xuanjinzheimingling，biduanchaoyaodeweibahaiyaohen。 tatuozhebeixianxueranhongdebaiwei，paguoquqiuta：“qingqiuzuxun，zurendangyiqiyifu，weizhejiangsibuchaosheng……” “sanshengshishangwomendeyinyuanhaiweiduan，wozhidaonixiangzheruwo，nengbunenghuangefazi？” xuanjinquezhishilenglengjiangtatikai：“zheishinizuiyouyingde。” jutongxijuan，chaoyaobeitidaowanxuanjindamenbian。 menkoulishiweilaibushaodijimoren。 tamenxiuzhechaoyaoshenshangdeqingxiang，yandimanshitanlan：“danfanbeirengdaomenkoudedongxi，dounengbeisuiyichuzhi，qieshengsibulun，zheijiuweitianhuhunshenshangxiadoushibao，tiandiyeshede？” “rendoubeitichulaile，zishibuhuicuo！jiuweitianhuguangshiyikeyaodanjiunengzengqiannianxiuwei！wokejiubukeqile！” tingzhejiyu，wangzhexuanjinxiaoshidebeiying，chaoyaoyizhenjingju：“bu！buyao！buyaoguolai！” zhengzhajian，jiuyourenchongtaxiaofuxilai！ zhishengbankedeyaodanmengranjuzhan，zaitadeaihaoxia，baofachulezuihouyisilingli，jiangzhoubiandemojinshuzhensankailai。 hunluanjian，chaoyaojinghuangshicuodetaozou。 takanbuqingyanqiandejianzhu，yizhipaodaopijingwurendedifangcaituolitingxia，sisijiangzijibaochengyituan，henbunengyuandixiaoshi。 tadayingguogege，yaodaitahaohaodehuo…… zijizhiyoubanbianyaodan，yaoshilianzheigedoubeiwazou，tajiuhuobulele。 tabaozheliuxuedeweiba，quemeiyoulinglizhiyu。 好疼…… 活着，怎么这么难？ “gege，woxianghuiqingqiule，woxianghuijia，nidaichaoyaohuijiahaobuhao……” 耳边有脚步声走近。 binglengdenvshengzhouranluoxia：“nihuibulejia。” chaoyaohaideshenziyizhan，taitoumianqiangkanqinglairen，shigeshenzheyaoyehongzhuangdenvzi。 tajide，cirenshiwanxuanjindezhangju，qinggu。 qingguningzhemanweixue，suochengxiaoxiaoyituandechaoyao，sheinengxiangdao，cengjingrongchongliujiedeqingqiuxiaogongzhu，huiluodaoxianzaizheigexiachang。 moujianshanguoyisiburen，taqueyilingxuangao：“tiandifenfu，nibixudaizaiwanxuanjinshuzui，zuimeishuqingnizhisibunenglikai。” 赎罪，又是赎罪。 chaoyaoyandishimodadeaitong，tamingmingmeiyouzui。 zhiyinweimoxuyoudezuize，tajiuyaoluodaozheibantiandi。 tabuguoxianghuoeryi，zenjiubidengtianhainan。 “zouba，tiandiyijingzhixiaonishanglebinke，zhengzaiyihaojiandengni。” 朝瑶只能跟着走。 didayihaojian，yingmianerlaidebianshiyigulinglidexiji。 tashenziyoushang，nalididezhuzheiyiji，jingzhibeipaifeizaidi，mianshangxuesequanwu。 “sheiyunnishangwanxuanjindeguike？” binglengwuqingdeshengyincidetaxinkoushengteng。 chaoyaoquebuganfanbo，paqilaijianxuanjinaitinghua，qiurao：“wobushiguyide，ketamenyaowawoyaodan，meileyaodanwohuisi，wosilejiubunengshuzui……” tataijiaozoudaotagenqian，mouzhongchaofeng：“kanlainigegejinihuanlaidejianming，nidequehenzhenxi。” chaoyaohoujianzhixi，gegesiqiandehuamianzaidufuxiannaohai。 qiannianqian，xuanjinbenlaiyaochusita，shigegeyiwufangudangzaitashenqiantitashoulesixing。 xiaosanqian，tafenmingtengdefazhan，zuilihandequebushiteng。 tazhishuo：meimei，yaohaohaohuo，tigegehuo。 kexianzai，xuanjinhaishibuxiangrangtahuo…… chaoyaowulisongkaizhuazheyishandeshou，zaicipadaoxuanjindejiaobian，jizhibeiweiguixia。 “tiandibixia，wozhendezhicuole，wojixinyaoxianzitixiedoubupei，nimentianzaodishe，shiwobuyaolianjiuchan，woxianzaizaiyebuganainile……” “gegetiwohuanleming，qiannianxingfawoyeshoule，qiuqiuninfangguowoba……” kexuanjindeliansequeyuefaheichen：“nihaiganshuo‘ai’zheigezi？” tadunxiashen，yonglibaiguotadelian，gouqiyimocanrendexiao：“xiangyaoworaolenishiba？neiniyequzhuxiantaisiyihui，ruhe？”