第1章 1

jiehunjinianrizheitian,woduozaiyimaojian,tingzhezhangfuheerzipailianzenmerangwozhufutamenhebaiyueguang。

“dengmamashuomoayicaipeidanggutaitaizhihou,”gusitingweierzizhenglilingjie,“womenjiunengyongyuanxingfule。”

shisuideerzigegexiaozhebuchong:“neiwoyaomamaxianshuomoayizuodefangenghaochi!”

wode“huangyanchengzhen”nengli,chengjiulezhangfudeshiye,suzaoleerzidetiancairenshe。

xianzaitamenyaoyongzuihouyicihuangyan——rangwoqinshoubajiarangjibaiyueguang。

haoa,jirannimenxiangyaoyongyuandexingfu,neijiuyongdi99gehuangyanchengquannimen。

zhixiwangdaoshihou,bieshimeimengbianchengemeng……

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woquansuozaiyimaojiandejiaoluo,shouzhisisizuanzhetongjing。

“dengnimamazheicishuowanhuang,moayijiunengyongyuanhewomenzaiyiqile。”gusitingdeshengyintouguomenbanchuanlai,wenroudexiangdangniangenwoqiuhunshideyudiao。

“neiwoyaomamaxianshuomoayizuodedangaobitazuodehaochi!”guyaoqingcuidetongshenglimanshixingfen,“shangcimoayizuodeqiaokelirongyandangaokebangle!”

wodezhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。

jiuzaisanxiaoshiqian,erzihaibaozhewodeyaosajiao,shuozuiaichiwokaodebinggan。

“bieji,”gusitingdixiao,“xianrangmamashuomoayigengshihedanggutaitai,xiazhoudongshihuiyaoyongzheigejiekourangnimoyijinjuececeng。”

jinjiezhemoyingdeshengyinchuanlai:“yanxiani?”

“zaichufangzhunbeijingxini,”gusitingdechixiaoshengrangwoxinlijiaotong,“tahaizhenzheimezhongshijiehunjinianri。”

“baba,womenbaneimianshenqidetongjingnazouba?”guyaodeshengyinturanyadi,“shangciwokandaomamaduizhetacaxue……”

“zaidengdeng,”gusitingdeyuqituranyansu,“yanjiusuoshuoneidongxirenzhu,dengtashuowanzuihouyicihuanghuawomenzaizhanweijiyou。”

我的血液瞬间凝固。

yuanlaitamenlianzheigedoujihuahaole,zhaganwozuihouyidianjiazhi,ranhouqiangzouyuanbenshuyuwodedongxi。

meiyihuieryourenlaiqiaomenle。

“mama?nizailimianma?”guyaodeshengyinzaiyimaojianwaixiangqi,wohuangmangbatongjingsaihuikoudai。

menbeilakaiyitiaofeng,shisuinanhaidelianzaidengguangxiaxiandetianzhenwuxie:“moayishuo,qidainijitazuodedangao。”

wokanzhetayugusitingruchuyizhedeyanjing。

“hao。”wodeshengyinpingjingdebuxianghua,“gaosubabahemoayi,womashangjiulai。”

jifenzhonghou,wozhanzaichufangli,shousisiniezhecandao。

gusitingdeshengyincongketingchuanlai,daizhexuweidewenrou:“yanxia,dangaozhunbeihaolema?moyingele。”

woshenxiyikouqi,qiangpozijisongkaishou。

zhifushangliuxiayidaoqianqiandexuehen,meiguanxi,fanzhengmeirenhuizhuyi。

woduanzhejingxinzhuangshidehongsirongdangaozouchuqu,tangshuangshangxiezhe“shizhouniankuaile”,bianyuanzhuizheguyaozuixihuandecaomei。

kecanzhuopang,moyingyijingzuozailewodeweizhishang。

tachuanzheneijianwoshebudechuandebaisesizhilianyiqun,shanggeyuegusitingrangwoshuomoyingbiwogengshihezheitiaoqunzihou,tajiushenqidicongwodeyijuxiaoshile。

guyaozhengwozaitahuaili,yangzheliansajiao:“moayi,niweiwochima!”

wojiangzaiyuandi,dangaozaishouliweiweifazhan。

gusitingliantoudoumeitai,shouzhizaipingbanshanghuadong:“fangneierba。”

woqingqingbadangaofangzaizhuobian,houlongfajin:“wo……wokaolenizuixihuandehongsirong。”

moyingzhijianzaidangaobianyuanqingqingyitiao,dangaofankouzaidishang,naiyoujianshangwodekuzi。

