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kanzheneizhangjianjiankaojindelian，wozaiyemeiyoudangchudetianmi，zhijuedefanwei。
“bie。”wobuzijuedijiangxuyuanwangwaiyitui，
xuyuanyilianjingedikanwo:“xiaoyun？baobao？nizenmele？”
“meishi......weiyoudianbushufueryi。”wochechuyigemianqiangdexiaolai，sheizhixiayikexuyuanquemengdijiangwobaozhu，yanzhongquanshihuangluan。
“weima？hennanshouma？women......womenxianzaiquyiyuanhaobuhao？”talazhewodeshoujiuyaowangwaizou，sihaobuguxianzaiyijingshilingchen。
“woxianzaijiudainiquyiyuan，dui......dui，haiyaorangwangyishenglaihuizhen。”
“meishi，nibieneimezheji。”woyouxiewunai，dabanyebayishengjiaolaishangban，yetaimafanbierenle。
“wozenmekenengbuzheji！”
woyankanzhexuyuandeyankuangjianjianhongle。
woturanxiangqilai，tadefumujieyinweiaiqushi，suoyixuyuanduizheigeyouqimingan。
“xiaoyun，ninanshoudehua，womenqujianchahaobuhao？tinghua，haoma？”tadeshengyinzhujianbiandezhandou，zhenggerendouchuyuyizhongshouzuwucuodezhuangtai。
woanfudimozhetadetou，xuyuanquezhuazhuwodeshou，yanleiyidiyidizazaiwodezhangxin。
“xiaoyun，zheimeduonian，wozhongyudengdaonihuilai。woxianzaizuidadeyuanwangjiushi......womenjiehun，shenggehaizi，guoshangpingdanyouxingfudeshenghuo，zheijiugoule。woshenmedoumeile，wobunengzaishiqunile。”
xuyuanshuodezizikenqie，qingdaonongshijiazazhegengyan，buxiangjiade。
woqingbuzijindicaqutadeyanlei，dengshilengleshen，xuyuanjiuxiangtuanziyiyang，yongnaodaizaiwoshouxincengceng，yanzhongquanshidanyou。
huoxu......dangchudeshi，xuyuanyeshihoulaicaizhiqingdeni？huoxudangshi......tayebuzhidaozheijianshini？
我心存侥幸地想着。
wohexuyuanyiqixieshouzouguoyounian，shaonian，xianzaiyoujijiangzouxiangrenshengdexinlvcheng，tayijingchengweiwoshengmingzhongdeerfenzhiyi，
woshizaishi......buyuanyixiangxintahuibeipanwo。
“womeishide，ayuan，zhishizheijitianchihuaiduzileeryi。”woanfudiduitaxiaolexiao。
“zhende？nibiepianwo，youshenmewomenyaoyiqimianduide。”
“zhende！”woyouxiewunaidixiaole，kanzheyanqiannanrenrenzhendebiaoqing，zhongyuguqiyongqi:“xuyuan......woxiangwenni…”
wohuahaimeishuowan，xuyuandeshoujituranxiangleqilai。
takandaolaidian，yanshenduoshandizhanqishenlai，zouchulefangjian。suizhefangmenguanshang，wodelianseyeshunjianbiandeshabai。
zhijianqiazhechuangban，shenzhizhijiedoukaishiyouxiefanbai。
wokandaole......laidiantixingshangdemingzishipeixin，zheimewanletadadianhualaiganshenme？
woheheyixiao，zheicaifanyingguolai，
xuyuanyoumeiyoucanyuguowodangniandeanzizanqiebulun，tashentichuguiyijingshibaizaiwomianqiandeshishi，wojingran......jingranhaixiangyuanliangta！
zheijiniandeguangyinyijingjiangwodelengjiaoquanbumoping，duixianzaiyongyoudeyiqiedouhuandehuanshi。
shenzhiwanglezijicengjingyeshigeyanlirongbudeshazi，nadeqifangdexiaderen。
dangnianwohexuyuandachaoyijia，yijingzoudaoyaofenshoudedibu。wodepengyoumendouquanwo，shuochenmeichengbentaigao，meiyoubiyaonaodaozheigedibu。
danwozhishiqingqingyaotou:“youbiyao，chenmeichenbenbucanyuzhongdajuece。wozhiyaowoxiangyaode，zuowoxiangzuode。”
erduirujindewoeryan，xuyuanshiwoshengmingzhongweiyiyidaoguangliang，woxiangzhuazhuta，quewangledangniandeziji。
wokuseyixiao，zhishaohaizaihunlizhiqian，xianzaihaibuchi。
xiayike，xuyuanbafangmendakai，
zhizhiduishanglewodeyanshen。
“xuyuan，womendehunliquxiaoba。”
“shen......”xuyuanyilianjinge:“baobaoni......nishuoshenmeni？weishenmea？”
“he，weishenme？zheijiuyaowennile。xuyuan，niyoushenmeyaogenwojieshidema？”
“jie......jieshishenme？”xuyuankanzhewo，shenqinghuangluan。
“ni......nidouzhidaole？”