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奶奶死了。

奶奶死了。

奶奶死了。

wonaodaihaoxiangyaozhakai,zhenzhayibandetong,rangwokuaiyaofengdiao。

“nincunzaiyiyuande,yuxiadeqianhuizaishigegongzuorineihuidao......”

woerbianwengwengyipian,genbenmeiyoutingqingyishengjiexialaizaishuoshenme。

buzhidaoguoleduojiu,yishengneibianyijingchenjixiaqu。

wohoulonggengyandishuobuchuhua,yongliniezhequantou,zhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin:

“zhidaole,xiexieyisheng。”

我沙哑地说。

nainaishentihaijiankangdeshihou。

woyonggongzuodiyiniandapindegongzi,zainainaiguobashidashouneitian,jitamaileyibushouji。

youjiaotayongweixinzhifu,bingqiejitafalesigedahongbao。

shangmianfenbiexiezhe“sheng”“ri”“kuai”“le”。

nainaidaizhelaohuajing,butaishuliandizhilingle“sheng”he“ri”。

wowentaweishenmebuquanlingle。

她说。

kuaileyaoliujiwodeningning。

医院。

wokanzhebeimengshangshidaidenainai,yanleimohushixian,houlongfachuleyayiyijiudewuyansheng。

jianbangsuizhekuqidejiezoujuliedizhandou,meiyicichouqidouxiangshizaisichezhexinfei,rangwojihuchuanbuguoqilai。

jiuzaiwoqingxujidushikongdeshihou,shenbiandeyishengpailepaiwodejianbang。

tashiwonainaidezhuzhiyishi,zheiwunian,womenniangliangyouduoburongyi,tadoukanzaiyanli。

chenmoyihui,taqingqingkaikou:

“laorenjiazouzhiqiandezuihouyijuhuashirangni‘bieweiquziji’。”

顿了顿,她又道:

“zheixieniannizaiganshenme,laorenjiaxinliqishimingjingde,tayidiandoubuxiangchengweinideleizhui,rangnishouneizhongweiqu。”

woshuangshoujinjindiwuzhelian,zhifengjianyichudeleishuixiongyongerchu,luozaibinglengdeyiyuandibanshang。

“xiexie,wozhidaole。”

wodeshengyinrutongculideshazhiyiban,yishengtingleyileng,dijiwoyipingweikaifengdeshui。

wobaibaishoujujueletadehaoyi,dadianhuajiaorenjiangnainaiyundaohuohuachang。

jiangneigexiaoxiaodehezianfangzaizaoyijingzhunbeihaodeshuangrenmudi——lingyibianshijiwozijiliude。

zaiwodejiyizhong,nainaiyizhihenaihenai。

zhidaowoxianzaibatoukezaidishang,tarengranbiwoai。

zuowanzheixiehou,wosuibianzhaoleyijiaxiaolvguan,pibeiditangxiaqu,yizhishuidaorishangsangan。

qilaihou,wojizhouhuaijinfaguoquyitiaofenshouxinxi。

tahuifudehenkuai,falaiyitiaoyuyin:

“anning,nizheizhongbaxijiububiwanle,bieyoufansha,ninainaidebingbuzhile?”

tachixiaodao,dianhuazhonghaijiazazhejishengnvrendeninansheng,

“laijiwomenzuofan,woyaochi…”

woexindibuxing,zhouzhemeizantingleyuyin。

ranhoulengxiaozhefaguoquyitiaoxinxi:

“你们滚去吃屎吧。

haiyou,zhouhuaijin,nizheituoexinrendewanyier,wobuyaole!”

shuowan,wobatasuoyoudelianxifangshilaheishanchuyiqihecheng。

zuowanhou,wochuanlekouqi,botongleguiminanxiandedianhua:

“wei?xianxian,yuegedifang。”