痛。
好痛。
xinzangyourubeijida,tongdesiruandemeiyicungutoudouzaifateng。
疼痛是要将她吞噬。
把她吞没。
周围太黑了。
沈欲野呢。
他在哪里?
siruanzhanzaikongkuangqiheidekongjianli,kanbudaoyisiguangliang。
“shenyuye,shenyuye……”
“shaofuren,ninzenmele?”
yishengheaicixiangdeshengyinhuanmandezuanjinsiruandeerduoli,tazhengkaimimangdeyanmou,zaikanqingyanqianrendelianshi,tajingyadechusheng:“jiangyi?”
jiangyixiaozhekansiruan,“shaofuren,shiwo。”
“jiangyi,nizenmehuizaizheili,wobushi……”turan,siruanbuzhixiangdaoleshenme,takuaisudekanlezhouweiyiyan,caifaxianzheilishiyiyuan。
keshitazenmehuizaiyiyuan?
她不是死了吗?
haiyoushenyuye,weiletaxunqing。
xiangdaoshenyuyeyongbishoucijinzijixinzangdeneiyimu,siruanrenbuzhukuqilaile,xinzangyoutongyouma。
“shenyuye…nihaosha…”
“沈欲野……”
“shaofuren,ninzheishizenmele?”jiangyikanzhesiruanturankuqilai,zuilihaiyizhijiaozhexianshengdemingzi,yishijianhenshidanyou,“shaofuren,nishibushishentihaiyounalibushufu,yaobuyaowojiaoyishengguolai?”
jiangyideshengyinzaicichuanlai,siruanyileng。
不是幻觉吗?
jiangyideshengyinzenmeyouxiangqilaile?
siruanmimangdekanzhejiangyi,zuilixiayishidewendao:“jiangyi,nizenmezaizheili,niyesilema?”
jiangyijingheyitiao,“aiyo,wodeshaofuren,ninzheishizaishuoshenmehua,wohaihuodehaohaodeni。”
活着?
江姨还活着?
那她呢?
她不是死了吗?
ruguojiangyihaihuozhe,neita……
siruanmimangdekanzhezhouweidehuanjing,ganjuezheiyimusihuhenshuxi,turan,yigelingrenjingxindeniantoufuxianzaitadenaohaili,tamengdizhuazhujiangyideshou,“jiangyi,wohaihuozheduima?”
jiangyimeitoujinzhouyoushifenbujiedekanzhesiruan,yiliandanyou,“shaofuren,nindangranhaihuozhe,ninzheishizenmele?”
dedaoxiangyaodedaan,siruanxintouyijing,youwen:“jiangyi,woxianzaishiyiyuanma,zheishinayinian?”
tingdaosiruanlianxuwenlelianggeqiguaidewenti,jiangyixintoubumianchanshengyihuo,shaofurenzenmehuilianxianzaishinayiniandoubujideleni,buhuishinaozizhuanghuaileba?
“shaofuren,ninzuowan…zuowanfangjianshihuole,ninyunleguoqu,xianzaizaiyiyuanlishuye。”
suiyouyihuo,danjiangyihaishihuidalesiruandewenti。
失火?
医院里?
