空气仿佛凝固了。
linxuelianshangdebiaoqing，zaiduanduanjimiaozhongnei，wanchengleyichangjingcaijuelundechuanjubianlian。xianshicuoe，fangfomeitingqingwoshuoshenme。ranhoushijifeng，zuijiaopiechuyigechaonongdehudu，haoxiangzaitingyigetiandadexiaohua。zuihou，dangtaquerenwodeyanshenlimeiyouyisikaiwanxiaodechengfenshi，jifengxunsuzhuanweiletaotiandenuhuo。
“nishuoshenme？nizaishuoyibian！”tadeshengyinjianlidexiangyaohuapowodeermo，“chenmo，nishibushifengle？cizhi？nipingshenmecizhi？nijingguowotongyilema！”
“wodegongzuo，buxuyaojingguonidetongyi。”wodandandihuiying，ranhouzhuanshen，shishirandizuohuiwoneizhangzhanxinderentigongxueyishang，daishangerji，jiangtadeshengyingejuezaiwai。
zheishiyizhongquanxindetiyan。zaiguoqu，zhiyaotashaoyoubuyue，wojiuhuixiangyizhishoujingdetuzi，likeshangqiananfu、jieshi、daoqian，zhidaotamanyiweizhi。erxianzai，woxuanzewushi。zheizhongwushi，birenhejiliedezhengchaodougengnengchuozhongtadetongchu。
guoran，wodejudongchediyinbaoleta。
tayigejianbuchongshanglai，yibachediaolewodeerji。“nizhangbenshileshibachenmo！niyiweinizaigensheishuohua？cizhi？nicizhilenashenmehaifangdai？nashenmeyangwo？nashenmejiwodikaidian？nishibushijuedewoniangjiameirenle，keyizheimeqifuwo？”
yilianchuandezhiwen，jujubuliqian，jujubulitajia。
wozhongyutaiqiyan，zhengshizhetaneizhangyinfennueryouxieniuqudepiaoliangliandan。“linxue，womenlaisuanyibizhang。zheitaofangzi，shoufushiwobamataokongyanglaoqianfude，fangdaiwoyigerenhailewunian。nideche，shiwoquankuanmaide。nishenshangzheijianqunzi，shanggeyuegangmaide，sanwanba。nishoulidebao，wuwaner。nijinimamaidefeicuishouzhuo，bawan。nijinidimaidezuixinkuanshouji，yiwanduo。zheiwunianlai，wonianxinshuihoudagaiqishiwan，jiashangnianzhongjianghexiangmufenhong，zongshouruchaoguosibaiwan。zheixieqian，chulewomeigeyueliuxiadeliangqiankuaishenghuofei，qiyude，douzainali？”
wodeyuqihenpingdan，xiangshizaichenshuyigeyuwowuguandeshishi。danmeiyigeshuzi，douxiangyijierguang，shanzaitadelianshang。
linxuedelianseyizhenhongyizhenbai，tameixiangdaowojidezheimeqingchu。tayishiyusai，suijiqiangciduolidao：“neiyouzenmeyang！nishiwolaogong，nizhengqianjiwohuabushitianjingdiyidema？biedenanrenjilaopohuadegengduo！woguimitalaogong，zhijiesongleyitaobieshu！nini？nichulehuizhengdiansigongzi，haihuiganshenme？”
“shia，wozhihuizhengsigongzi。”wodiandiantou，jingranxiaole，“suoyixianzai，zheisigongzi，meile。”
“ni！”linxueqidehunshenfadou，tazhizhewo，bantianshuobuchuyijuhua。
jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujixiangle。takanleyiyanlaidianxianshi，xiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocao，likejieleqilai，haiguyianlemianti。
“喂，妈。”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaiwozhangmuniangjianruieryoulizhiqizhuangdeshengyin：“xiaoxuea，nigenchenmoshuolemei？xiaotaoneigekafeidiandeqian，rangtaganjinzhuanguolaia！renjiapumiandoukanhaole，jiudengqianxiadingjinni。wogennishuo，zheikeshizanmenjiadedashi，xiaotaoyihounengbunengchengjialiye，jiukanzheiyihuile，nikederangchenmoshangdianxin！”
