第四章
tazhandouzheshoucaquwodeyanlei，zuichunruoyouruowudichupengzhewodetoufa。
“wobuzhidao…zheixiewodoubuzhidao…”
woyizhenexin，quemeiyoutuikaita。
“duibuqi…duibuqi…wozhidaocuole，womencongqianshineimexiangai，niaiwodeyangziwodoujide…”
heyizhilianshangdekutongfenming，tahexiexiaotongbuguoshiyishidexinxiangan，hewozaiyiqidewunianzirangengshinanwang。
tabuhuiwangjizaiyueguangxiadegaobai，buhuiwangjitongtaiyanchudejingcai，buhuiwangjiwomenyongyouzijidexiaofangzishidejidong。
womencengshixiaoyuanneizuirangrenxianmuhexiangwangdeyiduiqinglv。
tadeyishimengbi，lingdangchudeairentongbuyusheng。
rujinheyizhidangzhenshihuixinzhuanyi，xiangyaohewohuidaodangchu。
“woyidinghuijinwozuidanulichanghaini…xier，woaini…nixinwo。”
woganshoudaotadeyanleidiluozaiwodesuogu，suihouwotongkudibishangleyanjing。
rangyigerenyongyuanhouhui，jiushicheditongshisuoai。
heyizhiqueshiyousuoxingdong。
wolikaidezheiliangnian，tadegongsishilirijianzhuangda，daozhenshijileilebushaocaifu。
tatiwohaiqinglefangzidezhaiwu，haibawodaihuidangchudehunfangxiuxi。
kewodeshentiquerijianshuairuo，jingshenshangdedajiyuanbishenglishangdegengtongku。
wozhengribaozhenainaideyiwubusashou，jishineijianqipaoyijingkanbuchuyuanbendemoyang。
“nainai…duibuqi…niliuxiadezuihouyijiandongxiwodoumeinengbaohuhao…”
woyileiximian，erheyizhichenmodilouzhuwodejianbang，houtougengyanzheshuobuchuhua。
lianggeyuehou，wodexinqingzhongyuwendingxialai，heyizhishitanzhekaikou：“jintiantianqihao，buruwomenchuquzouzou？”
womuguangpingjingrushui，banshangcaikaikou：“haoa。”
tabazheiciyuehuikandejiweizhongyao，jingxindabanhouquetiqianlikaimaihua，bingjiaowotiaoxuanxihuandeyuehuidizhi。
heyizhilikaihou，wohuanhuandimiaomeihuamu，bapolandeqipaochuanzaishenshang，yiqueyiguaidizouxialouqu。
yilushang，bushaorenxiangwotoulaihuaiyidemuguang，kewoxinyijiandingdichaoyiyuandefangxiangzouqu。
“yizhige，woshentibushufu，nilaidiyiyiyuanjiewohaoma？”
anxiafasongjianhou，wopashangdingloutiantai，jitadalegeshipindianhua。
zhouweiyijingjumanlerenzhengzaidashengyilunzhe：
“tashibushijingshenyouwentia？nikantachuanchengneiyang？”
“ai！xianzaidenianqingren，yidianxiaoshijiuyaosiyaohuozhetiaolou，youshenmeshibunengjiejueni？”
fenghuhudichuizhe，heyizhizaijingtouneibianyaojinyaguan，miansejinzhang，wokeyikandaohandicongtadefasishangliuxia。
“xier…nibiezuoshashi…！nidengwo，womashangjiudaole…！！”
wozhuangzuotingbujiantashuohua，ziguzidiwangzheyuanfangdetiankong。
“heyizhi，nizhidaoma？wocengjingneimeaini，keniquebawodezhenxincaizaijiaoxia。
wobeijialirenganchuqu，chenglejiazudechiruhexiaohua，wobeiguanjinjianyuliangnian，keniqueconglaimeikanguowoyiyan。”
tamouzijinsuo，yankuangxinghong，zuichunzhibuzhudizhandoudao：“duibuqi…wozhendebuzhidao…”
buangandunshixiguoquanshen。
woziguzidizouzaitiantaibianyuan，haoxiangyizhenfengjiukeyibawochuixialou。
“nibiedong…qiunilewenxi，buyaodonghaobuhao？nidengwo…dengwo…”
heyizhifafengbandeqiqiuwo，manzuidoushiqiuyuanliangdehua，kewoquehaobuzaiyi。
“tamenbareshuipozaiwoshenshang，haotanga…”wowusuoweidijiekaiyikekouzi，chumujingxindebahenyingruyanlian。
quanshenshangxiajihukuaimeiyouguanghuadepifu，erheyizhiconglaimeiyouzhuyidao。
wobenjiuyiqueyiguai，zouzaizhaixiaodetiantaibiangengshijingren，yigebuxiaoxinjiuhuidiaoluo。
“yuanlaiwomenyiqizouguodesuiyue，haishidibuguonidexinxiangan。
niweileta，weileliyi，zuoleneimedadeyigeju，zhenbawopiandehaocanhaocan…
nizhidaozheixiedoushisheizuodema！？doushinineigexinshangren！！
tamaitonglejianyulideqiufan，xialingyaohaohaozhemowo，kemeicidouzaisiwangbianyuanbawojiuhuilai，rangworenshouxinyilundetongku…”
wosihunengtingdaoheyizhixinzangtiaodongdeshengyin，taejiaodeqingjinyizhanyizhan，zuichuncangbai，queyinweijizhidefennushuobuchuhua。
我的声音越来越弱。
wozuozaitiantaidingshang，xiamiandeshiyekaikuo，neiliangshuxidechezhengshituchongguorenqunkaiguolai。
“yehao，gaijieshule，jiuzuogezhengshidiandegaobieba。”
yigechuanzhemolvseqipaoderenyingcongkongzhongzhuiluo。
“不！！！！”
zhoubianxunsulaqijingjiexian，heyizhisixinliefeidihanzhe，tachongguolaishi，zhikanjiandishangderenbeigaishangleyicengbaibu。