第3章 第3章 现在后悔,还来得及

wodekushengjingxinglelichenye。

yuyibandezhangjieqingrousaoguowodelianjia。

tashituzhanli,keshuangtuiyiranshiquzhijue,zhizaiwojiantouyichuyishengmenheng。

taanjingxialai,shengyinxuruoerlengjing,“nizouba,nazhewodeyupeichugong,buyaozaihuilaile。”

“不走。”

kanchutaxiangsi,wopinmingyaotou,yanleibutingdidiao。

lichenyeneishuangqiheideyanjingyixiazibiandebeishangerwunai,ruyesebanyaoyuan。

他叹气。

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“ruobushidianxia,wozaojiusile。ruguowonenghuandianxiahuoxialai,neicaisidezhini......”

taizijiguazhehuanghouniangniang,wojiujiguazheta。

xuedilenghan,lengdaojizhi,jingshengchutangshangdecuojue。

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huidaodonggongtianyijingheile。

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worenzhuxinteng,yongwenshuixixijitacashi**。

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“这是什么法子?”

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zheijitian,wohexiaoanzimeitiandoutixindiaodandedanxinyourenchuangjinlai,danxinhuangdisuishihuifeidiaotaizizhiwei,nuodadegongdian,liangezhuxingudoumeiyou。

dabingchuyu,lichenyebingmeiyouzeguaiwoyuyuedejudong,fanerwenhexiaokanzhewo。

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wolianshangyihong,lianmangtuikai,reredao:

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lichenyeshizhedongledongtui,yanjingliyouyisianran。

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bishiwohaibumingbaitayaozuoshenme。

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“yexubuhuizaihuilaile,nixianzaihouhui,hailaideji。”

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我突然觉得心酸。

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suoyihuanghouniangniangzaihuangdichongxingsuguifeihoujiuyouxieshenzhishichangle。

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wotitajuedewanxi,danyoujuedeliyingruci。

taizidianxia,yuanbenjiushizheimegeren。

wojijimangmangpaohuigongdian,meiyouhuitouzaikantayiyan。

zongjuedezheiyeyaodai,neiyeyaodai,laibujijieshi。

yinciyemeiyoukanjian,shenhoulichenyedeliansezhouranbiandecangbai。

tabilebiyanjing,“jingyue,womenxianzou。”

wodaizhedongchuangdeshouzhihaihenbenzhuo,haoburongyidadaxiaoxiaoshoushihaoyiduixingnang,xiaoanzizaiwaimianjiaojideluanzhuan。

“gunainai,bienale,dianxiadouzoula!”

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