“aiya,shouhua。”tawugudizhayan,“yanxia,nibuhuijieyiba?”

gusitingzhongyutaitou,zhoumeikanwo:“lengzheganshenme,shoushiganjingba,tabushiguyide。”

wodunxiashen,guyaoturantiaoxiayizi,xiaopixiehenhennianguodangao。

“nanchisile……”tachongwotushetou,“moayizuodebiniqiangyibaibei,lvelvelve……”

moyingqingxiao,shenshouroulerouguyaodetoufa:“yaoyaozhenhuishuohua。”

“duile,”gusitingturankaikou,“xiazhoudongshihui,nijideshuomoyingbiwogengshiheguanligongsi。”

wodeshouyizhan,naiyoucengzaishouwanshang。

“……好。”

moyingwaitoukanwo:“haiyou520neitian,niyaodangzhesuoyourendemianshuo,shiniziyuanbagutaitaideweizhirangjiwode。”

guyaopaishoudaxiao:“dui,mamazaishuoyiju,rangmoayidangwodexinmama!”

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woguizaimandidesuicipianli,zhangxinbeigedexianxuelinli。

neishiwomuqinliuxiadezuihouyitaogucichaju——talinzhongqianlazhewodeshoushuo:“xiaxia,yaoxingfua。”

erxianzai,moyingdegaogenxiezhengcaizaichahudesuipianshang。

“aiya,zhenshibuxiaoxin。”tajiaoxiaozhe,jiaojianyouyonglizhuanlezhuan,“buguojiudebuqu,xindebulai,duibasiting?”

gusitingzuozaishafashangkanwenjian,wenyantouyebutai:“yanxia,shoushiganjing。”

wodexueshunzhecipiandizaidibanshang,yunkaiyixiaopiananhong。

guyaobengtiaozhepaoguolai,shoulijuzheshoujiluxiang。

“ma,kuaidian!”tayangzhelian,yanjingliquanshixingfendeguang,“shuomoayibiwoqinmahao!”

wohoulongfajin,muguangyueguota,luozaiketingdechajishang。

neilibaizheyizhangzhaopian,shiwohegusitingsanzhounianjinianripaide。

zhaopianli,taditouwenwodeetou,erwohuailibaozhegangmansansuideguyao。

taxiaodeneimetian,xiaoshoujinjinzuanzhewodehunsha。

erxianzai,guyaozhengzhuaizhewo,biwoqinkoumoshazijidecunzai。

“yaoyao……”woshengyinfazhan,“nihaijibujide,nixiaoshihoufashao,mamazhengyebaozheni……”

“fansile!”taturanshuaikaiwodeshou,zhuantoupujinmoyinghuaili,“moayi,mamayouzhuangkelian!”

moyingqingqingpaizheguyaodetou:“yaoyaoguai,nimamazhishi……butaidongshi。”

gusitingzuozaishafali,xiuzhangdeshouzhiqiaoleqiaochaji:“yanxia,bielangfeishijian。”

“duile,”gusitingturanheshangwenjian,“mingniannibadeliaoyangyuanjiaofei,jinniankaishiyoumoyingqujiao。”

我浑身一僵。

fuqinzhongfenghouyizhizaivipliaoyangyuan,neishiwoyongdi17cihuangyanhuanlaide。

“weishenme?”woshengyinfadou。

moyingwanyaocoujinwo,“yinweia……”

tatiedaowoerbian“,xiazhoujiaofeishi,wohuirangyishengshuobingrenturanbingqingehua。”

tahuanglehuangshouji,pingmushangshifuqindaizhehuxijidezhaopian,“nizuihaoguaiguaidayingwomen,buran……”

woyanqianfahei,zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxindeshangkou。

“wo……”wohoulonglijichuwuyan。

“zheicaiduima!”guyaoturanbayidiezhipaizaiwolianshang,“ma,shunbianbazheigeyeqianle!”

zhizhangsanluoyidi,zuishangmianneizhang,shigusitingzaoyinihaodelihunxieyi。

moyingdegaogenxiecaizhuqizhongyiye,zhenghaozhezhutiaokuanlijingshenchuhusigezi:“kuaishuowoziyuanqianziya。”

wowangzhechajishangfuqindezhaopian,qianxialezi。

weiyideyaoqiushi,daiwoqukantayiyan。

gusitingkaiche,haidaizheguyaohemoying。

gusitingzhuaizhewodetoufa,jiangwotuodaofuqinmianqian。

“shuo,”tashengyinwenrou,shouzhiqueqiajinwodetoupi,“woziyuanfangqiguyaodejianhuquan。”

woguizaidishang,yanqianfahei。

fuqinzhongfenghouhenshaoqingxing,keciketahunzhuodeyanjingsisidingzhegusiting,houlonglifachuhehedeshengxiang。

