第4章 恶意,和善意

tadeliandangjijiudiaoxialaile,“nangongluo,zaimenqiandahuxiaojiao,chenghetitong!chuandepolanbukan,lianmianhezai!nijiwoqucitangguizhe,meiyouwodeyunxu,buxutachucitangbanbu!”

“fuqin,kanzaijinershinverjijizhiridemianzishang,mianleduidajiejiedezefaba。”nangongqinglijishangquwanzhunangongxiaodegebo,yiliandetongxinjishouzhise。

keshinangongluozenmekenengkanbuchulai,nangongqingzheishihuoshangjiaoyouni?nangongqingtedixuanletashiwusuijijizheimegedarizi,zhunbeijinangongluonankan,quefanbeinangongluoduzaimenkouxiabulaitai,budeyina“yizhensongyao”zheidenglaominshangcaidezhaoshulaihuajie,nangongqingbuqijibaihuaicaiguai,nengchengdaozheizhongchengdu,yijingzheshilingrenpeifu。

“jingshuchaoyiqianbian,guizhechao,sheiyebuyaozaiquan。”guobuqiran,nangongxiaociaiyouxintengdifulefuzijiernverdefading,suihoufenfenranshuaixiuerqu。

“fuqin!”nangongxiaogangzouleliangbu,jiutingjianhoumiannangongluojiaota,neishengyinsuiranbuda,quetouzheburongzhihuidejianding,rangtazheigeyijiazhizhu,qingbuzijindijiutingxialejiaobu,zhuanhuitoulai。

“jinrizhishi,zhangleyanjingderenbiandoukandechu,shinidedanverwoshouleweiqu,niqiaowushengxi,buweiwozuozhuyejiubale,haiyaofawo,wodaoshihenxiangzhidao,nidexindaodishishenmezuode?zheigecitang,nijinribushuo,woyehuiqu,danwomeiyoufanbeinichengfadecuowu,ershiyaodaolimianjidianwosiqudeniangqin,jidianguoqudewoziji!”

nangongluodexinlinanshou,tazhidaoyuanzhubijinghezheijiarenshigurouxueqin,shuobushangxin,neijuewukeneng,youqishiduizheigedie。

“nangongluo,qirizhihou,nangongfuyaokaimensongyaoyizhen,nizhibuzhidao,zheixuyaoduoshaoyin,nizheigesangmenxing,yaomewowonangnangyijuhuadoubuganshuo,yaomeyizhangzuijiurangnangongfusunshilezheimeduoyinzi,banimaile,doubuzhizheimeduoqian,zheihaozaishierjiejiejiminguoren,fouzejiusuanhuazaiduodeyinzi,yemaibuhuinangongfudelianmian,saobaxing!”

yizhiduozainangongqinghoumiandenangongjin,zhidaoxianzaizhengshizijibiaoxiandeshihou,budannengdeleerjiejiedexin,yehuirangfuqinduizijiguamuxiangkan,zhenshiyijuliangde,tachongshanglai,tiaozhejiaodiduizhenangongluodahanqilai。

“xing”zigangluo,zhijuedeyanqianheiyingyishan,“pa”diyisheng,nangongluoyibazhanghenhenchouzailenangongjindelianshang,“zheiyibazhang,shizuoweinangongfudedizhangnvjinidejiaoxun,yaojizhu,renheshihoubuxuzhihujiejiedeminghui,gengbunengdahuxiaojiao,chukouchengzang。”

yanqianzheigehenbunengjiangquanbujiadangdouchuanzaishenshang,zhinenyabuzhuhuaguideshiersuixiaoguniang,shizijidesanmeimei,weileduotaodezainangongfudecunzaigan,meishaoqiyanangongluo。

“nangong……”nangongjinbukesiyidikanzhedingzhenangongluo,keshizaiduishangneihanliangchegudeyanshenzhihou,“luo”zizhongjiumeiganzaishuochukou。

taxinghongzheshuangyan,zhuantouqukannangongqing,youkannangongxiao,zhiwangzhenengyourenjitazuozhu,kedangkanjiandejieshizhenjinghebuguanwoshidesuoranzhihou,taaodeyisheng,kuzhejiupaolekaiqu。

nangongxiaozhanglezhangzui,faxiantajingranbuzhidaogaishuoxieshenme,suoxinglenghengyisheng,yishuaixiuzilikaile。

shidaofazhandaozheigedibu,nangongqingzaiyewufajixuciqiandekuanrongzhizi,gancuibuzaikannangongluo,zhuanshenyehuileyuanzi。

renqunsanqu,nangongluocaikanjianmenbianshanghaiguilegeren,bushibieren,zhengshizijidelingwaiyigetieshenyahuanhuayi。