linxuetiaoxindikanlewoyiyan，duizhedianhuashuo：“ma，wozhenggentashuoni。tajintian……haoxiangyoudianbugaoxing。”
“bugaoxing？tayoushenmezigebugaoxing？”zhangmuniangdeyinliangshunjianbagao，“womenjiaxiaoxuezheimeyigeruhuasiyudedameinvjiajita，shitachenjiazushangjide！tayigenongcunchulaidefenghuangnan，yaobushiwomenxiaoxue，tanengzaichenglilizuma？xianzaichuxile，chibangyingle，xiangfanlianburenrenle？wogaosuta，meimen！xiaotaoshitaxiaojiuzi，tazheigedangjiefude，chudianqianbushiyinggaidema？nirangtajiedianhua，wolaigentashuo！”
linxuebashoujididaowomianqian，lianshangdaizheyisideyidelengxiao。zaitakanlai，wozuipadejiushitama。yinweizhangmuniangyikuernaosanshangdiaodebenshi，wolingjiaoguobuzhiyici。
womianwubiaoqingdijieguoshouji。
“喂，妈。”
“chenmo！nishenmeyisiani？wonvershouweiquleshibushi？wogaosuni，xiaotaokaidianzheiershiwan，niyifendoubunengshao！niyaoshiganbuji，wojiu……”
“ma，”wodaduanletataotaobujuedezhouma，shengyinbuda，danzugouqingxi，“qian，womeiyou。gongzuo，wocile。yihounimenjiadeshi，biezaizhaowole。”
shuowan，budengtafanyingguolai，wozhijieguaduanledianhua，shunshoulaheiletadehaoma。
zhenggeshufangsiyibandijijing。
linxuemudengkoudaidikanzhewo，fangfozaikanyigemoshengren。takenengzuomengdoumeixiangdao，neigeyixiangduitamuqinyantingjicong、nilaishunshoudewonangfeinvxu，jintianganzhijieguadianhua，hailaheile。
“chenmo……ni，ni……”taqidezuichundouzaiduosuo。
womeizailita，zhongxindaishangerji，shubiaozaipingmushangfeisuyidong，jinruleyouxishijie。jiliedebeijingyinleheduiyoudehuhansheng，jiangxianshishijiedexuanxiaochedipingbi。
wonengganjuedaolinxuejiuzhanzaiwoshenhou，neidaoyuandudemuguangjihuyaobawodehoubeishaochuan。dantazhongjiumeiyouzaizuoshenme，huoxushibeiwozheiqiansuoweiyoudeqiangyingtaidujizhenzhule。taduoleduojiao，zhuanshenzouchuleshufang。
ketinglichuanlaitadadianhuadeshengyin，shierfennu，shierweiqu，xiangshizaixiangtadejiarenkusuwode“zuixing”。
我毫不在意。
zheiyijuyouxi，wodadehanchanglinli，fangfobaguoquwunianjizandebiequheyayi，doutongguozhijiandecaozuoshifanglechuqu。
zhidaoduzichuanlai“gugu”dejiaosheng，wocaizhaixiaerji。kanleyiyanshijian，yijingwanshangqidianbanle。
ketinglijingqiaoqiaode。linxuebuzai，dagaishihuitamajiale，zhengshangliangzhezenmeduifuwo。
也好，乐得清静。
wonaqishouji，kaiji。wushudeweixinxiaoxiheweijielaidianyonglejinlai，youtongshide，youwangzongde，danzuiduode，haishilinxuehetajiarende。wolandekan，zhijiedakaiwaimairuanjian，dianleyifenxiaolongxia，yifenkaochuan，haiyaoleliangpingbingpijiu。
zheixie，zaiguoqudoushilinxuekouzhongde“lajishipin”，tabuyunxuwochi。
banxiaoshihou，waimaidaole。wobafancaibaizaiketingdechajishang，dakaidianshi，suibianzhaolegedianying。malaxianxiangdexiaolongxia，zizimaoyoudekaochuan，peishangbingshuangdepijiu，zheizhongganjue，jianzhishishenxianbandexiangshou。
wozhengchidexingqi，menyoukaile。
linxuehuilaile，haidaizhetadidilintaohezhangmuniangyeyiqilaile。
sangerenyijinmen，kandaowozheifuyouzaiyouzaideyangzi，liandouheile。
“haoanigechenmo！womenquanjiadoukuaijisile，nihaiyouxinqingzaizheilichixianghela！”zhangmuniangyimadangxian，zhizhewodebizijiukaima。
