第一章
duwangdasaishang，laogongweiyangmeiyizhiqianjinnaxiaguanjun，zhiweibomeirenyixiao。
woxiangzhegongpingjingzheng，laogongdangzhongweijimeidoudizuodanbao。
“xiaoqinqin，yigenashentihuanxiangmude**？yepeinaguanjunma？”
qitajingzhengdutufenfendatuitanggu，woduizhecaipanxiaoxixidao：
“buguanduifangzijinduoshao，wodougen，bingqiehaiyaobitadayimao！”
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huayingangluo，xianchangsuoyoudoubamuguangjizhongzaiwoshenshang，duizhewozhizhidiandian。
“tagaibuhuishishaziba？tagenzijidelaogongduiduma？jiubupabeiganchujiamenliuluojietouma？”
“tagaibuhuibuzhidaoxianzaibideyijingbushipaiji，ershibeihoudezijinchoumaleba？”
“guzongjiushiqulezheimeyiweibendanmeirena？zheixiayouhaoxikanle。”
tingzhedajiaqizuibashedetanlun，guxiangyangshunshijianjiuheilelian。
tamengdipaidaleyixiazhuozi，nuqichongchongduiworangdao：
“xiaoqinqin，woquannidangzhongmashangrenshu！”
“yigerenjinkefude**，haiwangxianggenwozheng？”
wodalegeheqian，youzaidihelekoukafei。
wozhijiewushiguxiangyangdehua，cuicucaipan：“caipan，bisaishenmeshihoukeyijixua？”
guxiangyangshifennaohuo，qichongchongzouguolaizhuaizhuwodeshou。
“bieshuowobujinijihui，nizaibugunwojiurangbaobiaoniannichuqule。”
我反手推开他。
“diyi，wohuadedoushiwozijideqian，woyouqian，renxing，wojiuyaogen，woyaobuyaojixuneishiwodeziyou，bunengbawozenmeyang。”
“wojinggaonibuyaodecunjinchi，ruguomeiyouwo，ninengjinlaizheimegaojidechanghema？”
“zhenwuqu，nixianzaijiushiyaoweinidejimeichufengtouleshiba？napataxianzaizheipaidejumianshudingleniyeyaomanbujiangliweihuta？”
zheiliangrenzaojiumeilaiyanqu，danshixianzaitayaozaizhongmukuikuizhixiaweihuzheigesuoweidejimei。
当我死了是吗？
kanlaijintianbujitamenyidianjiaoxunshibuxingdele。
“xiaoqinqin，nisuangeshenmedongxi，likaiwomengujianishenmedoubushi！”
“shihuagaosuniba，zheigeduwangwozaojiuneidingshirouroumoshu，nijiubuyaozuowuweidezhengzhale！”
guroushibeiguxiangyangyongqianzachulaideliuliangmingxing，fengpingchadehen。
ruguobushiyouguxiangyangzaibeihouchengyao，gujizaobeizhuchuyulequanle。
xianzaiyouxiangbanggurouyingdeduwang，rangtalingpiqudaochengming。
“xiaojiejie，nihaishiguaiguaituichuba。”
guroujiaxingxingdiduiwokaikou，lianshangquanshideyidexiaorong。
“zheigexiaoqinqinzhenmeiyong，wotingshuotadangchukeshisipilailiandaotiecaijiajileguzong。”
zhouweiderenrenbuzhugenzhediaokan，wotingzhehunshennanshou。
“wodeshiqinghailunbudaonilaizhishouhuajiao！”womeiyoubandianweiju，mianwubiaoqingkaikoushuozhe。
“xiaoqinqin，nibiebushihaodai！ninabuchuqiankeshiyaonaminglaihaizhaide！”
我冷笑。
“guda**，zheigenibulaofannifeixinle，qianwoyoudeshi。”
gurourenbuzhukaishichaoxiao。
“niyouqian？nibuyaobaxiangyanggegedeqiandoudangchengshinizijidea。”
“zheishiwojinniantingguozuidadexiaohuale，zijibuzhengqian，haixiangnalaogongdeqianlaihuihuo，duifulaogong？”
“gutaitai，nihaishikuaidianhuijiazuofanjiguzongfanghaoxijiaoshuiba。burannidengxiajiuchibuledouzhezoule。”
zhouweiderenshiduiwoxingzailehuodechaoxiao。
guroukandaowobushuohua，yiweiwoyaotuisuo，taidugengshixiaozhang。
“xiaoqinqin，ruguowoshini，wojiubuliuzaizheidiurenxianyanle。kuaidianzouba。”
“nirangwozouwojiuzou，neiwoqibushihenyoumianzi。”wowaizhenaodaiduicaipanweiweiyixiao。
“ben**buqueqian，nimenyaozenmedu，wodoukeyisuishifengpei！”