第5章
waimiandetanhuashenghaizaijixu，kewoqueyijingtingbuxiaqule。
wozhijuedezijinaodaiwengwengzuoxiang，toutengdexiangshiyaozhakai。
fenmingwocaishiyuanpei，kecikedewoqueduozaicesuogejianlikuitanzhetamendexingfu。
多么讽刺啊！
wodeshentishunzhemenbanyidiandianwangxiahua。
shoujishiyidexiangqi，wojietingdianhua，shisiyandalaide。
“wei？”tashitanxingdekaikou，“wenmian？”
“ng，shiwo。”woqiangzhuangzhending，shizaitengdeshoubulele。
siyanxiangshisongleyikouqi：“wenmian,zuoweinidezhuzhiyishengwoxiwangninenglaiyiyuanjijipeihezhiliao。suiranwoyezhidaozijibugaiduoguanxianshi，kezuoweinidepengyou，woxiangduowenyiju，nihaihaoma？”
tajixuwangxiashuodao：“ruguoshinizhangfuwuhuileshenme，wokeyiqinzixiangtajieshi。”
yinweizuotianxiawudeneitongdianhua,woxiuchidewuyankaikouzaishuoshenme。
“siyisheng，xiexieni，wohaihao。zhiliaodeshiwoguojitianzaigennitan。”
电话那头的人叹息。
“neinilaitangyiyuanba，shangcibushiyaowokaiyao？woyaokaihaole，niguolainayao。”
“hao。”wochilideguaduandianhua，youneiyanghuanlehenjiuzheicaichengzheshentiqishen。
waimianchedideanjingxialai。wotuozhechenzhongdebufazouchuxishoujian，yuanyuande，wokandaozoulangliweizheyidaqunren。
xiangshiyourennaoshi,yiyuananbaocongcongganlai。
“xingshende，nigaisia！shikanzhewonverlaoshihaoqifucaizheiyangsiwujidandema！”
“zheigehulijingshishei！tashishei！”
我妈的声音。
wohenduonianmeitingdaotazheiyangbuguchanghechezhesangzidejiaomashengle。
woxinxiayihuang，bulvcongcongdebakairenqunjijinqu。
womachezhelengshuningdetoufabusashou，bazhangyigegedeshuaizaitalianshang。zhouweihenhunluan，shennantingxiangyaozuzhi,danmianduiqianghandezhangmuniangwucongxiashou。
“wenmian，kuairangnimazhushou。”wolengyankanzheshennanting。
pangbiandeanbaorenyuandahan：“nvshi，zheilishiyiyuan，ninzaizheiyangwomenjiubaojingle。”
wozheicaishangqianbaozhulewoma。
“妈。”
woyikaikou，womasangshidelizhijiuhuiguile，tasongleshou，huitoukanwodeshihouyankuanghongdegenglihaile。
tashengyinzhandouzhe：“wodenverzheishishouleduodadeweiqua？”
wonengren，wozhendenengren。
danzheiyike，juedideleishuizaiyezhizhibuzhudegunluo。
womazuanzhulewodeshouwan：“zou，madainihuijia。”
neitianhuiquzhihou，womajiuyitouzhajinlezijidewoshi。
wozhanzaifangjianmenkou，piankegongfujiutingdaoleconglimianchuanchulaide，yayide，duanduanxuxudekusheng。
她是在心疼我。
zuoweinver，wozhenshibuxiao，zenmehainengrangwomaweilewodeshicaoxinni？
tazaifangjianliku，wojiuzhanzaifangjianwaiku。
woxiangdaoleneixiehetaxiangyiweimingderizi......