zaisiruanderenshengzhong,suoweideshihuojinyiyuanjiuzhiyouyici。
siruanbukesiyidetongkongweizhan,suiranganggangxiangdaolezhongshengdekeneng,danmeixiangdaotazhendezhongshengle,zhongshengdaolegenshenyuyehunhoudediyinian。
taxiangqilaitaxianzaiweishenmezaiyiyuanle,zuowantayougenshenyuyetilelihundeshiqing,shenyuyebutongyi,tajiudachaodanaobishenyuyelihun,danshishenyuyefennudelikaile。
houlai,linkeroujitachumouhuace。
shuorangtazaizijifangjianfanghuo,yongzijidemingquweixieshenyuye,shenyuyeshuobudingjiutongyile。
dangshisiruanhaiyouxieyouyu。
yinweifanghuozhendehenweixian。
danlinkerouyoushuorangsiruanfangxin,tayijinganpaihaoleyiqie,yidinghuizaianquanshikebasiruanjiuchulai。
siruanhaishidanxin,yizhimeisongkou。
suirantayizhigenshenyuyezainao,dantaconglaimeixiangguoyongzijideshengmingqudadaorenhemude。
danlinkerouyoushuoleyiju:“ruanruan,shenyuyexinlimingmingyoubiedenvren,danhaishiyaogennijiehun,bazhanniderensheng,rangnidebudaoxingfu,jiusuantazheiyangniyexianggentazaiyiqima。”
jiuyinweizheijuhuacitonglesiruandexin,tadangjijiudayinglelinkeroudetiyi。
banyezaisuoyourenshushuideshihou,siruanhenxiaxindianranlefangjiandeyiranwupin,henkuai,huomiaoshunjianranqi,gungunnongyanmaochu,siruanzaifangjianbeiqiangdezhikesou,kongqiyeyuelaiyuexibo,zaifaxianzijigenbenmeibanfazaifangjianlidaixiaqudeshihou,siruanlianmangyaochuqu,sheizhifangjiandemenbeisuoshangle,renpingsiruanzenmezuodoudabukai。
tayouhuangmangdedadianhuajilinkerou,danlinkerougenbenmeijie。
shouliduimianhaitishiduifangguanleji。
huoshiyuelaiyueda,siruanyijingmeibanfahuxi,huoshetianguotadeshoubeizhuoshangtadejifu,neishihou,siruanyiweizijizhendeyaosile,zhidaofangmenbeihenhendechuaikai,shenyuyebugudahuochongjinlai,batajiulechuqu。
kezijibeijiuchuqudediyijuhuashizenmeshuolaizhe。
tashuo:“shenyuye,woyaogennilihun。”
neishihou,nanrenyanmouyishunandanxialai。
kesiruanquejuedetazaizhuang。
他明明不爱自己。
weishenmeyaozhuangdezheimeshenqing。
xianzaixiangxiang,tazhendetaishale。
ruguoshenyuyebuaita,zenmehuiyiciyicideganyuanbeitashanghai,haibuyuanyifangtalikai?
ruguoshenyuyebuaita,zenmehuizaizhidaotabeirenhaisilezhihou,titabaochou?
ruguoshenyuyebuaita,zenmehuiweiletaxunqing?
xiangdaozheili,siruanxinzangsixinliefeidetong。
是她被蒙蔽了。
kanbuqingzijidexin,kanbuchushenyuyedeai。
不过她现在重生了。
xiangzhe,siruanqingxuyouxiejidong,tazhongshengzaihailaidejideshihou,xianzaidetahaimeiyoushiquyiqie,gegemenhaizai,shenyuyeyezai,tazheicibuhuineimeyuchun,yicicibeilinkeroumengbi,buhuihailejiaren,yebuhuizaizhiyishenyuyeduizijideganqing。
也会认清自己的心。
taleiliumanmian,lianmangwenjiangyi,“jiangyi,shenyuyeni,woxiangjianta。”
jiangyilengleyixia,sihumeixiangdaosiruanhuixiangjianshenyuye,nanbuchengyouyaozhaoxianshengchaojianaolihun?
xiangdaozheili,jiangyiyaotoushuo:“shaofuren,xianshengxianzaibuzaizheili。”
“tazainali,woyaojianta!”
“jiangyi,woxiangjianshenyuye。”
“xianzaijiuxiangjiandaota!”
siruankudesixinliefei,jiangyiyixiashouzuwucuo,ketayoubuzhidaosiruandaodixiangzuoshenme,yaoshitayoushizhaoxianshengnaolihun,kongpaxianshengshizhendehuishangxinsi。
kekandaotakudezheimelihai,jiangyiyouyuxinburen,“shaofuren,neininyaobuyaodadianhuajixiansheng?”
对!
打电话给沈欲野。
siruanjimangnaguozijideshoujixiangdadianhuajishenyuye,kefankanletongxunlu,genbenjiumeiyoushenyuyedeshoujihao,tacaixiangqizijigenshenyuyenaopiqi,henjiuqianjiubatadesuoyoulianxifangshidoushanle,tataiqileiwangwangdeyanjing,“jiangyi,womeiyoushenyuyedeshoujihao。”