第4章

zheijuhuaxiangshiyimeizhen,zhajinletadesizhibaihai。

什么时候还?

tahaiyoushijianhaitadeqianma?

肺癌,晚期。

xinlidesuanzhichuanbijian,tachadianzaitamianqiandiaolei。

sumuqingshenxiyikouqi,“keneng……wohaibuqile,nikaigetiaojianba,renhetiaojianwodoukeyidaying。”

shenhanchuanjixiaolexia,“renhetiaojian?”

她点头。

tamosuozheshouzhi,“ruguoshilihunni?”

daodihaishidaolezheiyibule。

tamamudediantou,“keyi。”

shenhanchuanyouxieyiwai,banshangweiyan。

houtayouchixiao,“haizibuyaole?”

孩子……

dui,tahaiyougehaizi……tahetadehaizi。

gangchushengjiubeitasongdaoguowai,burangtajianyiyan,wunian,taliantazhangshenmeyangdoubuzhidao,zhizhidaoshigenanhai。

dangchuhuigentajiehun,shiyinweilaoyibeideyueding。

shenjialaoyezinianshaoshishouguosujiarendedaen,keyishuomeiyousujiajiumeiyouxianzaideshenjia。

dangshijiuyueding,yihouyaojieweiqinjia。

naihehoulailiangjiadoushengdeerzi,shenyeyeyouyuedinglesunzibeiwawaqin。

danyincishishijianxiantaizhang,dangshirendouchabuduowangjile,zhidaoshenhanchuanhesumuqingzhangda,yemeirentiqiguo。

buzhidaozenmehuishi,zheijianshibeirenwalechuqu。

dangshishenshituichuyikuanchanpinyi‘ganen’weizhuti,qiahaoyourennazheijianshilaishuoshi,shuoshenjiazijidoubudongdegan

恩,还说什么感恩。

shenlaoyezizheicaixiangqihunshi,yingbizheshenhanchuanqulesumuqing。

duiyuzheizhuanghunyin,shenhanchuanyizhifeichangkangju,jiehuncongtoudaoweidoubanzheyizhanglian,hunhouyebudaijianta。

tayiweitagentayiyangpaichizheizhuanghunshi,gentatanguojicilihun,dandoubeitajujuele。

tahuoxuyongyuandoubuhuizhidao,tatoutouxihuantahenjiuhenjiu。

guanyuaiqingsuoyoudehuanxiangyusuantian,doushitajiyude。

jinguantazaoyiwangji,cengjingnianshao,tamenjianguomian。

shenjiadedajiazhangzhidaotamenjiehunxingtongxushe,yongledianshouduanrangtamenyuanlefang,houlaitajiuhuaiyunle。

danshenhanchuanquegengjiataoyantale。

kaishibiaoxianchutebiemingxiandeyane。

haiziyichusheng,tajiubatasongzoule,yicilaichengfata。

jiantajiujiubushuohua,shenhanchuanqiaoleqiaozhuomian,“ng?”

sumuqingshenxiyikouqi,tadequehenxiangjianhaizi,zaishengmingkujiezhiqian,kantayiyan。

ketaxianzaizuizhongyaodebushijianhaizi。

suoyitawen,“zhiyaolihun,nijiujiwo50wanshima?”

tarucikanzhongqian,lianhaizidoubunengyinqitadezhuyi,shenhanchuanxiaolexia,poweiwanwei。

“xianzaixiangtongle,xiangyongwushiwanmaiduanwomendeguanxi?”