第4章
ziconghaizimeilezhihoulushianshenqingjiuyizhihuanghu。
jifeifeichongjinlaiyibazhuazhutadeyifushi，tadoumeifanyingguolai。
“pa！”deyibazhang，jifeifeihenhendeshuaizaitadelianshang。
“doushiyinweini！shibushiniranglushiyeneigezazhongtongjinyude！nishuo！shibushini！！”
lushianzhongyurumengchuxingyiyang，“nishuoshenme？shiyetonglefujinyu？”
jifeifeiwozhutadanbodejianbangmengdiyaohuang，“nibiejiwozhuangwugu！yaobushishounizhishi，neigexiaozazhongzenmegan？！”
都是她！都是她！
yaobushilushian，zheishihoutayijingshifujiataitaile！
“buhuide，shiyebushihuaihaizi，nishuohuang！”
taturanjuliezhengzhaqilai，genbenbuxiangxintingdaodeyiqie。
jiuzaizheishi，fujinyudakaidianhua。
tazhandouzhejieqilai，xiaoxinyiyidewenta。
“yourenshuoshiye......”
“shide，tatonglewoyidao，xianzaiyijingzaijingchajule。”
fujinyudandandedaizheyanbuzhupibeideshengyindasuiletadejiaxiang。
xianshi**luodebaizaitadeyanqian。
tatongkudezuanjinshouzhi，“nixiangzenmezuo？xiangyaowozenmezuo？”
liangjiu，neibianchuanlaifujinyudanmodeshengyin。
“lushian，feifeidehaizibeinihaisile，woyaonijitadaoqian，zhiyaotayuanliangni，wojiukeyiyuanlianglushiye。”
nvrenzuozaichuangshang，lianseshiwuliyubingtaidecangbai，takanzheneigehaisizijihaizidezuikuihuoshou。
duidianhualiderenqingshengwen，jiuxiangpahedaosheiyiyang。
“那我的孩子呢？”
rangtajijifeifeidehaizidaoqian，neitadehaizini？
tadehaizijiuhuogaiyaozhema？tadehaizi，yexiangjianjianzheigeshijiedea！
fujinyushouzhangbuzijuedewojinleyixia，lengyingdeshengyintouguodianhua，chuanrutadeerzhong。
“与我无关。”
lushianweiweiyangqixiaonaodai，zhangdayanjing，buxiangrangjifeifeikanjiantadeyanlei。
fujinyu，nishitadebabaa，zenmenengshuo，tadeshengsiyuniwuguan？
“tadaodizuocuoleshenme？”
tawenfujinyu，quexiangshizaiwenziji。
tadehaizizuocuoleshenmeyaoshoudaozheiyangdezuize？
meiyoutingdaohuida，dianhuabeirenyibaguaduan。
jifeifeinazheshouji，jugaolinxiadeqingmiekanzheta。
“wolaigaosuni，nidehaizicuojiucuozai，shinidehaizi！”
“nidehaiziyinniersi，nidedidiyinnifanzui，lushian，nizhenshigezaixing！nijiubugaichusheng！！”
lushianshenqinghuanghu，tazhende，youneimezaogaoma？
jiaoxiaodenvrenbaozhuxigaisuochengyituan，nannanziyu。
“duibuqi......duibuqi......”
xiangqihaizi，xiangqididi，xiangqifujinyugangcaideyaoqiu。
takanxiangzheigejingzhimeiyandenvren，“niyaozenmecaihuiyuanliangwo？”
jifeifeiqingxiaoyisheng，shengyinlimeileneixiexiesidili，daizhedianmanzuyuqieyi。
jiranfujinyuwushi，neitajiugaixiangxiangzenme“sihou”lushianle。
tazuozailushianduimian，pailepaifushou，xiangzhaohugouyiyangzhaohuta。
“爬过来。”
lushianbilebiyanjing，suoyouqingxuquanbuyanzangzailimian。
liangjiu，taxiankaibeizi，“guangdang”yisheng，beijibizhideguizaidishang。
tachaozhejifeifeiyibubuxixingguoqu，yibubuniansuilezijidezunyanyuaogu。
fujinyu，zheici，nigaimanyileba？
jifeifeixiaokanzheta，yanzhongjiazazheyimoyinzanghenshendejihen。
lushiantingzaitashenshang，langbeibukan，zhenshi......haokanjile。
talengxiaoliangsheng，“zenme，yabale？buzhidaogaizenmeqiurenma？”
lushianyaozhexiachun，yinyinyouxuesimaochu，jiannandezijucongtazuilituchu。
“duibuqi，qiuni，yuanliangwo。”
jifeifeiyibajiuzhutanaohoudetoufa，yanshenhenlidekanguolai。
“lushian，nijizhu！zheiyiqie，doushinizuiyouyingde！zheishiniqianwode！！”
tengtongcongtoupishangchuanlai，lushianzhouqimeitou，shenshouquzhuatadeshouwan。
“peng”deyisheng，menbeirencongwaimianchuaikai。
“jifeifei，nidangwoshisidema？！”
tingdaozheigeshengyin，lushianyujifeifeiqiqizhengzhu。
luzhentianyilianlengmodezhanzaimenkou，kandaowulideqingkuangmeitouhenhenyizhou。
jibuzoujinlai，jianglushiancongjifeifeishouzhongduoxia，xianghuxiaojiziyiyangjiangtahuzaishenhou。
“jifeifei，nimuqinmeijiaoguonishenmejiaozuoderaorenchuqieraorenma？meijiaoguoni，shenmejiaozuobierendedongxibuyaoluandongma？！”
“baba......”
lushiankanzheshenqianneizuodashanyiyanghuzhetadenanren，dishenghuhuan。
luzhentianpailepaitadeshoubei，anweita。
kandaozheiyimu，jifeifeiyanzhongjihengengshen，tayinyangguaiqideyixiao。
“womamaqueshimeiyoujiaoguowozheixie，buruninlaijiaojiaowo，baba？”