dierzhangnanyimianduidecaice
laogongdengjiazhedeyangziyuzhenjiedelian，butingdezaiwodeyanqianjiaotishanguo，woxiangquedingwodecaice，keneixinliquezaijilidefouding。
wowulunruhedouwufajieshouzheigeshishi。
不可能。
邓佳哲是爱我的。
congwomenxiangshixiangzhidaoxiangai，daoyongyouzheigejia，yongyouwomensangekeaidebaobao，yiluzoulaitadouduiwohehuyoujia，jinxinjinyi。
zheishinian，womencongmeiyouhongguoyicilian，taduiwodewenrouchanmiangengshirangwoshenxinbuyi，tazenmekenengduiwozuochuzheibanshilai。
bukeneng，jueduibukeneng！
keshiyaoshizhenjie，yebudui。
talaiwomenjiazhiqian，wogentagenbenjiuburenshi，womenyuanriwuyuanjinriyewuchou，tazaiwojialidexinshui，zaitongxingyezhongjueduishijiaojiaozhe。
dangchulaijiali，haishiwoqutiaoxuanlaile，tadenianlingbiwodaliangsui，renyekanqilaiqingshuangliluo。gaozhongbiye，jiujinruzheiyixing，chengweileyimingjinpaijiazheng。
wozhaohuilaideshihou，laogongsihubutaimanyi，haiqiaoqiaodewenguowo，“huibuhuitainianqingle，kaopuma？”
“nianqingjiubukaopule？kanzheduoyangyan，shoujiaoyehuimalixie！renjiakeshijinpaijiazheng，niyetaitiaotileba！”wohaiyiweishenzhangdediaokanta，“bufangxindeyinggaishiwocaidui！”
taqianquandenieleyixiawodelian，huiyinglewoyiju，“xiangshenmeni？buyaoluanjiang！”
ranhoujiangwoloujinhuaili，yaozhewodeerzhuituoxiedao，“xing，nikanzheduixinjiuhao，fanzhengyeshijiniyong，meitianpeizhenideshita，wojiushipanianqingdemeizhangxing，ganbuleduojiuyouyaohuan！zheigehennaoxinde！”
meixiangdaozhenjiejueduiyouzhangxing，zheiyiganjiukuai8nianle。woziwen，zheibanianwomenxiangchurongqia，wodaitarujiemei，tayouzenmekenengjiwoxiayao？
zaizhe，ruguoshita，dengjiazhebuhuichajuebudaowofuyaohoudezhuangtaibudui，buhuibuguowenyaoxiao，buhui......
我真的不敢往下想。
yebuzhidaoshimeiyouheneiwanyaodeyinsu，haishimaodezhuangtaihedaolewodeyuangu，zongzhiwoyigaiwangridehunshui，xiangsiconghunhuneezhongjingxingdejingling，yishiyichangdejingshen，meikexibaodouzhalieleyiban，zhenggerenchuyujiduandekangfenzhuangtai。
kongju，rangwowufabishangyanjing。
好漫长的一夜。
kegengrangwoxinhandeshi，zheizhongjian，meiyouyigerenlaiguanchawodezhuangtai，gengmeiyourenwenwoshifoujinshi。
wobudebumingbaileyidian，yiwangderizi，womeitianshuidedoushijimo，zhanzhedulidekongjian，wurenwenjin。
haoxiangdengjiazhebingmeiyoubiaomianshangdeneimeguanxinzaiyiwo。
jiuxiangjinwan，woyuxiangzhong，laogongdeguanhuaibingmeiyouchuxian，nandaotayijingxiyiweichanglewodezheizhonghunshui。
tianyidiandiandeliangle，beiziliyizhihunshuideruiwa，yeyidiandiandehuifulezhijue。
qichutademuguanghuansan，wulide‘miao’leliangsheng。
ranhouyougeleyihui，shisizhidandong，zaiyihui，tadalideshenzhanleyixia，fanlegeshen，quanquqisizhi，wozaiwodeshenbian，huifudaoyuanyoushuijuedezishi，danzhuangtaiyijiuhaishilanlande，meishenmejingshen，kanlaihaimeiyouwanquanqingxing。
zheizhuangkuang，genwomeicixinglaidezhuangtaijiweixiangsi，zheibudebujiashenlewodecaice。
wowuzhudeyibajiangmiaoxingrenloujinhuaili，lianmaizaitaxiruanderongmaoli，wushengdekuqi。
wobumingbaizheishiweishenme？jiujingshisheizaizheiyangduiwo。
liangjiu，wotaiqilian，yaojinyaguangaosuziji，wobunengzuoyidaibi，bixuyaozhaodaozhenxiang。
zhuyiyiding，woyichangqingchuhaibunengdacaojingshe，wohaishiyaojixu‘shui’xiaqu！
shouxianwodenongmingbai，yao，jiujingshisheixiade？jiujingshishenmemude？
sijici，wohaicunzhejiaoxingxinli，gengyuanyixiangxin，zuozheigeshiqingdeshizhenjie，yexuzheiyanggengrongyirangwojieshou。
danshidalianlaidezhenkuai，papazuoxiang，tengdeshirugusui。
bingqiebixiangxiangdegengjiacanku。