womobuzuoshengdizuozaidiannaopang，youyipiangaozidetuigaoxiangshiyipenlengshuipozaiwozhiredexiongtangshang。
daoxianzaihaimeiyouguogao，wogaizenmezhengqianyangta……
“shiyang，wodegaoziyoubeituidiaole，zheiyangxiaqu，wopayouyitianwoyangbuhuowomenliangge，burunichuquzhaogegongzuo……”woyouyulebantian，dandanzhishibazheijuhuashuochulai，wojiuyijinghaojinlewoquanbudeyongqi。
tangzaiwoshenhouyizhanglianjiachuangshangdezhangshiyangtingdaowodehua，xianggejiangshiyiyangmengdedanqilai，sanliangbuzoudaowodegenqian，woyiweitayaogenwoshuoxieshenmehua，danshitaquetongwangchangyiyang，henhendijiuzhuwodetoufabawoliaodaoledishang，yijiaocaizaiwodeduzishang，mianmuzhengningdijinggaowo：“xueweixi，niweimiantaibazijidangdongxileba？wochuquzhaogongzuo，haiqunizuoshenme？”
tingdaozheiyangdehua，wodexinyoulianglesanfen，suiranwohenzaoqianjiuzhidao，taquwo，zhibuguoshiweilerangwonengyangzheta，keshiwomendaxuesiniandeganqing，wotingleyiyangtade，genghekuang，wofuqinxianzainenganranhuozaizheishijieshang，doushikaozhetababajuanxiandeqiguan。
danshitabawodangzuolezhuanqiandegongju。
“ke……keshixianzaiwodegaozilianguodouguobuqu，ruguonibuquzhaogongzuodehua，womenlianggedounanhuoxiaqu。”wobeitayijiaocaideyouxiechuanbuguoqilai，lianmangtongdewuzhuduzi，quehaishijiushilunshidejiangzijidexinlixiangfagaosuta。
zhangshiyangtingdaozheili，xiangshiyanfanleyiban，yepashilandedawole，zhishijiangjiaoqikai，congdiannaozhuoshangnazouyipinghaiweidakaidejiu，yijiaochuaikailedamen，bianzoubianshuodao：“zheishinigaikaolvdewenti。”
kanzhetadebeiyingyuezouyueyuan，wojixuzaiyankuangzhongdeleishuirutonghongshuiyibanzhidouzhibuzhudexiangwaiyongchu。
zhengshangxinzhe，quejianbenlaiyijingyuanzouledezhangshiyangyouzhongxinguaihuilai，woyiweitayouweizijidexingweihouhuile，xiangshidaxuedeshihou，zongshihuilaihongwoyiyang。zhibuguowoyoucaicuole，talengbingbingde，xiangyigedaocaorenyibanzhanzaiwodemianqian，zhishilenghengleyishengdao：“yinxingkani？nachulaia！”
woyitingdaozheihua，lianmanghuangleshoujiao，yinxingkalishiwozheigexiaoxiaodechuzuwuxiageyuedefangzu，zhishengxiafangzule，ruguorangtabayinxingkanazoudehua，womenxiageyuedouzhinengzhudajiele。
“qiuqiuni，buyao……”wohanzheleideyaotou，shuangshoujinjindehuanzhuwodexiekuabao，shengpatayigejidong，jiangwodebaoqiangzou。
ranerwoyinxingkazangzainalitadouzhidaodeqingqingchuchu，wobuzhidaotashizenmexiangde，zhijiantashuangyanyimi，congyizhangyouheidetongkongzhongbengshechuyimoweixiandeguangmang。
jinjiezhexiayimiao，“pa”yishengjianruierxiangliangdebazhangshengbianjiujiudehuidangzaizheixiaoxiaodechuzuwudangzhong。
疼！钻心刺骨的疼！
wowuzhuwodebanbianlianjia，tongkudexieguoshenzi，yanleibansuizhezuijiaoliuzhedexue，xixililiwangxiadiaozhe，haiburongwoganshoudaotengtong，tabiancubaodeqiangzoulewodebao，conglimianfanlaifanqude，nazouleneizuihouyizhangyinxingka，linlikaishi，tachaozhewodequnzishangmiantulekoutan，neiyangzixiangshishifendeyanewo：“zaodiannachulaibujiubuyongaidale。”