“ba……”wogangkaikou,guyaoturanchongguolai,henhenchuaizaiwoyaoshang。

“kuaidian!”tajianshengjiaozhe,“buranwojiubawaigongdeyangqiguanbale!”

moyingzouguolai,“zuihouyiju,shuowanjiufangnizou。”

wokanzheguyaozhigaoqiyangdeyangzi,xiangqisannianqian。

sannianqian,guyaoxiantianxinzangbingfa,zaiyiyuanqiangjiu。

woguizaizoulangli,zuanzhetongjingkuqiu:“rangwoerzihuoxialai……”

“shuoshenmehuhua?”dangshidegusitingbaozhuwo,“yaoyaoyidinghuimeishide。”

tawenzhewodeyanlei,erwoduizhetongjingshuochudiyigehuangyan:“woerzi……zhangmingbaisui。”

neitianzhihou,guyaoqijibankangfu。

ergusitingkanwodeyanshen,jianjiancongaiyibianchengletanlan。

“ma!”xianzaideguyaozhuaihuiwodesixu,xiaolianshangmanshiyane,“kuaidianshuoa!”

tadeyanjinghegusitingyimoyiyang,quezaiyemeilexiaoshihoukanwoshideyilai。

“hao……guyaodejianhuquan。”woqingshengshuo。

tamenbuzhidao,di99cihuangyanchengzhen,tamendedaodeyiqie,doujiangwuguiyuanzhu。

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520deqingchen,wozhanzaijingziqian,kanzhezijicangbaidelian。

shinianqiandejintian,gusitingdanxiguizaiyuli,pengzheyimeilianjiadeyinjiezhixiangwoqiuhun。

“yanxia,”tayanjingliangdexiangxingxing,“dengwogongsizhouzhuanguolai,yidingjinihuanzuanjie。”

neishideta,lianyibasandoushebudemai,quebawaitaoquanguozaiwoshenshang。

tongjingzaikoudailifatang,jiangwodesixulahuixianshi。

jingmianyijingbumanliehen,zhichazuihouyidao。

louxiachuanlaiguyaodexiaosheng:“moayi,zheigeqiqiuguazaizheili!”

“yaoyaozhenbang,”moyingxiaozhekaikou,“bimouxierenqiangduole。”

我闭了闭眼。

jintian,shiwodejiehunjinianri。

yeshigusitinghemoyingde“dinghunyan”。

shinianqian,gushijituanbinlinpochan。

gusitingzhengyezhengyeshuibuzhe,wotoutouyongtongjingxuxiahuangyan:“wozhangfudegongsihuiqisihuisheng。”

diertian,shenmitouzirenturanzhuzi。

tabaozhewozhuanquan,yanliquanshiganji:“xiaxia,nishiwodefuxing。”

houlai,guyaoxinzangbingfa,yishengshuozhunbeihoushi。

woguizaibingfangwai,duizhetongjingkuqiu:“woerzihuijiankangzhangda。”

qijifashengle,neishihou,gusitingkanwodeyanshenhaidaizheai,guyaohaihuisuozaiwohuailisajiao:“mamazuilihaile。”

shicongshenmeshihoukaishibiande?

dagaishiconggusitingdiyicirangwoshuo“moyingbiwogengshihedangxiangmufuzeren”kaishi。

dagaishicongguyaodiyiciweixiewo“bushuohuangwojiujueshi”kaishi。

tamenchangdaoletiantou,jiuzaiyetingbuxialai。

louxiabeibuzhichenghunlixianchang,wodehunshazhaobeirengzaijiaoluo。

gusitingzhanzaipangbian,xizhuangbiting。

kanjianwo,taweiweizhoumei:“zenmechuanzheimesu?jintianyoumeiti。”

woditoukanzheshenshangdemiselianyiqun,zheishineiniantashengrishisongwode。

dangshitashuo:“nichuanzheigeyansezuihaokan。”

moyingchuanzhewozuixihuandeneijianhunshazhuanlegequan,zuanshizhuimanqunbai:“siting,zhenhaokan。”

guyaopaoguolai,xingfendizhuaiwo:“ma,kuaishuomoayibinipiaoliang。”

