wodekushengjingxinglelichenye。
yuyibandezhangjieqingrousaoguowodelianjia。
tashituzhanli,keshuangtuiyiranshiquzhijue,zhizaiwojiantouyichuyishengmenheng。
taanjingxialai,shengyinxuruoerlengjing,“nizouba,nazhewodeyupeichugong,buyaozaihuilaile。”
“不走。”
kanchutaxiangsi,wopinmingyaotou,yanleibutingdidiao。
lichenyeneishuangqiheideyanjingyixiazibiandebeishangerwunai,ruyesebanyaoyuan。
他叹气。
“baozhu,wohubuzhunile,niweishenmebuzou?”
wosisidingzheqianfang,yishijianjingbaofachumodadenengliang,qiangliangzhezhanqi。
“ruobushidianxia,wozaojiusile。ruguowonenghuandianxiahuoxialai,neicaisidezhini......”
taizijiguazhehuanghouniangniang,wojiujiguazheta。
xuedilenghan,lengdaojizhi,jingshengchutangshangdecuojue。
woyijingmeiyoulesixu,yanjingzhisisidingzhedonggongdefangxiang,xiangshigezhihuinuodongbuzidejiqi。
huidaodonggongtianyijingheile。
dadianneiwailirendingdiaobi,nianqinglizhuangdedouzoule。
dianxiazaiqutaijigongqian,jiumingbaoyuefafanglezhongrendeshenqi,liuxiade,buguoshijigexiaotaijianhelaopufu。
lichenyexianruhunmi,woyechadianyunjueguoqu,xinjianqueshiqiyideqingxing。
wotitaizidianxiahuanleshenyiwu,zheicaifaxiantadetuidongdeheshitouyiban,lianwanqudouzuobudao。
worenzhuxinteng,yongwenshuixixijitacashi**。
taizidetuigewaixiuzhangjiaojian,jifuruyu,woandeliansefatang,youxieqingxingtacikemeiyouxinglai。
bufangbiandedifang,jiurangxiaoanzilaian。
rucimangjinmangchuzhaoliaoletajiri,tashenshangderecaitunlexiaqu。
lichenyexinglaishi,jianwozaiyongshengjiangjitacatui,bianxiaole。
“这是什么法子?”
youyayueerdesangyindaizheyidianshaya,wotaitou,zhuangjinneishuangyoushendefengmouli,jiupujintahuailikulechulai,“dianxia,nizhongyuxingle......”
zheijitian,wohexiaoanzimeitiandoutixindiaodandedanxinyourenchuangjinlai,danxinhuangdisuishihuifeidiaotaizizhiwei,nuodadegongdian,liangezhuxingudoumeiyou。
dabingchuyu,lichenyebingmeiyouzeguaiwoyuyuedejudong,fanerwenhexiaokanzhewo。
bijiandoushitashenshanghaowendelengsongmoxiangqi。
wolianshangyihong,lianmangtuikai,reredao:
“wobeimairugonglizhiqian,dongtianyixiangnanai,dajiadoushuodongshangderenbunengpaoreshui,yaomanmanwenyang......”
lichenyeshizhedongledongtui,yanjingliyouyisianran。
taweiminchunban,muguangsaoguowoheganlaiguididexiaoanzi,“wanghou,yaoleinimenshoukule。”
bishiwohaibumingbaitayaozuoshenme。
zhidaochejiatingzaijiaomen,taizimingwoshoushidongxi,wocaimingbaitaziqingquliangshanxinggong。
“yexubuhuizaihuilaile,nixianzaihouhui,hailaideji。”
lichenyezuozailunyishangdandanshuo。
tajintianyuzanshufa,yixianjinliuyunwendeheiyi,yuefaqingguitingba。
wolengleyixia,tameiyouchuanminghuangjinyi,yemeiyouzaidaiyudai,fangfozhishigeputongdeguigongzi,donggongshiweituizheta,tashenmeyebuna,quezheiyangwenwo。
我突然觉得心酸。
dayongrenrenjiezhidihoushenqing,huangdidengshanghuangweishi,cengxunuoguohougongzhiyouhuanghouyiren。
suoyihuanghouniangniangzaihuangdichongxingsuguifeihoujiuyouxieshenzhishichangle。
suguifeibukenrangchengniandesanhuangzichujing,bixiajingyetongyi,haimingtaiziweididizaijingdouxingjianfudi,cuihuanghouniangniangzheicaizaigongyanyaohuashangsuguifeidelian。
taizitushouwozhuletadebishou,yicicititashanhouqiuqing。
huanghouzaifengmozhongyemeiyouwangjiweihuzijideerzi,taizipinzhebuyaochujunzhiwei,yeyaoweitazikunxinggong,weitazhengdeyigetimian。
wotitajuedewanxi,danyoujuedeliyingruci。
taizidianxia,yuanbenjiushizheimegeren。
wojijimangmangpaohuigongdian,meiyouhuitouzaikantayiyan。
zongjuedezheiyeyaodai,neiyeyaodai,laibujijieshi。
yinciyemeiyoukanjian,shenhoulichenyedeliansezhouranbiandecangbai。
tabilebiyanjing,“jingyue,womenxianzou。”
wodaizhedongchuangdeshouzhihaihenbenzhuo,haoburongyidadaxiaoxiaoshoushihaoyiduixingnang,xiaoanzizaiwaimianjiaojideluanzhuan。
“gunainai,bienale,dianxiadouzoula!”
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