第5章 开解心事

kuanchangshushideshafashang,lianggenianqingnannvwangqingdeyongwenzaiyiqi。dishanglingluandeyiwu,rangwuneideqiwenzhujianshenggao,fenweiyujiaaimei。

“jiejie……woqumaineige……”guhuaicongtaxiongqiantaiqitou,liansechaohong,yanshenmilidekanzheta,shengyinyishianya。

“ruoshiwomeiyoucaicuo,zheiwuziliyinggaidaochudoushi……”yunliqingyaoleyikoutadehoujie,“sushanzuoshishenshituodang。”

guhuaimenshengyiheng,bochunhuluandewenzheta,tengchuyizhishouzaishafafengxichumosuo,guoranzhaodaoleyigexiaofanghe……

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xiawuliangdian,zhuwodedachuangshang。

“niebue?”guhuaiyizhidazhangfuyuyunlidexianyaoshangjitaanmo,yizhishouqingfutadezhangfa,“jialiyoushicaima?woqujinizuodianchide?”

“yinggaimeiyou……”yunlitangzaitadexiongqian,bizheyanjing,“nibawodeshoujinaguolai,worangxiangmingjusongdianfancaijiuxing,juliyebuyuan。”

yihuierhou,tafangxiashouji,youxiejingyadiwendao:“nihaihuizuofan?”

yuyunlideyinxiangzhong,haosiyeyenainaidaidehaizi,yibandoubuhuixiachude。

“huide,woshenmedouhuizuo。”guhuaiguizuozaitamianqian,“yihouwojinizuofan……”

yunlikanzhetaguaiqiaokeqidemoyang,xinzhongequweizhouqi。tashenchuxianxianyuzhi,yiliyilidigoukaitashuiyideniukou,shizhizitaxiongqianhuaguo,zhizhixiaofu……

guhuaijiangzheshenzi,lianrushutoudepangxie,huanhuandilaguobeizigaizaidatuishang,sangyinsiya:“bie……nihuishoubuzhude……”

yunliyileng,huermingbailetadeyisi,jiaoxiaobuyi:“nizheihaiziluanxiangshenmeni!wozhishixiangxinshangyixianideshencai……”

“wodoushijiusuile,bushihaizi。”guhuaiminzhechun,“nizhibuguobiwodasansuieryi。”

“wosuiranshenglinianlingzhinianzhangnisansui,danshixinlinianlingma,gujidebinidashangshisuizuoyou。”

yunlitanleyikouqi,“wobabagegenianlingdouda,zixiaoshenbianjiushiyixienianzhangzhiren,shangdaxuedenianjiyouxiao,shenbiantongxuejihudoubiwodagesiwusui。”

tahuerwendao:“nishengrishishenmeshihou?”shangcineifenziliaohaizhenmeixikan。

“11yue9hao,”guhuaimuguangzhuoredikanzheta,“yuniyitian……”

“zheimeqiao?”yunliyouxiechayi,haoxiangshizaifeijishangtingsushantiqiguo。

taxiankaibeizi,jingzichuanshangyifu,“qilaiba,chideyaodaole。”

guhuaiyibiankouniukou,yibianwendao:“jiejiejuedewodeshencaizenmeyang?huibuhuiyouxieganshoule?”heanhaoxiangzheimeshuoguo。

“buhui,”yunlikanxiangta,“wobuxihuanneizhongguoyufadadejirou,xiangnizheiyangbobodeyicengzhenghao。”

piankehou,errenzuoyucanzhuopang,chizhechilaidewucan。

“guhuai,guoliangriwobazheitaofangziguodaonidemingxia。”yunlihuranshuodao。

guhuaizhikuaideshouyidun,yaoyaotou,“buyong,woxihuanzhuzainidejiali,erqiewoxianzaihaizaishangxue……”

tasuiranbutailejiejingzhoudefangjia,danshitingheanshuoguo,tadeneitaofangzichabuduoyaowuqianwan。zheiyitaobizhizuzudaleyibei,jiageyinggaiguoyile……

