第4章 人活着,怎么就这么艰难

shijiejiuzheiyangbianchengleyigejudadexuanwo,xieguanerzaichediyunguoquzhiqian,tahaoxiangtingjianshenyishengbaoleyijucukou,chongguolaijiangtabaozailehuaili。

好温暖……

wangshililizaimu,rutongdianyingmengtaiqiyiban,zaixieguanerdemengjingzhongfuxian。

xieguanerchucijiandaoshenyishengshi,mamagangheshenbabalinglejiehunzheng,tahemamalisuodangranyaobanqushenjia。

shenbabadagaishimamajiaoguodesuoyounanpengyouzhong,zuiyouqian,yezuiwenrouderenle。

tadeerziyegentayiyang,yingjun,shuaiqi,binbinyouli。

tahaijideshenbabawenhedigentajieshaozheshenyisheng,“guaner,zheishinidegegeshenyisheng,yihouzanmenjiushiyijiarenle。”

neinian,xieguanershiwusui,shenyishengshiqi,zhengshiqingchunnianshaodeshihou,tarutongzaochendediyilvyangguang,chengche,mingmei,kanyiyanjiurangrenwufawangji……

“xieguanernijiwoxingxing,zaibuxingguolai,wojiuduinibukeqile!”

yizhenjiaojidenanshengjiangtadeyishihuanxing,xieguanerzhengkaiyanjing,kandaoxuebaidetianhuaban,bijianqinruyigucibidexiaodushuiweidao。

这里是医院么?

tamangrandidingzheyanqianzheigechuanzhebitingxizhuang,qizhiqingguidenanren,turanyouneimeyishunjian,tahenxianggenyiqianyiyang,pujintadehuailidakuyichang。

ranhoutingshenyishengqingqingdepaizhetadebeishuo:“bupa,youwoni。”

danshitabuneng。tamenzhijianyijingxianggetaiyuan,mingmingzaiyanqian,quexianggezheqianshanwanshui。

renhuozhe,zenmejiuzheimejiannan?

jiantaxingle,shenyishengjinzhoudemeitouzhujianshuhuan,youhuanshangleyifulaochen,kebodebiaoqing,wakuzheta。

“buguoshiqingweinaozhendang,daiyidianpinxueeryi,nijiufeidezhujinyiyuanlailangfeiwodeqian,xieguaner,nishiguyideba?”

yuanbenyiweizijidexinyijingmamule,ketingjiantazheiyangshuoshi,xieguanerhaishihenmeichuxiditengleyixia。

yiqiantaconglaibuhuizaizijimianqiantiqian,duiyutadesuoyouyaoqiu,shenyishengdoushiyouqiubiyingde。

xinlirutongxiazhemaomaoyu,yinchenyinchende。

xieguanerchuimou,xiankaibeizi,congchuangshangpaxialai。

mamahaizaizhuyuan,tayidingbunengzaizheigeshihoulangfeiqianle。

“duibuqi,jinitianmafanle,shenxiansheng,wo……zheijiuhainiyiyaofei。”

shengyinyuelaiyuexiao,yuelaiyuexiao。

xieguanercongyifudoulinachuqianbao,limianzhiyouyizhangyibaide,haiyousansizhangshikuaiqiandezhibi,zheishitazheizhoushengxialaiyaojimamamaifandeqian。

kandaozheiyangganbiedeqianbao,taningyuanshenyishengdeyanhuigangzaidayidian,zhijiebatazasiguoqu。yehaoguozaishenyishengmianqiandiurenxianyan。