hanfenglinlie，geliezhewodelianjia，yesichezhewonaohaishenchuneixiebukandejiyi。gunantingsixinliefeidesihoushengyouzaierpanhuidang，quejibuqiwoneixinsihaobolan。sannian，zhengzhengsanniandeaihenjiuge，zhongyuzaizheiyike，huashangleyigebinglengerjuejuedejuhao。
huixiangsannianqiande“hunli”，neiyagenbunengchengzhiweihunli。meiyoushengdadeyishi，meiyoujiebaidehunsha，meiyoujingxintiaoxuandehunjie，shenzhilianwodemingzi，douweicengbeitadeyourentiji。neibuguoshiyichangzaigujialaozhaineicaocaojubande“jiayan”，qingleliaoliaoshuweigujiadepangxiqinshuhejigeqinjindeshangyehuoban。erwo，bishibuguoshigeganggangershichutoudebailuo，chuanzheyijiangujiasuiyidafaxialaidebaiselianyiqun，xianggewuruhaomendehuiguniang，huangkongeryouqidaidikanzheneigeyaobukejidenanren。
hunqian，wocengyouguowushucimeihaodechongjing。woyiwei，jiajita，biannengyongyouyigejia，yifenzhenxin。woshenzhitianzhendiyiwei，zhiyaowozugounuli，zugouwenrou，zongnengwuretabinglengdexin。kexianshi，quebizuiyankudehandonghaiyaoyanku。
“jizhunideshenfen。”hunliqianye，gunantingneizhangjunmeiquebinglengdelianpang，zaiwomianqianxiandegewaiqingxi。tameiyousihaojijiangchengweixinlangdexiyue，yandizhiyoubujiayanshideyane，“nizhishifuqinanpaidelianyingongju，yigebeijiazupaoqidesishengnv，biewangxiangbugaixiangdedongxi，yebiewangledayingwodeshiqing。”
neishi，wohaiyiweitazhideshiwodayingzaigujiazuoyigetinghuadekuilei。xianzaihuixiangqilai，taneiduanhuadeshenyi，yuanbiwodangshisuolijiede，gengjiacankuhezisi。tabujinjiangwoshizuogongju，gengjiangwodeyiqiedoubiandeyiwenbuzhi。
churugujiashi，woderizibixiangxiangzhonggengjiajiannan。gujiarenduiwoyizhiqishi，lengyanlengyu。xiaodaocanzhuoshangdebaipan，dadaoyanhuishangdeyanxingjuzhi，wowuyibubeitiaoti，beibiandi。tamenqingshiwodechushen，chaofengwodepinwei，shiworulouyibanbeiwei。woxiangyigetoumingren，huozaizheizuojinbihuihuangquebinglengcigudelaolongli，tingzhegunantingyebuguisudexiaoxi，kanzhetaouerhuijiashiyanzhongneibunaifandepibei，yijiduiwodeshiruowudu。
wonuliguo。woxuezheguanlijiazuchanye，xuezhechuligujiadeshiwu，xuezhetaohaoneixieduiwochuimaoqiucideqinqi。woshenzhifangxiashenduan，zhudongquxuexigunantingdexihao，shiturongrutadeshijie。raner，wosuoyoudenuli，douxiangshichendahai，jibuqiyisishuihua。takanwodeyanshenyongyuandoushilengmode，woganshoudaode，yongyuanzhiyoutadedichuyuyane。
zhidaoneitian，gushijituandenianhuishang，wocaizhenzhengtihuidaoleheweisixinliefeidetengtong。shenwei，tawanzhegunantingdeshoubei，shenzheyixixiangbinseluojianlifu，xiaodemingmeizhangyang，zitaiqinnidefangfotamencaishizuibanpeideyidui。taxiangyizhijiaoaodetiane，erwo，zeshibeiyiwangzaijiaoluolidechouxiaoya。
“zheijiushinantingdeqizi？”tazuijiaodaizheyimoqingmiedehudu，muguangcongwotoudingdaojiaojian，haobuyanshidishangxiadaliang，zuizhongdinggezaiwoshenshangneijianbuqiyandemiseyangrongshanshang，“kanqilai……yebuzenmeyangma。nanguainantingzongshibuyuandainichuxizheizhongchanghe。”
gunantingmeiyoufanbo，fanerjiangtaloudegengjinleyixie。neigedongzuo，neigeyanshen，xiangyigencuiledudezhen，henhenzhajinwozaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexin。neiyike，wozhenzhenqieqiediganshoudaoleshenmejiaozuoxinrudaojiao。wojieliweichizhebiaomiandepingjing，danzhijiazaoyishenshenqianrushouxin，liuxiayueyabandeyinji。