“e,neisuini,dengyihoubiyeleyeke。”yunliduizheigedaoshiwusuowei,tadefangchanzhengdoushianluoshude。

guhuaishitadediyigenanren,chunianlingwai,gefangmiandoushenhetaxinyi。tabuzhiduitadexingqunengchixuduojiu,danwulunweilairuhe,zongbuhuikuidaileta。

yunlibuzhizijishifouzhangqing,bijingcongweidongguoqing。tayebuxiangxinshishangyouyonghengchuncuideaiqing。

tadefumusuanshizhongrenrenkedeenaifuqi。raner,fuqinlinlaoshiquefengliubuduan,suoxingmuqinshouduanqiangying,weinaochusishengzi。muqinzijiyecengyouguoqingren。

tadedage,shenweijingzhoushoufu,shenbianmeinvruyun,zhishitajinzunyunjiazuxun,buganyousishengzieryi。bijinglianyunxiao,zhijindouweiruzupu。

yunliyizhidanshen,zhiyinfuqinbaohuguoyan,guidingtachengnianqianbudetanlianai,qietayizhiweiyudaochengxinzhiren。chengnianhoufumuyunan,tayiwuxincishi。

“guhuai,nibubizaiyizheixieshenwaizhiwu。”yunlikanchutadebuan,“niyounidezhangchu,erwobuguoshitoulegehaotaibale。”

tadanxiaodao:“zheigeshijie,bingfeirenrendouyaodangbadaozongcaihuogaoguanzhengyao。junrenbaojiaweiguo,yishengjiusifushang,jiaoshijiaoshuyuren,nongmingengzhongliangshi,gongrenjiansheshehui,jieshiqueyibuke。”

yunliyiqiwangshi:“wowaigongshengqianshiyiweijiechudehedonglizhuanjia,tachushennongcun,waipoqueshishijiadazudeguixiu。zheiduanyinyuanshiwotaigongjilicuchengde,waigongyechengweiletazuiweimanyidechenglongkuaixu。”

tadiaokandao:“yexuzhengshiyinweiwaigongdeyuangu,womamahejiujiucairuciconghui。woshenzhihuaiyiwobaquwoma,yeshiweileyouhuayunjiadejiyin。”

yunliningshizheguhuai,zhengzhongdishuo:“woershushijunren,jiujiucongshikeyangongzuo。woduizheilianggezhiyeyouzhetianrandehaogan。suoyi,guhuai,nihenhao,jianchiziwojike……”

yunlijinrisuoyan,shenshenkezaileguhuaidexinli,rangtaneikepanghuangbuandexinzhongyuandinglexialai。guhuai,nihenhao……zheishitatingguozuidongrenxinxiandeqinghua。

fanhou,guhuaishoushizhecanzhuo。yunlizequansuozaishafashangchuliyoujian。

“guhuai,nibubibanyunxingliguolai,zheiliyingyoujinyou。”yunlinaqitadeqianbao,“woyijingweinigouzhileyiwu,congshangdaoxia,yiyingjuquan,mingtianjiuhuisongda。”

guhuaiganggangshoushiwanweisheng,zhuoshangdeshoujibianxiangleyisheng。

tadakaiyikan,dunshidaizhule,guolehaoyihuiercaihuiguoshenlai,“niweihejiwokalizhuanlezheimeduoqian……”

“wobenxiangjiniyizhangheikade,youpanishiyongqilaiyouxinlifudan。”yunlishouqidiannao,“zheishijinidelinghuaqian。”

guhuaizhengzhengdikanzheshoujilideyinxingduanxin,fanfushulejibianhoumiandeling,liangbaiwan……zheijingranjiaolinghuaqian?

“wozhidaoniduiwodexuduoshishangbulejie。”yunlizoudaotamianqian,“lairifangzhang,wohuimanmanjiangjiniting。”

“danshiyouyidian,xiwangnijizhu。”tahueryouxieyansu,“woxihuannideganjing,zainigenwodeshihou,buxuyuqitayixingaimeibuqing!ruoshiniyoulexihuanderen,keyizhijiegaosuwo……”

“jueduibuhui!”guhuaihuangmangdaduanyunlidehua,“wozhixihuanniyigeren,qitarenbuhuiduokanyiyande!”

yunliburenzaidouta,“wozhidaonibushineiyangderen。nifangxin,woyizhihuiyouniyiren。waimianderen,woyoudianxianzang。”

“ng……”guhuaiyouxieyuyanyouzhi,“nibuyongjiwoqian,woshenshangyouqiande。gaokaohoudejiangjindouzaiwozheili,bushaode……”

yunliguaneryixiao,dao:“niyouqianshinideshi,yuwojidelinghuaqianbuyiyang。qianwanbiejiwoshengqian,bijing……jiejieqiongdezhishengxiaqianle。”

yunlizhishituranjianwubixiangshou,zheizhongyangzhexiaonaigoudekuailebale……