woshitulanzheta：【buyaodakai！】
duanjibaihaishilakailewodechouti。
neilimianfangleershiduogepingpingguanguan，doushiwodeyao。
duanjibaizhengzhule：“yuanlai，nizhendeshengbingle，guaibudejizhuoyushuonixiangguozisha。”
congwomazhongbingkaishi，wojiuchengleyigezhuanqianjiqi。
yiduwodeyanlizhiyouqian，woxiangfangshefadizhuanqian。
duanjibaidefumushishouduanbipowomenfenshou，wojiuzhendegenduanjibaifenleshou。
fenshouhou，duanjibaifaxianwoqueqian，tichuyaowozuotadezhuli，tajiwoqian。
keshiqianyiranbugou，yinweibujinwomazhibingxuyaoqian，xiegaoqiangshibushihaidubo，yexuyaoqian，wohetangtangyaoshenghuo，yangyangdoushiqian。
tangtangdebushuohua、luxueroubeibangjia、duanjibaidebiwen、jingfangdedingshidingdianwenhua、zhaoyashibushishangmenzhaocha、xiegaoqiangdewulaiheweixie……
每一样都是压力。
zaizheiyangjudadeyalixia，woquezhenlezhongduyiyuzheng。
wozhidaozijibunengsi，suoyiwoqukanlexinliyisheng，yeanshichiyao。
danshixinliyishengyehengui，wozhikanguoliangsanci。
jiduqueqiandewoxialebanhou，haihuiquyezonghuimaijiu。
youyiciwobeigukesaoraodeshihou，beiduanjibaizhuangjianle。
tajiangwozhuaichuleneigebaoxiang，yilutuozhuaidaoleweishengjian。
duanjibaishengqideyangzifeichangheren，talengzheliandao：“baijinhe，ninandaoshidiaojinleqianyanli？genwofenshounadefenshoufeibugou？”
wodangshizhijuededuanjibaizaifafeng。
yinweiwogenbenmeiyounaguotamenduanjiayifenqianfenshoufei。
但我没有解释。
“wojinikaidezhuligongzihaishibugou？”
“nifeiyaopaodaozheizhongdifanglaizuojianziji？！”
wotuikaitadao：“shi，woqueqianyouzuima？duanjibai，qingnibuyaodaraowozhuanqian。”
“niyaoneimeduoqianzuoshenme？”duanjibaidishengdao。
“womadelezhongbing。”wolengmodao。
duanjibaixiaole：“neikenengjiushibaoyingba。”
woyileng：“nizaishuoshenme？”
“nimayiqianbujiushigepeijiunvma？buzhilianchidigouyinlebierendezhangfu，buqingbuchudiyouleni，xianzainizaizuoshenme？gaibuhuishidasuanzhongzoutadelaoluba？”duanjibailengchaorefengdao。
wotaishoushuaileduanjibaiyibazhang，wokanzheta，xiangkanzuishuxidemoshengren。
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“nixinluxueroushuodehua？”
duanjibaifanwenwo：“weishenmebuxin？”
“jiranruci，nishengshenmeqi？wozenmezuojianzijizenmezhuanqian，shiwodeshi！”
wozhuanshenxianglikai，duanjibaijiangwoehenhendilahuilaidizaileqiangshang。
taweilexiuruwo，tichuyaobaowo。
weideshiwochengfawopaoqileta，gentafenleshou。
“jiranbierendoukeyi，woweishenmebukeyi？baijinhe，woyiqianzhenxini，xianzaifaxian，niyagenbuzhidezhenxi！jiqianjiuxingshima？keyi，zhiyaonirangwomanyi，wokeyiji。”
woxiaole：“haoa，natianniyoukong，huanyingguanglin。”
duanjibaiqingxuchedishikong。
wozoudeshihou，shenhouxiangqihendadedongjing，gujiweishengjiandemendoubeitachuailanle……
wotingjianleduanjibaideshengyin。
tajizhaoyingdadianhua，rangzhaoyingbawozailiuyangfuyoudesuoyoubinglidoufajita，tahaiyaozhaoyingchawodeyiyuzhengbingli。
duanjibaijiangchoutiguanshangle，jiuzaiwoyiweitayaolikaideshihou，tajingrantangshanglewodechuang。
“baijinhe，dangchu，weishenmefeiyaozaiwozuijuewangdeshihoulikaiwo？”duanjibaideleitangrulebinfazhong。
wokanzheduanjibai，wushengdao：【huoxushiyinweiwomenchabietaidale，meiyourenzhufuwomen。】