raner，gengrangwoxintongdeshiqingjinsuiqihou。nianhuijieshuhoubujiu，wobianfaxianzijihuaiyunle。neiyishunjian，judadexinxichonghunlewodetounao。woyiwei，zheigehaizidedaolai，huishigaibianyiqiedeqiji。woyiwei，xuemaidelianjie，zongnengrangwomenzhijianduoyifenqianban。
woguqiyongqi，huaichuaizhetanteyuqidai，zaiyigeyueyuanzhiye，gunantingnandezaijiadeshihou，gaosuletazheigexiaoxi。
“gunanting，wo……wohuaiyunle。”wodeshengyindaizhenanyiyizhidezhandou，heqidaideweiguang。
tadejiubeipengdiyishengbeifangxia，zaijijingdeketinglixiandegewaicier。tayingjundelianshang，meiyouxinxi，meiyoujingya，zhiyouyipiansiji，heshunjianningjudehanyi。
“dadiao。”tazhishuolezheilianggezi，shengyinpingdandefangfozaitaolunjintiandetianqi，quexiangyidaoqingtianpili，jiangwosuoyoudexiwangjidefensui。
“weishenme？”wobuganxiangxinzijideerduo，yanleishunjianyongchu，mohuleshixian，“zheishiwomendehaizia！”
tazhanqishen，zoudaowomianqian，gaodadeshenqutouxiayipianyinying，chedijiangwolongzhao。tadeyanshenlengdexiangbingjiaoshenchudehanbing，budaiyisirenqingwei：“nibupeishengwodehaizi。kuangqie……weiweiyehuaiyunle。”
weiwei……youshishenwei！wodexin，beiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanjin，tengtongdaowufahuxi。tajingrannawofuzhongdehaizi，quheshenweidehaizizuobijiao，shenzhiyongruciqingtiaodeyuqi，xuangaozhelingyigenvrendecunzai。
neitianwanshang，wobazijisuozaigujiasanlouzuijiaoluodekefangli，kulezhengzhengyiye。juewang、tongku、chiru……gezhongqingxuruchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei。wocengyiwei，woyijingmamule，danneizhongbeishengshengboduoguroudecanren，yijiurangwotongbuyusheng。wodehaizi，haiweicenglaidaozheigeshijie，bianbeizijidefuqinqinshouxuanpanlesixing。
diertian，worutongxingshizourouban，duziquleyiyuan。shoushushibinglengdedengguang，xiaodushuidecibiqiwei，yijibinglengqixiechupengshentidekongjugan，zhijinrengshiwowuyemenghuideemeng。wobeipoqianshuleliuchantongyishu，beipojieshouleneigecanrendeshishi。congyiyuanchulaishi，tiankongxiazhepiaopodayu，wozhanzaijiebian，yushuiheleishuihunzazaiyiqi，fenbuqingjiexian。neiyike，woganjuezijiyijingsile，chechedididisile。xindimougerouruandebufen，beiyongyuandiqiechu。
raner，siwangzhihou，bidingshixinsheng。
zhengshicongneitianqi，woxindineituanbeiyayiduoniandehuoyan，zhongyubeichedidianran。cengjingdebailuo，neigebeiwei，qienuo，shashaaizhedenvren，chedisile。querdaizhide，shiyigebeichouhencuilian，beitongkujiaoguande——fenghuang。
wobuzaizhishigujiadekuilei，wokaishianzhongbuju。mjituandeziyuan，fuqindejiubu，waizufuzaishangjieliuxiadepangdawangluo，yiqiedouzaiwodezhangkongxia，qiaowushengxidiyunzhuan。
zaigujia，woruchangbanyanzheneigebeixianqidegutaitai，didiao，shuncong，shenzhiyouxiechidun。dansidixia，womeitianzhishuisansigexiaoshi，yeyijiridixuexishangyefalv、jinrongzhishi、shichangfenxi。woliyongmjituandequanqiuwangluo，zaiquanqiugedianzhongbushu。woshenzhiguyongledingjiandeshangyejiandiehe**，jianggunantingheshenwei，yijishenjiafunvsuoyoudeangzangshiji，chousibojian，shoujideyiqingerchu。woxiangyigenaixindelieren，jingjingdizhefuzaiyinyingshenchu，dengdaizuijiashiji。
erxianzai——zaigunantingqinshoujiangjiupozaiwoshenshangdeneiyike，wobianzhidao，wodeshijidaole。tayiweitashizaixiuruwo，quebuzhi，tazhishiqinshouqidonglewojingxinbuzhiduoniandexianjing。