lintao，yigeershiwuliusui、beiguanhuailedenianqingren，diaoerlangdangdishuo：“jiefu，nizheijiumeiyisilea。cizhizheimedadeshi，genwomenshangliangdoubushangliangyixia？woneikafeidianzenmeban？nizheibushikengwoma？”
linxuezeshiyiliandeshiwanghetongxin，fangfowoshigeshiebushedezuiren。“chenmo，wozhenmeixiangdaonishizheiyangderen。nitaizisile，nizhikaolvniziji，niyoukaolvguowo，kaolvguozheigejiama？”
womantiaosilidibokaiyigelongxia，zhanlezhantangzhi，fangjinzuili，xixipinwei。ranhounaqipijiuheleyidakou，shushuangdidalegege。
wocalecashou，taiqitou，kanzheyanqianzheisange“jiaren”，pingjingdikaikou：“diyi，wocizhi，shiwozijideshi，wobuxuyaoxiangrenherenjiaodai。dier，lintao，nikaidiandeqian，shinizijideshi，biezhiwangwo。wobushinidie，meiyiwuyangni。disan，”wokanxianglinxue，muguangbiandeyouxieleng，“zheigejia？niwenwenniziji，nibatadangchengjialema？haishidangchenglenidetikuanjiheniniangjiadefupinban？”
wodehuaxiangsanbajiandao，jingzhundi**letamenmeigerendexinzang。
zhangmuniangdangjijiuzuozailedishang，kaishipaizhedatuikutianqiangdi：“aiyowodeminghaokua！wozheishizaoleshenmeniea！yanglezheimehaodenver，jialezheimegebaiyanlanga！meiliangxina！”
lintaoliansezhanghong，zhizhewomadao：“**shuosheini！xinbuxinwozouni！”
linxuedeyanleiyeliulexialai，chuchukeliandishuo：“chenmo，nizenmenengzheimeshuowo？woweinifuchuleneimeduo……”
wokanzhezheichangnaoju，xinzhonghaowubolan，shenzhijuedeyouxiehaoxiao。
wozhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhetamen：“xiyanwanlema？yanwanlejiuqinghuiba。wohenlei，xiangxiuxile。”
shuowan，wobuzaikantamen，jingzhizouhuishufang，fanshousuoshanglemen。
menwai，zhoumasheng、kuhansheng、paimenshengjiaozhizaiyiqi，chixulehenjiu。wochongerbuwen，zaicijinrulewodeyouxishijie。
dayueguoleyigeduoxiaoshi，waimianzhongyuanjingle。wocaitamenshinaoleile，yezhidaocongwozheilitaobudaorenhehaochu，zhinengzanshichetui。
wowandaoshenye，xilegezao，ranhoushushufufuditangzaizhuwodedachuangshang。zheihaishiwunianlai，wodiyiciyigerenshuizheizhangchuang。meiyoulelinxuedebaoyuanhetiaoti，ganjuekongqidouqingxinlebushao。
diertian，woshuidaoziranxing。yangguangtouguochuangliandefengxizhaojinlai，woshenlegelanyao，ganjuehunshendegutoudoushuzhankaile。
meiyoufanrendenaozhong，meiyoucuimingdedianhua，meiyouyizhengyanjiuyaosikaodegongzuo。zheizhongganjue，taibangle。
womanyouyoudiqichuang，jizijizuolefenjiandandezaocan。zhengchizhe，shoujixiangle。shigemoshenghaoma。
我接了起来。
“wei，qingwenshichenmoxianshengma？”yigetianmeidenvshengchuanlai。
“shiwo，qingwennawei？”
“ninhao，woshizuotianjininsongdiannaodeshumachengkefu。shizheiyangde，ninzuotianzaiwomenzheilixiaofeileshierwanbaqianyuan，anzhaowomendehuodongguize，ninhuodeleyicidingjichoujiangjihui。ganggangxitongkaijiang，gongxinin，zhonglewomendeyidengjiang！”
wolengleyixia：“yidengjiang？shishenme？”
kefudeshengyindaizhexingfen：“shiyiliangbaoshijie718paocheyiniandeshiyongquan！suoyoufeiyongquanbao！qingwenninshenmeshihoufangbian，womenhaopairenbachehehetongjininsongguoqu！”