cishixiangshouwoshentidenanrenjiaoshentinglan，tashiyingjihangkongkejiyouxiangongsidelaoban，zhiyuwoshiruhepashangtadechuang，haiyao“ganxie”woneiwunengdelaogong。
shentinglanzaijianghuashiminganliangdaohundehenkai，juchuantazaineifangmianyouteshupihao，congbuzaiquanliwan，zhuantiaoliangjiafunv。
tayinshishangxishenga，chuangshishanggengshengmengwudu。
toujinianyougewudaoyanyuanbeitanongdaoxuebeng，renzaiyiyuanshuleshangqiandexuecaiqiangjiuhuilai，zhihoujianghuadebanshanbieshujiuyouyitaoluozaitamingxia，yourenchaofengyidongbanshanbieshuhuanyicixuebengyezhile。
kanzhebaitianruyasiwendeshentinglan，xianzaijiuxianghuangeside，xionghanderuyeshoubankuaiyaojiangwosisuichaigu。
woyoutengyoupa，weiqudexiangqililin。
“唔……”
wozhishiduanzandezoushen，shentinglanbianniezhewodexiabamianlubuyue，。
tabuxihuanwozaizheizhongshiqingshangfenshen，gangyijingbeitachengfaguole，wokaishijizhongzhuyili，zheiyerangwomenjibianshichucitiyan，yeshifenmoqi、hepai。
“又再想什么呢？”
“没有。”
woyaosiburenzhang，taqueyiyanshipo。
zaitadecaozongxia，wozhongshimeijinzhuzheteng，bushoukongzhidezhandou。
tamanyiwodebiaoxian，yexihuantingwodeshengyin。
kewomingmingbushineiyangde，woguzilibaoshou、anjing、buxihuanshejiao。
renshengguijiyepingfandaoyudajiayiyanganbujiuban、xunguidaoju。
daxuebiyehou，womeiziyuanmeirenmai，weileshengcun，yingpindaoxinyidegongsi，jibianzuozhebuxihuandeqiantaigongzuo，danhaishiweinengliuzaiyingjihangkonggandaoxingyun。
zaizheiyudaolewodelaogonglilin，womenliangdoushixiaozhiyuan，lianaiyinianhouxuanzejiehun。
yulilinlianaishi，tacongbupengwo，dangshijuedetashigebaoshoudehaonanren，zhidaojiehunhoucaizhidao，doushijiaxiang，zhenzhengyuanyinshitabuxing。
lilinbuguangshiwujingzhenghuanzhe，shenzhilianjibendehunyinshenghuoyewufazuodao，shunjianwojiuchengleyigeshouhuoguadenvren。
woliketichulihun，kelilinguizaiwomianqiankudexianggewuzhudehaizi，jiazhiyuanshengjiatingsixiangbaoshou，duilihunzheizhongshikandehenzhong。
于是，我心软了。
lilinzuishangshuolijiewohainianqing，ruguoyoushenglixuqiukeyichuquzhaonanren，danwocongmeineimezuoguo。
wodezhongchenghuanlaililinxinlishanggengdadekuijiu，weilemibuwo，meigeyuedegongziquanbujiaojiwo，lianjiawuhuoyeburangwozuo，bianzhefadejiwozuohaochide，jiejiarihaidaiwoquguangjieyouwan。
tabawodangnveryiyangchongai，zheizhongbeizhenshideganjue，mibulewozaiyuanshengjiatingzhongbeilengluodequehan。
zhidaomoutian，lilindaiwoqumaiangguideyifu，xinggandeneiyi，womenqulejianghuashizuishehuadewuxingjijiudian，woyiweitadebingzhihaole，zhidaowozhanzaizongtongtaofangdeqianyike，tacaigaosuwozhenxiang——
tabawosongjilezonggongsidelaobanshentinglan。
meicuo，tabazijideqizi，songshangbiedenanrendechuang。
daoxianzaiwohaijidetashuodehua，laobanxuyaogenvrenpei，danyaoqiumeijingyanhaideganjing，shihoutatigandaofengongsijingli，nianxinyibaiwushiwan，zuizhongyaodeshi——
他要我去借种生子。
wobuganxiangxin，zheixie**dehuashiconglilinzuilishuochulaide。
