qiaonanchumianshijieshuhouqufujindechaoshiliudaleyiquan，mannaozidoushichimuyewentadehuamian，buzhidaoweishenme，mingmingbushichuwenle，queyouzhebichuwenhaiyaojingxinroutiaodeganjue。
nandaozheijiushi‘xingzoudeheermeng’‘gongrendiaoqingdashi’demeilisuozai？
bu，taqiaonanchucaibuhuiqingyibeimeihuo，napata**letangzaitamianqian，tayekeyimianwubiaoqingdedangtashibingren。
qiaonanchuduizijidezhuanyesuyangchongmanlexinxin！
mailedianguoshu，qiaonanchuchenggongjiaohuijia，gangxiachejiubeilinshuyaduzailexiaoqumenkou。
她绕开，视若无睹。
linshuyazaicidangzhuletadequlu，“zenme，likailelinjiajiuburenlinjiaderenle？”
qiaonanchumeishuohua，zhishikanzhelinshuyashenhoudeshushangdiaolejipiangankudeluoye。
“nikebiewanglenishiyikaolinjiacaihuodaojintiande，meiyouwobama，ershinianqiannijiusile，liangeshoushiderendoumeiyou！”
linshuyabaozhegebo，yongtaguanchangdejugaolinxiadezitailingchizheqiaonanchudezunyan。
qiaonanchuyijingxiguanle，zheitaoshuocitatingleshijinianle，“nilaizhaowojiuweileshuozheixie？”
“dangranbushi。”linshuyayuqishaoweihuanheleyixie，“woyaojiehunle。”
yuanlaishiteditongzhita，qiaonanchumianwubiaoqing，“gongxini。”
“nibuxiangzhidaowogensheijiehunma？”linshuyashengyinliyouxiedeyihexuanyaodechengfen。
qiaonanchumeixingquzhidao，“guanwopishi。”
“ruguoshixiaoweiguangni？yebuguannishima？”linshuyadeyidegouqizuijiao，biedeshinengbuneng**qiaonanchubuyiding，danzhiyaotidaoxiaoweiguanghetaneisiqudema，tayidinglimayuandibaozha！
yaobushitiqiangenlinmaquerenguo，qiaonanchukenengzhendehuiyuandibaozha，tajiranzhidaolinshuyayouyi**ta，bianbiaoxiandegengweipingjing，“nideshi，woyidianyebuguanxin。”
qiaonanchudefanyingranglinshuyayouxieshiwang，buguotalaidemudebingbushiweilexiuruqiaonanchu，ershiyougengzhongyaodeshiqing。
“kanlainizhidaobushixiaoweiguangle，jiranruci，niyemeibiyaoduiwozheimediyi，haodaizanmenyeshitongyitianchushengdejiemei。”linshuyashenshouchexiayipianshuye，nazaishoulibawan，“wolaishigennidatingdianshier，shuowanlenijiukeyizoule。”
liangfengxilai，qiaonanchuweiweimiyan。jiemei？tazijuebupei。
linshuyaguzikaikou，“nirenshichimuyema？”
tingdaochimuyedemingzi，qiaonanchujiemaobushoukongzhidedoudongleyixia，moleliangmiaocaida，“renshi。”
zhenggebinnanshimeiyouburenshichimuyede。
“nimenjianguo？”linshuyadangjitiaomei。
ruguoshijintianzhiqian，qiaonanchukeyitandangdehuidameiyou，keshicaibujiu……
tabuquedingchimuyedaodishirencuorenhaishizhenderenshita，dantakendingdeshi，tagenchimuyequeshisuanbushangrenshi，“jianguozhaopian，suanma？”
linshuyayanlitouchuleguang，zixidequeren，“nideyisinizhijianguotadezhaopian，bingmeiyoujiechuguotabenren？”
qiaonanchubeiwendeyouxiebunaifan，xianggankuaijieshuzheigehuati，“nijuedeyiwodeshenfenpingshenmenengjiechuta？”
“yeshi。”linshuyamanyidedianlediantou，kanlaitacaidemeicuo，qiaonanchuhechimuyehuxiangburenshi，fouzechimuyeyebuhuibaotalinshuyademingzishangmentiqin，zhiyuweishenmehuishuoqiaonanchujiulechimuye……qiantianwanshangyidingshifashengleshenme……