“yaoyao……”woshengyinfadou,“nihaijideniqisuineinian,mama……”

tamengdishuaikaiwodeshou,“jiuzhidaotiyiqian,moayiconglaibuhuizheimeluosuo。”

wodexinchedilenglexialai。

binkeluxudaolai,quanshishangquanmingliu。

tamenjuzhexiangbin,xiaozhezhufugusitinghemoying。

ouerpiexiangwo,yanliquanshilianminhuojifeng。

“真可怜……”

“tingshuotajingshenyouwenti,yizhichanzheguzong……”

“jintianzongsuanjietuole……”

wozhanzaijiaoluo,tongjingzaikoudailitangdejihuzhuoshangpifu。

guyaopaoguolai,shoulipengzheyimeijiezhihe:“ma,zheishidaihuierniyaojimoayide……”

hezili,shiwodehunjie。

neicekezhe“forever”,shigusitingqinshoukede。

guyaowaitou,yanliquanshitianzhenyoucanrendexiaoyi:“mama,nixianzaiyaobangwohebabadedaoxingfue!”

tazhuaizhewodegeboyaohuang:“kuaishuomoayicaipeidanggutaitai……”

司仪宣布仪式开始。

gusitingqianzhemoyingdeshouzoushanghongtan,guyaogenzaihoumian,sazhehuaban,xiaorongcanlan。

suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaitamenshenshang,fangfozheishiyichangzhenzhengdehunli。

erwo,beianpaizaijiaoluodezuowei,xianggekebeidepangguanzhe。

“xianzai,youqinggutaitai……songshangzhufu。”siyideshengyintouguomaikefengchuanlai,daizhexuweidetongqing。

全场安静下来。

gusitingkanxiangwo,yanshenbingleng。

guyaozouguolai,zaiwoerbianxiaoshengshuo:“bushuodehua,wojiugaosusuoyourenniyoujingshenbing。”

wokanxiangtaixiabinke,tamenjuzheshouji,dengzhepaixiayuanpeiziyuanrangweidexima。

tongjingzaidoulifatang,woxiangqizuowanzaitongjingshangkandaodexuezi。

【di99cihuangyanchengzhen,suoyoutongguohuangyandedaode,douhuibianweichijingzhesuoyou。】

【huangyanchengzhenjindutiao98/99】

womanmangouqizuijiao,jieguohuatong,woqingshengshuo:“wozhunimen……yongyuansuosi。”

“砰!”

铜镜彻底碎裂。

gusitingzhoumei,xiayishitaishoudangleyixia,yuqibunai:“yanxia,niyoushuashenmehuayang?”

moyingchixiaoyisheng,hongchunqingyang:“zenme?shebudele?”

guyaozhuaizhewodexiuzi,shengyinjianrui:“mamanihaimeishuowan,yaoshuonishiziyuanlihunde!”

“woshuowanle。”woqingshengshuo,zuijiaohuanhuanyangqi,“zhunimen……yongyuansuosi。”

gusitinglianseyichen,gangyaokaikou。

“pa”deyixia,yanhuitingdedengturanquanmiele。

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heianzhong,gusitingyibakouzhuwodeshouwan:“nizuoleshenme?”

tadelidaojihuyaoniesuiwodegutou,shengyinyadejidi,daizheweixie:“badengnongliang,fouze——”

“fouzeshenme?”wotaitou,“fouzenijiurangwobadeliaoyangyuantingyao?fouzenijiurangguyaoburenwo?”

womanmanchouhuishou:“gusiting,niyijingmeiyounengweixiewodedongxile。”

yingjidengliangqideshunjian,wokandaotadetongkongzhouranjinsuo。

moyingturanjianjiaoqilai:“wodelian……wodelianzenmele!”

guyaojingkongdihoutui:“mo、moayi……ni……”

gusitingmengdizhuantoukanwo,yanlizhongyushanguoyisihuangluan:“yanxia,niduitazuoleshenme?”

woweixiao:“bushiwozuode。”

“shihuangyan……xingle。”

diertian,gushijituangupiaobaodie。

suoyoukaowohuangyanhuodedehezuofangjitichezi,neixiebeicuangaidecaiwushujuzidonghuifuyuanzhuang。

gusitingzhanzaibangongshili,kanzhediannaopingmushangtiaochudeshexianzaojia,liandiaochadetongzhi,shuaileshouji。

“bukeneng……”tanannanziyu,“yanxiani?batazhaohuilai,rangtazaishuoyicigushimeiyouwenti!”

zhulizhanzhanjingjing:“guzong,furen……furenbujianle。”