“daxiaojie,tamenburangwochuqu,fawozaizheierguizhe……”huayishuozhe,chuixiatou,yanleizaiyanquanlidazhezhuandingzhezijidexigai,yiguandeqienuonuodeyangzi。

nangongdaxiaojieyuanbenzaifushangjiushiyilvkongqibandecunzai,hetayixindeyahuandedaiyuhuiyouduoelie,jiaozhitoudounengxiangchulai,nangongluoshangqianlaleyiba,“huayi,qilai。”

huayidanyoudikanzhedaxiaojie,ganggangdaxiaojiezaiwaimiandezuofa,tasuirankanbujian,quedoutingjianle,zhenshitaiguoyinle,taxinligenzhegaoxing,keyezhidao,ciqiandaxiaojiezainangongfudecunzaiganneimedi,doumeibeifangguo,cihouderizi,pashiyaogengnanle,guizhechaoyiqianbian,zheishiyaochaosirendejiezoua。

nangongluowusuoweidisonglesongjian,zheiyiqiedoubushitatiaoqilaide,buguojirandoushichongzhetalaide,tazhaodanquanshou,jiabeifenghaijiushile。

sijici,tataituixiangcitangdefangxiangzouqu,zheigejialideguize,tahaishiyaoshoude,sheirangtaxianzaihaimeineimeqiangdani。

“xiaojie,yihouderizininkeqianwanyaoxiaoxin。”xiaojiedebianhua,ranghuayixinlihenshuchangni,keyixiangdaociqiannangongluoshouqifudezhongzhong,tajiuxinyouyuji。

jintianshiyishitongkuaile,kongpajianglaiderizijiubuhaoguole。

“binglaijiangdang,shuilaituyan,youwoyikouchide,jiubuhuiezheni,youwoyikouhede,jiubuhuikezheni。wobuhuizhudongyurenweie,danshijianglaiyeyoubuderenherenzaiqifudaoluoyuanderenshenshang。”nangongluoshuozhehua,ranlesanzhuxiang,bailejibai:nangongluo,nifangxinquba,nidechou,wodinghuiweilenibaole,niweiledexinyuan,wodinghuiweinilele,jiranniwogongxiangyijushenti,gongyouyiduanjiyi,nideshiwobianshidouguandingle。

shangwanlexiang,nangongluozoudaoyibiandeanzhuozishang,zhendezhunbeichaojingshu,huayiweiqubabadicoushanglai,“xiaojie,yiqianbian,dechaodaoshenmeshihouqu。”

“fangxinba,zuiwanqirihou,nangongqingyidinghuibawocongzheicitangzhineiqingchuqu。”nangongluojianganshangdedenghuotiaolianglexie,youduizhejingyadizuibahaimeihelongdehuayishuodao,“nihuiqu,jiwozhunbeiyitaoganjingyiqun、yifangxinmiansha,zaizuojigexiaochi,qirihounangongfukaishiyizhendeshihou,nibiankeyizhunbeixizaoshuile。”

“xiaojie,zheicitangdichupianpi,anyeyoushen,nubipaninhaipa。”huayiyifangmianshizhendedanxinnangongluozijibuganzaizheicitangdai,suoyizaiyourenchuyanzulanzhiqian,taxiangzaizheierpeizhenangongluo,lingyifangmian,taxinlishibuganxiangxindaxiaojiedehuade,qitianzhihouzhendenengchuquma?shibushidaxiaojietaiyixiangtiankaile。

“zuowodetieshenyahuan,jiuyaojueduifucongwodemingling。”nangongluoturanmianseyansudikanxianghuayi,yansebinglenglengde,touzheweiyan,shihuayicongweijianguodeyangzi。

hedehuayiyixiazijiuguizhile,yingleyisheng,jijijiuwangwaizoule,daolemenkou,haibuwanghuitoukanlezijijiaxiaojieyiyan,bianle,shizhendebianle,taxinlijijingyayouxinwei。

nangongluozhisuoyiyaobahuayizhikai,shiyinweitazhejizhidaolianshangdetaijidaodishizenmehuishi,zenmehuimianjirucizhida,erqieshibiqitadifanggaochulaixuduode。

nangongluobishangyanjing,qidonglexiongmaoxitongdesaomiaogongneng,jieguohenjiandan,shipifubiaocenghepixiazuzhizhijianyouyicengjiye,suirannangongluoduidubushifeichangjingtong,danshiquekeyichachulai,zheijiyechengheise,shiyinweidusuliansuobingbianyinfade。

zheizhongqingkuangxia,zhiyaoyindujiukeyijiejue,zaichulihaopixiazuzhichuangmian,ranhourangbianlexingdejifuzaixishoutiehejike,suiranzuoqilaiyuanyuanbixiangqilaiyaofuza,danshihaozaishizaitakeyikongzhidefanweizhinei。

yeshenrenjingzhengdangshi,nangongluozhunbeimashangdongshou,turantingdaomenkouyouxixisuosuodeshengyinchuanlai,tazhuanguoshenqu,kanjianmencitangdemenbeituikaileyigexiaoxiaodefeng,yizhixianruoderangrenxintengdexiaoshoushenlejinlai,tuilegepanzijinlai,shangmianfanglemantou,haiyouzhijitui。

menhoumianshiyishuangqieqiededayanjing,hushanhushande,kanjiannangongluokanguolai,xunsuzhanqishenlai,zhuanshenpaole,qunziyouxiezhangle,xianxiebatazijibandao。

nangongluowushengdexiaole,zheishitalaidaozheigeshijieshang,jieshoudaodediyifenjiarendeshanyi,neihaizishixueyiniangsuochu,nangongfufushangdesixiaojienangongmeiqi,danzibiyuanzhuhaiyaoxiao,gujishigulehendayongqicaijizijisonglaidezheigejitui。