linshuyaguzuozhuanyihuati，“duile，qiantianwanshang……neigedadianhuajiwodenanrenshengyinhaitinghaotingde，shinipengyouma？”
tajidetazhishuoleyijuhua，“tayundaole，mafannimenlaixxxiangjietahuijia。”
pilipaladeyuye，tadeshengyinhenyouchuantouli，shengxianjijia，guoernanwang。
ruguotameicaicuo，tajiushichimuye。zhisuoyiquyiyuan，yezhishixiangquerenyixiatadexiangfa，napazhishiyuanyuandetingyijuchimuyedeshengyin。
qiaonanchukanzheneipianbeilinshuyajiuzaishouxinliroulindeshuye，haobuyouyudehuida，“bushi。”
“nandaonizhendezhishiyundaole？luguodehaoxinrenjiuleni？”linshuyaguyizheimewenzhishiweileshitan，qishitakanjianleqiaonanchuxiongkoudeyayin，dangranzhidaoqiaonanchubujinjinzhishiyundaozheimejiandan。
qiaonanchutaoyanjilezheizhongbeishenshideganjue，tashizaimeishenmenaixinpeitazhouxuan，lengshengyeyudao，“jirannimendourendinglewoshigenyenanrenguihunqule，neiwojiushi！suoyi，biezailangfeishijianwendongwenxile，wohenmang！”
jianqiaonanchuyaozou，linshuyazaicifangruanleyuqi，“nibiewuhui，wozhishixiangbangni。”
qiaonanchutingxiajiaobu，quemeihuitou。
“jiranwoyaojiehunle，ziranshixiwangnigenxiaoweiguangnenghehao，qiantianwanshangdeshiwochengrenshiwotianyoujiacushanfengdianhuotacaineiyangshengqi，ruguokeyi，woyuanyibang……”
qiaonanchudangjidaduan，“xiexienide‘haoyi’，wobuxuyao！”
tachengrentazangle，xiaoweiguangbitagengzang！tasuibushihaoma，danyejuebuhuihuitouchiyikelancao！
***
lengjingleyigexiawu，yuemosidianbandeshihou，qiaonanchuchuokailexuejie**detouxiang。
“xuejie，nixihuanchimuyema？”
**dexiaoxihenkuaihuileguolai，“feihua，fangyanzhenggebinnan，jigenvdebuxihuanta？”
qiaonanchujuedezijikenengbushigenvren，shenzhishigeguaitai，“wojiubuxihuan。”
“neishiyinweinimannaozidoushineigexingxiaode！”
**dexiaoxiyitiaojieyitiao，“wojiubumingbaile，neixiaoziyoushahao，chouzhejiubushishenmezhengjingwanyier……”
qiaonanchuwushilexuejiehoumianyidaduantucao，jianghuatilahuichimuyeshenshang，“wojintianjianzhetale，zaiyiyuan，tachuanyishenheisexizhuang，bushibaidagua。”
yanxiazhiyi，tajineryiran‘buwuzhengye’。
**shualeyipaibiaoqing，congchijingdaohuanxidaokangfen，ranhoucaishuo，“shibushihenshuai？shibushihenshuai？shibushihenshuai！！！”
“shiba。”zheiyidianqiaonanchubufouren，yezhengyinweitaqueshihenshuai，suoyizaitaturanwentadeshihoutacaimeiyoudiyishijianjujue。
shuodaodi，qiaonanchuyezhishigeyongsudenvren，zaimeisemianqian，yuanzehedixiandouxingtongxushe。
xushejiuxusheba，fanzhengjintiandeshishigeyiwai，tahechimuyeyinggaiyebuhuizaiyoushenmejiaoji。
youyipaihuachidebiaoqingguohou，**yansudao，“duile，wotingshuochimuyeneirenyoudianguaipi，jirannibuxihuanta，zuihaohaishigentabaochidianjuli。”
“shenmeguaipi？”gaibuhuishixihuandainvrenjinnanceqiangwenzhileideba……
zheiliangtianmeixiayu，kongqiyouxiemenre，qiaonanchuxinxudecalecaetoudexihan。
**：“buqingchu。aiya，youqianrenduoshaodouyoudianguaipi，hekuangtabujinyouqian，haizhangdemeijuejingyan。”
乔南初：“……”