第3章 只是一场谎言

shi,wozaojiumeiyouliyongjiazhile。

mujiadedaolesongjiaderongzi,bannianqianyijingduguoleweiji,rujindeshangyebantuyujiakuoda,muhanyedudangyimian。

ruguobushiwojintianmaoranqudaraosuxiu,youdaledianhuajimumu,chedichudaolemuhandedixian,muhanyexuhaimeiyouzheiyangjuejue。

我一直在拖。

tatiguojicilihun,woyixiangzhizhibuli,rujin,lihunxieyishudoubaizailedemianqian。

baizhiheizi,meiyizimeiyijudouzaigaosuwo,zheigenanrenbuaiwo。

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womenyiqiquhebianwanshua,buyu,yongdangongdaniao。womenduguoyizhenggeyukuaideshujia,linzoushiwotoutoudezaitadeerbianwenta,“hangege,woyihoujiajini,haobuhao?”

他说,“好”。

nianshaoshideshiyanheaiqing,yuanlaizhishiyichanghuangyan。

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jiuzaizheishi,zhangmaguolaigaosuwo,“furen,waimianyouweixingsudexiaojiezhaonin。”

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jinjiezheyigutaotiandenuqizhanjulewodezhenggedanao,xiongkoududenanshoudeyaoming。

wohemuhanhaimeiyouzhengshilihun,zheigesuxiudoupobujidaiyaodengtangrushile。

jiuzheiyangyigenvren,yigepingpingwuqidenvren,muhanquebatadangzuolebaobeijinwuzangjiao。

suxiujinghuleyisheng,sesuozhebozi,yifuqieshengshengdemoyang,“songxiaojie,niweishenmeyaodaren。”

“wodani,haiyaotiaorizima?”wozoudaotagenqian,lengxiaoleyisheng,“sheijinidedanziguolaizheilide?!guoquyinian,wobuzhaoni,shiyinweiwogenbenjiumeiyoubanifangzaiyanli。nanrenma,jialidehuazaixiang,yexiangyaotianyitianwaimiandeshi。”

suxiurengjiudizhetou,kongqilichuanlaiyizhendididechuoqisheng,tashenshouwuzhelian,shuochudehuadaoshiwenwendechuozailewodetongchu,“nanguaihanbuxihuanni。nishuohuazheiyangcusu。kenijiuzheiyangzhuazhehanbufangyoushenmeyisi?”

“bieshuole,nizouba。”wobuxiangkanjiansuxiu,yidianeryebuxiangkanjian,wozhentaoyantazheifushouletiandaweiqudemoyang,“wobuhuigenmuhanlihunde,niyexiuxiangjinruzheigejiamen。”

wojiushibuxiangchengquantamen。

wochengren,woxiaoqi,wocongbudafang。

suxiuweiweidedizhetou,shengyinquemengdiqiangyingqilai,zhangfadangzhuletadedabangelianjia,“wobuzou,songxiaojie,wojintianjiuzaizheilizhuxia。”

wochayidedingzheta,xiayimiaozhijiantadeshouzhangzhizhidechaozhewoshanguolai。

wobennengdezhuazhutadeshouwan,henhendefanjihuiqu,padeyishengzaitalianshangluoxialeyigexianmingdehongzhangyin。

“songniaoniao,niganshenme!”

wotaitou,menkouzhengzhanzhemuhan。