shuoba，tazaiciyangzhangerqu，womanshendeshanghen，rangrenxinsui。
jiannandepaqishenzi，zuozaishafashang，wozhengxiangzheyiqianhezhangshiyangdetianmi，wobuzhidaotaweihehuibianchengxianzaizheifuhaochilanzuodeyangzi。
shenshangdejutongtixingzhewozheiyiqiedoubushimengjing，wodeshenghuojiushirucidebeiaihebuxing，wobuzhidaoweishenmelaotianyehuijiwokaizheimedadeyigewanxiao。
wozuozaidiannaozhuoqianfadai，zhengsisuozhegairuhedurideshihou。ganggangtayijingnazoulewozuihoudeyidianjixu。
zheixienianyizhidoushiwozhuanqianyangjia，rujinshiqulezuihoudeyidianjixu，erwodegaozihaishimeiyoutongguoshenhe，zheirizibuzhidaogaizenyangguoxiaqu。
“笃笃笃！”
wotingdaojincudeqiaomensheng，bianzhidaopashichuleshenmejishi，yushilianmangjiangzhuozishangdebijibendiannaoguanbi，qukailemen。
mengangyikai，zhangshiyangbianchongjinlaijinjindebaozhuwo，kouzhonghaiduosuozheshuodao：“laopo……laoponishiaiwodeduima？”
“shi……shia，shiyangnizenmele？”woganjuedaoshiqingyoudianbuduijing，zhangshiyangchulezhuiwodeshihouhuigenwoshuozheixiehua，jiehunzhijintahaimeizheimeshuoguo！
tingdaowojitadedaan，zhangshiyangdezuijiaoyangqiyimohuaixiao，jinjiezheehenhendejiangwoshuaichulemenwai，zaitachedijiangmenguanshangzhiqian，wotingdaotadehuiying：“jiranniaiwo，neijiubangbangwoba！”
wocongdishangpaqishenlai，gangyihuitou，biankandaoshenhouzhuilaideyihuodadongtianlujiaobozideshehuiren，gegeshounajiuping，woyikanzheijiashi，lianmangpashangtaijiequqiaojialidemen，keshibuguanwozaizenmeqiaomen，neilimianquefangfodourutongmeirenyiban。
neihuorenqinyankandaozhangshiyangduojinlejiali，bawojidiuchulai，jiucaidaolewomenliangzhijiandeguanxileba，tamenhenhendizhuaizhuwodetoufa，chongzhejiamenkoujiaoxiaodao：“xiaozi，nichulaia！nibuchulaijiubieguaiwomenduininvpengyoubukeqi！”
jiezhezheihuorenmamalieliedeshuoleyidadui。
wokeyicongtamendeyuqizhongdezhi，ganggangzhangshiyangsihushidiaoxihuoshehuirendenvren，suoyicaihuibatazhuidaojiazhong。
wocongqianjiuzhidaozhangshiyangzheigehaoselanduo，danshixiangzheqianzhetajiadeenqing，wodouyizhimomorenshouzhe，meixiangdaotaxianzaijuranbashiqingqianchedaolejiali。
wojinghuangdekanzhetamen，tamenlazhewodeyifu，xianqidao：“zheixiaozihaizhenshimeiliangxinde，jiuzheimebanvpengyoudiuzaiwaimian。”
tamennaqipijiuping，zasuizaiwodetoushang，woxiangyaofankangkeshiquebeitamensisideyazhu。
“qiunimenle。”wokuhandao，wonulixiangyaotaolizheigekepadedifang。
neixierenlianshangdaizhebuxieshuodao：“neixiaozibukenchulai，danshiyourelewomenlaodaneizhinengweiqunile。”jiezheyiquanjiudazaileduzishang，wofachuyishengtongkude**。
“xiaozi，nizaibuchulai，ninvpengyoukejiubeiwomendasile。”neihuorenjixujiaoxiaozhe。
“laogong，nichulaijiujiuwoa。”wokuhanzhe，xiwangzhangshiyanghaiyouxieliangxin，keyichulaibangwotaolineixierendemozhua。
kezhangshiyangquefangfoyidiandoumeiyoutingdaoyiban。
neiqunshehuirenjianzhuang，jiangwodiuzaidishang，renpingtamenduiwoquandajiaoti，erwokudesixinliefei，lianwozuiaiderendouhaobuzaihu……