qidehunshenzhandou，xueyeniliu，yanlifennudeleishuibuzhengqidewangwaiyong。
womata、data，danlilinyipenlengshuijiangwojiaoxing。
shanggeyuewoniangjiafashengbiangu，wodidiqianlejuedezhaiwu，xianzairenpaoquwaididuozhai，zhiliuxialaoliangkoumianduixiongedeyaozhairen。
lilinzhaopengyouzhangluoxie，kejulihaikuanjinehaishichaleyidajie，kulongtianbushang，wojiajiuyongwuningri。
ruguozheicipeihaoleshentinglan，buguangnengjiejuezhaiwuwenti，haikeyiranglilinshengqian，womenyehuiyougehaizi。
lilinshuo，ruguowoyuanyixisheng，neimeyiqiewentidoukeyijiejuele。
zuizhong，wobeitashuofule。
shentinglankandaowojinlai，bingmeiyoutaiguoyiwai，tachuanzhebaisedeyupao，yaojiandedaizisongkuadexizhe，lingkouweichang，luchulimianjianshuodexiongji。
wojinzhangdewuyishidezuanjinchuizaishencedeshou，shenzhimeiganzhidaowozhengzaifadou。
taqinglengdeyanshendaliangwo，muguangdaizhejifenqingtiaohewanwei。
“yaohedianjiuzhuxingma？”
budengwohuida，tazhuanshenzoudaochajipangwanyaodaoleyibei。
wokanzhebeijuzaibankongdegaojiaobei，chunhoudehongseyetichengxianchudaodaoyoumeideguabei。
“shenzong。”woshengyinjujin。
tajueqiwodexiaba，jianghongjiuweiwohexia。
jiushunzhewozuijiaoliu，tayongzhifumodiao，wodoudegenglihaile，tawenwo：
“冷？”
“没有。”
“不愿意？”
wodangranbuyuanyi，danwomeidexuan。
“不是。”
“yuanyijiubieyifuwoqiangnideyangzi。”tayouwenwo，“jiaoshenmemingzi？”
ganzheizhongwochuoshi，haiyaobaomingzi？
shidasuanyonghouzaijigewuxinghaopingma？
wochuixiayan，“mengwancheng。”
“wancheng，”taweiweidiantou。
shentinglanbawoqiandaowoshi，tazuozaichuangwei，shouxianghouchengzhe，qingmiaodanxiedeyisheng：
“脱了。”
wozhendecongmeixiangguo，chulewolaogongyiwai，haiyaozailingyigemoshengnanrenmianqiantuode**，zheiduiwolaishuohenxiuchi。
taduiwodechiyimianlubuyue，“buyuanyi，jiuchuqu。”
wodiyifanyingjiushilikai，keshuangtuiquegenguanleqiansidenuobudong，wozhidaozhiyaowolikai，neixieyaomianduidekunjingyouyaomeitianyadewochuanbushangqilai。
wozhandouzheshouqujiequnzi，xiaoheiqunluodi，wojiugenbayinheshangdetiaowuwanouyibanzhitingtingdelizainei。
neiyishililinxuande，heiseleisijihutouming。
dangshijuedetaikuazhang，danlilinshuozheiyangcaixingganmiren。
tachaowoshenshou，wozhezhexiongkoubuhaoyisidewangqiannuoleliangbu。
neiyidejiandaibeitaganjingxiuzhangdeshouzhigouqi，youdingzhewolaxia。
taniezaizhijiannianzhe，sizaibawanyigewanju。
kanlaililinshidongnanrende，shentinglankanwodeyanshendoubianle，yongdongzhenongliedeqingyuheyikoujiuxiangtunxiawodechongdong。
tajiangwolouzaihuaizhong，kaishihainaixindezuoqianxi，zhidaojianzaixianshangshi，chedibaolubenxing，xionghandexiangtoushizibawozhenggerensisui。
这一夜，我的脑海中
翌日。
dangwoxinglaishi，tayijinglikaile，chuangtoujushangliuzheyizhangyinxingka。
woyiweizheijiujieshule，zouchuzongtongtaofangbiankandaoshentinglandemishuwujiamingzhanzaiwaimian。
tadijiwoyitaozhiyezhuangrangwohuanshang，shuodao：
“mengzhuli，shenzongxiawuqushenshikaihui，xuyaonipeitong。”
孟助理？
我完全懵了。