不结婚多好啊。
meiyoushennantingdechuxianduohaoa。
wogaipeizheta，yizhipeizhetade......
waimiandemenlingshengdaduanlewodesixu。
wozhengyaoqukaimen，womajiucongwoshichonglechulai。
tashoulilinzheyijia，yishuangyankudehongzhong：“wodaoshixiangkankanzheigegoudongxishizenmeganqifuwonverde。”
wodaodimeinengzuzhidelewoma。
tadakaimen，qiaojianwaimianzhanzhederenshishennantingbianbuyoufenshuodehuidongyijiadashangqu。
wotingdaoleshennantingdemenhengsheng。buzhidaowomadaleduojiu，tazhongyutingxia。
“wenmian，nizijideshi，zijinazhuyi。”
tazhuanshenjinlefangjian，liangeduoyudeyanshendoumeijishennanting。
shennantingkuabuyaojinlai，takaikou，shuo：“zanglederenbupeijinwojia，gunchuqu。”
shennantingchuizaishencedeshouyiciyouyicidewojin。
wojiangfangmenguanshangle，paloudaolidongjingtaidaraomin，wodaizheshennantingxialou。
tadingzhewokanlehaojiucaikaikou：“wenmian，nizhenmeizheigebiyao。”
wojuedehaoxiao，yishuangyanyizhabuzhadedingzheta。
“我又做了什么？”
takaikoudao：“nixiangzhidaoshenmedakewenwo，meibiyaozaiwodeshoujishanganzhuangshenmedingweixitong，gengmeibiyaobanimayeqianchejinlai，rangzheijianshinaochengzheiyang。”
woqingqingxiaochushengyinlai，yuanbenshixiangbianjiede，kerujinsihumeineigebiyao。
“shennanting，woleile，weizhiworangchulaile，jiexialainishiyaojielengshuningzhujinqu，haishiyouqitabiedenvrendougenwomeiguanxi。”
shennantingyaoleyaoya，tadeliansezheiyizhengtiandoumeinenghuanhe。
“woshuoguo，wobukenenggennilihun。”
“我嫌你脏。”
wohuayingangluojiujiantashenshouguolaiyibazuanzhulewodeshouwan：“genwohuijia！”
wodahan：“shennanting，niwuchi！”
taqingshengkaikou：“wenmian，nibuxiwangnimakandaowogennijiuchanbuxiudeyangziba？”
“wanglegaosuni，tayiyuzhengfufa，qianduanshijianhaiquyiyuanzuoledianxiukezhiliao......”
wotongkongmengdiyisuo，suoyoudezhengzhadougenzhetingxia。
shennantingjixuweixiedao：“nixiangzhidaoshenmewodoukeyijieshi，keniruguohaixiangnimagenzhecaoxinjiaolv，neiwoyefengpeidaodi！”
zheiyike，tachouedezuilianzaiwoyanzhongzaiyicidejuxianghua。
wojiaoxiabuzihoutui，huihenyouwuli。
“shennanting，bierangwohouhuirenshileni。”
tamengdishangqian，yibajiangwojiangwoyongruhuaili。
“amian，wocuole，womenhuijiahaoma？”
zheici，wojiandingdeyaotou。
womadeyiyuzhengshihenduonianqianjiuyoude，woyuanxianbuzhidao，zhijuedetapiqibiandeguguai，yitianbiyitiannansihou，dengdaozhenzhengfajueyanzhongshi，tayijingyouleqingweidezishaxianxiang。
neiyinianwoheshennantinggangjiehun，weilewoma，wodiuxiachuangyedeshennantingriyepeibanzheta。
womazaiyaowuzhiliaohewodepeibankaidaoxia，qingxuzhujianbiandezhengchang......
我以为她是痊愈了。
没想到......
“woyaoxianpeiwomayiduanshijian。”
“neiwozhuguolai。”shennantingyifuwulaidaodidemoyang，“wobudaraonihema，wojiuzhunigebihaobuhao？”
tazheigerenxianglaixinsishenchen，zouyibusuansanbu，shiwotianzhenle。
dengdaowochajueshi，tayijingjiangwomagebidefangjianzuxiale。
“mianmian，mahuiyizhizhanzainishenhou，nizuoshenmejuedingwodouzhichi，zhishinizijiyaoxianghao。”
是啊，我要想好。
shiniandezhenxinfuchu，zuihoujingchengleyichangxiaohua。
yelitangzaichuangshang，wohaishihuifanlaifuqudeshuibuzhe。
naohaizhonghuixiangdedoushineitianzaiyiyuantingdaodelianggerendeduihua......
shennantingxihuanxiaohai，woyizhidouzhidao。
diertianzaoshang，wodasuanquchaoshimaidiandongxi，yichumenjiuyudaoleshennanting。
“amian，genwohuijia。”