第4章
houpaidejianghuaizabalexiazui，naodaihuanlegefangxiangdazhe。
jiximinruidibuzhuodao，chiyanshudemouzichaohoupaidefangxianghualeyishun。
心里瞬间有了底。
buxiangbeifaxiande，guranyouta。
但......
zhouran，jixizhenggeshenziruantaleshangqu。
“buneng。”chunbankaihe，shengdiaoqingzhexiangshangyang，moheidefasicouzaichiyanshudeerpan。
jixidexiaorongyirandafang，peishangweiweishangqiaodeyanwei，zenmekanzenmehuai。
erjianqueweihedihongleqilai。
chiyanshushuangyanweixiandibanmizhe，nandefazineixindixiaole，weitashunhaoyifushangdezhouzhe。
“woyoudianzui，mafanjimishule。”tashenzihouyang，zhudonglakaiyiduanjuli，taiduhenmingque。
jixilianmangjianhaojiushou，zhangtuiyikuahuidaozhujiashi。
一路无话。
songwanjianghuaihou，jixinachushoujidakailedaohang，jianchiyanshudenaodaikaozhechechuangboli，huxipingwen。
tingchechangdebaiguangdazaitadecelianshang，jiemaozhangerqiao，touzaipifushanglazhezhangzhangdetuoying。
这脸着实没得挑。
jixihuanglehuangnaodai，chiyanshudaodishigezenyangderentakeshizaiqingchubuguo，zenhuimengfazheimeexindexiangfa？
taqingleqingsangzi，bulimaodilagaoyinliangzhijiekaikou：
“chizong，qingwenninzhunaer？”
语气生硬。
“nanyuewanyihao。”tadandandikaikou，bingmeiyouzhengyandeyisi。
jixishiqudishezhihaoluxian，yiyoumencailechuqu。
ketadedianhuaquemeineimeshiqule。
tapieleyanshichuanmoshengdeshuzi，suienduanledianhua。
zenliaoxiayigedianhuayoudalejinlai，meiwanmeile。
chiyanshubumandizhouqimeitou，congtatuishangculudinaguodianhua，benxiangzhijieguanjibuliaojingwuyiendaolejietingjian。
yijieqi，neitoubianchuanlaisixinliefeidekusheng。
“jixi！nibawogezenmele？”shengyindaizhenongnongdekuqiang，“wogeyijingyitianlianxibushangle。”
jixidaoshibeiqixiaole，benlaizheiliangtianfashengzheimeduoshierjiubiezheyiduziqi，zheimeinaozidehaishangganzhelaidangchuqibao。
zijiruonvziyiminghainengnayiweixueqifanggangdechengniannanxingzenmeyang？
wozhefangxiangpandeshoudoujiadalejifenlidu，gubudehaiyougechiyanshuzaipangbian，qiangzaitaguadianhuaqianlenglengchusheng：
“jizhiruo，shinigezijizhaoshangmenyoushibangjiayoushixiayaode，haiwobatazenmele？nizhenbugaijiaozhiruo，gaijiaoruozhi。”
zheiduanhuatingdechiyanshumeirenzhu。
“ni......”jizhiruoqidebuzhigaishuoxieshenme，beichiyanshuzhijieguaduanledianhua。
jixiananjiashangyoumen，turanxiangqizheishijianghuaideche，qingxucailengjingxiexu。
yidaojichahuarudixiatingchechang，gezhonghaochedailaiqiangliedeshijuechongji，zaiqizhongzuibianyidedoudeshiyiliangasidunmading。
jixicongchiyanshushouzhongqianghuishouji，jiangganggangneigedianhuahuosulahei，lianjiayinshengqierhongpupude，kaikoudeyuqiyebushihenheshan：
“daole，chizong，qingxiache。”
chiyanshusonghuolexiayilingdelingdai，jiezhehoushijingdaliangqijixi。
“nibuxiangzhidaojichuanbeiwozenmele？”
jixilandefenquyigeyanshen，jiehejizhiruodehuatadazhikeyituiduan，jichuanzheizhongrenchibiehoubukenengyitianmeidongjinglianmeimeidoulianxibushang，erchiyanshushenbianneigebangtazuoshidechaizejintianyebuzai。
neimezhei**duobanshibeijuyile，haishiyourenkanzhebunengbaoshideneizhong。
“不想。”
“jiewodeshouduifujichuan，haiyongwodangyiwandejieyao。”chiyanshuyizhishouchengzhe，kanwangjixideyanshenbingbuchuncui，“jiuzheimeduidaiwozheigeenren？”
enren？yiguwuminghuoyoucuanleshanglai，jixizuichunjinmin。
zijibeixiayaodiuleqingbai，haiyintaerdashangcizhichangwulong，tahaidexiexieta？
xuanzetayezhishibingjiluantouyibale。
xiangyidunshuchu，pianpianzheinanrenhairebude。
“xiexie。”jixiweiweihanshou。
“上楼谢我。”
hualizangzhedeanyubuyaneryu。
“fubuqitingchefei。”jiximubuxieshi。
“fangchuangtoudeneidieqianni？”
tameiyourenhetingdun：“jifuwuyuandangxiaofeile。”
chiyanshumeitoutiaolexia，dakaichemen，liaoxiayijuhua：
“woxianzaijiukeyirangrenqubaoshijichuan，benlaijitaandeqingjieyezhishixunxinzishieryi。”
tadianleganyan，zhishiguoleliangkouzuiyinhoubiancaimierengjinlelajitong，sanliangbuzoudaolediantipang。
jixideshiliyizhidouhenhao，nengqingxidikanjiantanachushouji，zuijiaogouzhexixuedehudu，tiaoxindiduizhetaqinghuangliangxia。
妈的。
tanaqikuabaoganzaidiantikaimenqianzhanzailechiyanshushenbian。
“ng，chaitezhu，meishi，wojiushixiangtixingnibajichuankanjindian，ng，jiuzheiyang。”
yuqiquanshizangbuzhudedeyi。
menkasaozaidiantichu，zidongendaolezuidingcengde“10”anniu。
chiyanshuzhanzaitashenpang，shenshangdandandexuesongxianghunzazhehaiweisanqudeyancaowei。
jixijiangjiangyimiqichutoudegezicaizhe5cmdegenxie，quehaishizhinenghechiyanshudejianbangqiping。
jinbihuihuangdediantiqiangshangdaoyingzhenanrendeshenzi，zhuoyuedebilishizheishenxizhuanggengjuzhigan。
taxiangbutong，weishenmeyaozheiyangchanzheta？
diantimenkai，lvxianyingruyanliandejiushiyitiyihutesededamiangongtankongjian，zhibuguochiyanshudemenqianbingmeiyourenhedezhuangshi，hailuozhehui。
jixiyanleyan，zijijiushiyizhidaizaideyanggao，rushibianhuibeielangezhuyanhou，tazhanzaimenkoujiujiubuyuankuaru。
“jichuanneibianhaihuiguansitian。”chiyanshuhuanzhutadeyaozhi，shenshangdejiuqixunren，“buyongkeqi。”
menshenzhidouhaimeilaidejiguanshang，ximadetongganjiucongsuoguchuchuanlai……