第1章 三颗红痣

duoduojingshenyeyerou,yuqingxiangfuzuirentou。

shijiajinzhangyiranzai,xianyikuangfengyebushou。

——唐杜牧蔷薇花

zheinandaojiushiwodezangshenzhidilema?

zhenggefangjianxiangfenmuyiyangqiansiji,zheigezhangfangxingdemuxiangxiangguancaiyiyangzhuangzaizhewo,bukuanbuzhai,fangsishiweiwodushendingzuode。jianyingqianghan,binglenghanche。

yiqiedeyiqiedoushineimehehuqingli,xianzaizhidengzhewosile,gaishangguangai。zheilijiubianchengzhenzhengdemudi。wozhengjingjingditangzaizheigehaowupudiandemuxiangli,juewangerjiandingdixiangzhe。

tayibujidewolaizheiliduojiule,zaizheilitawufahuozhishijiandedongxiang。yexuhenjiule,yexubuzenmejiu,zhishiyigerendeshihouganjueshijianhaomanhaoman。

zhiyuzenmelaizheilide,tayezhishimohudijide:neirizaiyuanzhangdefangjianli,beirenqiangxinganzaidishang,neigenianjinbuhuo、liuzheshanyanghuzidelaotoujiangyizhizhenguanduizhewozhusheyeti,zhihouwojiuganjuehunshenfali,yizhizhujianmohu,zhishiyixiganjuedaowobeineixierendaizoule。

xinglaizhihouwojiuzaizheigedifang,tangzaizheigemeiyoujiagaidemuxianglile。rentaruhenuliyedongbuleyigenshouzhi,rentaruhehujiaoyefabuchuyigeyinjie。rentaruhebugantayetaotuobulemingyun。

yaowufushideqiweizaizheierkongqibuyiliutongdedifangsisizhuzha。huxidoubiandezhidaiqilai。

wocengjijinquanlidizhengdayanjing,huanshimuzhisuojidedifang,keshiyinweiguangxiantaiguoyuandandeyuangu,tagenbenkuiwangbujianshenme。

zhiyoutayoushouxiaozhishangdesankefenbujunyundehongzhi,zaicikehaishineimedexianmingduomu。cimudexinghongfangsizaizhaohuansiwang!

woxianzaiyijingfeichangquedingwodezaoyu,yusankehongzhiyouzhemiqiediguanlian。zaozaineicipashanzhilvzhong,tacengjingguoyigedaoguan。

youyidaoshizaiweixingrenkanshouxiang,erwoyecengqucouguorenao。dangdaoshikandaotayoushoushangdesankehongzhishi,lianshangdunshijiangzhulezhengchangdebiaoqing,yanzhongyimanlekonghuang。guolehaoyihuierhou,tashifenshenzhongdigaosuguota:zheisankehongzhibijianghuijizitadailaiyichangdajie。

zhishiwodangshibingmeiyoududongdaoshiliansesuobianhuadehanyi,wuyiweitaxuzhangshengshi。haixiaohuata:daoshidangbuhao,haibuhuanshenxingtoujiulaixuesuanmingxiansheng。

dangtakanjianneigeyanghuzilaotoukanjianneisankehongzhishi,yanzhongzhuangbuzhudexiyueyuxingfen。tabianzhidaoneigedaoshidehuazaiwoshenshangyingyanle,zheisuanshixianzhihoujueba。wodaoxianzaidouhaiqingchudijide。

yanghuzilaotouzhizhewodeshoudoulehaojiu,caiyongjidongyouzhandoudishengyinshuo:"jiushita,jiushitale,shide……30nian,30nianle……wozhaoletazhengzheng30nianle。meixiangdaohuizaijintianzhaodao……"

taneishuangxiliguiyideyanshenlishanzhedeguangmang,haosijiujingliechangdelierenfaxianlexunmiduoshidexiyouliewuyiyang。xinxidexianglikejiangqitunjinduzili。

daoshidehuahaizaikongqizhongpaihuaizhe:"zheisankezhihuijiangjinidailaiwuqiongdezainan,nideshenghuojianghuifashengfantianfudidebianhua,zaiyewufaxiangxianzaizheiyangshenghuo。"

yiziyijufangsiemonianqidezhouyu,shenshendiwangrendeguzilisichuliucuan。