第4章 我有过孩子

rongmubenlaishuodezhengqijing,kandaotazheigemoyangrenbuzhuheleyitiao,“nidengshenmedeng?”

jiananranwozhezijidequantouyiziyijudeshuodao,

“我有过孩子!“

jiananrandiuxiazheijubianzhijieshangloule。

rongmubenlaihaixiangzemade,keshibuzhidaoshibushixiangdaoneigehaizi,tayouxiexinxudemeiyouzaishuohua。

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jiananrandeleiyouliulechulai,tazhongyurenbuzhu,chizhejiaozhuilechuqu。

“qiyuan,nicaihuilaizenmeyouyaochuqu?“

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jianrongqiyuanbushuohua,rongmuyouxialeyijimengyao,“nihaiyaorangtadangrongjiadeshaonainaima?napatabeibierenwannongguo?huaiguobierendehaizi?”

rongqiyuanhaimeiyoushuohua,quetingdao“dong”deyisheng,tayitaitou,jiukandaojiananranzhanzailoutishang,rongqiyuanxinzhongyihuang,hanleyisheng,“anran?”