。
guobuqiran，tademoyangdoubeimeitimenkanzaiyanli，tamenfenfenjiangmaotouzhixiangwo。
“langsiyu，nihaiyaolianma？yingdihesongxichundeganqingneimehao，niweishenmeyaochanhejinlai，shanghaisongxichun？”
“nidaodiandeshenmexin？nizuocuoleshi，zuihouhaiyaosongxichunjiejiejinidayuanchang！”
“......”
buzhizhenxiangdemeitimen，quandoufenhenbupingdekanzhewo。
woqingxiaochusheng，“meicuo，wojiushichanhetamendeganqing，zenmelema？”
cihuayichu，zaichangzhirenquanshiyizheng。
youqishisongxichunneizhangkuaiyaokuledeweiquyang，shunjianjiangyingzaiyuandi，bukesiyidekanzhewo，takendingxiangbudaowohuizheiyangshuode，wuyishidengzhebeiwangbao。
buguo，tahenkuaibianshouqileqingxu，bijingwodafangdechengrenduitalaishuofanershiyijianhaoshi。
tayaodebujiushizheigejieguoma？
“langsiyu，nizheimezuo，liangxinzhendebuhuitongma？”
“nidaodishishenmemude？”
“langsiyu，woquannizuihaoyaodianlian，xiangchazubierenganqing，haizheimeguangmingzhengda，zhenshibuxianghuole！”
“......”
“sheichazusheihaibuyidingni？”wopieleyiyansongxichun，haobuweijudefengcidao。
songxichundeshenseyijiang，tashunjianhongleyankuang，weiqudezoudaowodemianqian，“langsiyu，nizenmenengzheimeshuoni......”
“nikendingshibeizhuiwendetaijilecaizheimeshuodeduibudui？nikendingyounanyanzhiyinde。”wolengxiaozhe，xuezhesongxichundekouwen，“nishibushihaiyaotiwobianjie？”
wobaozhegebo，yanshenbingleng，zhishizheta。
songxichunzhengzhule，yanshenchayidekanzhewo，xiangbudaowohuiyupantajiexialaidemeiyijuhua。
tajiushizheiyangzaidazhongdemianqianbanyanyigehaorendejiaose，congerboqutongqing，liyongwangyoumenlaigongjiwo。
zheici，wocaibuyaojitazheiyangdejihui。
“langsiyu，niwuhuiwole......”songxichunhaiyaojieshi。
“woshizhenxindeyaobangnishuohuade，kenizenmenengzheimexiangwoni？”wochixiaoyisheng，jixuyouyangxueyangdeshunzhetadehuashuodao，“songxichun，nibiezhuangshenmebailianhuale，zheiyangyouyisima？”
womeitouqingtiao，yiliandebuxie。
songxichundeyandifanzhehongguang，neiyimohenyishaozongjishi，danquebeiwojibuzhuodaole。
bukuishidanghongxiaohua，yanjidangzhenshilede，wodouzheimebitale，tahainengrenxiaqu。
“nisuanshenmedongxi？pingshenmezheimeshuowojiaxichunjiejie？”songxichunshenpangyigenianqingdexiaozhulikanbuxiaqule，“nilengchaorefengdejisheikan！wojiajiejiehaoxindebangnishuohua，nizenmenengzheimeduita，nidaodiyaobuyaolian！”
tanaohuozhechaozhewochongleguolai，xiayimiao，zhitingpadeyishengcuixiang，suoyoudejingtouquandouduizhunlewomenerrenshenshang。